Thank you for the memories I cannot share
Thank you for the wounds I cannot bear
Thank you for showing me weakness
And also, the side of you that's heartless.
Forget you and your stupid smile
The one that I thought was real while,
Really, inside you were laughing
At me and my mannerisms so baffling.
Am I something to be laughed at?
Am I so unworthy of your true feelings that,
When all is said and done,
All I am is a game you've won?
Please tell me my worth to you is higher
I cannot stand the reality that you're a liar
And that I am more your plaything
Than I am a human being.
I'm begging. I want to be worth more.
I don't—I am not your dirty secret—your
Possession that you can misuse.
For years I have stood this hidden abuse.
No more. So now you will tell me:
Is my questioning your death knell?
A/N Another poem. If you've read, reviews are appreciated! I reply to every one, no matter how long it takes me.{ShikonnoTamahater}