A/N: I am back for another update! As promised, this chap is filled with pure SMUT! Are you all happy? ;)
I want to thank all the people who have been reviewing, you all are sooooo awesome! I hope I have done this story justice, as it will be ending next chapter. Keep reviewing and telling me what you think!
Stephanie (waitingFORthePERFECTsong9092 ), another huge thank you for all your help! She has endured with me through the process of writing this chapter. This is only my second full on smut scene, so I am still a novice to the area of writing it. A huge shoutout to her for putting up with me!
Sorry for any grammatical errors or spelling mistake you might find! It is 4 AM my time.
I do not own BTR:
Sunlight streamed through the windows, cascading over their tangled bodies. Carlos' eyes fluttered open, but soon started to squint from the rays beaming directly in his eyes. He snuggled further into Kendall's warm chest, effectively blocking the harsh morning light, also enjoying the warmth the radiated from his boyfriend. He had never been so happy; so in love. The simple feeling of acceptance he felt was overwhelming in the most amazing way. With the tip of his left index finger, he started to trace the defined muscles in Kendall's arm, feeling them twitch at his soft touch. Carlos' eyes flicker up to his face, studying, for the first time, what Kendall looks like when he is totally at peace with the world and not a worry in sight. The sunshine soaked his blonde hair making it look like he wore a glowing halo. Moving his hand from Kendall's arm to his face, he touched the lips that he could kiss for eternity. So soft and supple to the touch, but so firm when he was devouring the shorter boy's mouth. He could not be more perfect. His finger traveled, tracing the outline of his nose, eyebrows, cheekbones and anything else he could touch. Carlos briefly wondered if he was just pretending to be asleep , but as he watched Kendall's chest rise then fall, slow and deep, he knew that it was impossible for this to be a charade.
Carlos' right leg began to fall asleep, so he turned in Kendall's embrace slightly, to relieve the pressure and return the flow of blood. When his left leg touched Kendall's hip, he felt something hard pressing against his thigh. He smiled, knowing exactly what it was. Pulling back the sheet to take a peek, he moved his leg and saw the buldge in the front of his boxers. Carlos' mouth began to water as he wondered what exactly Kendall looked like. From what he could tell from the angle, he knew he did not lack in size. His gaze flickering up to make sure Kendall was still asleep, he reaced a tentative hand down and ghosted a feel. Carlos' whole body quivered as he felt Kendall's cock twitch under the direct contact. Sucking in a gasp of air, Carlos lightly wrapped his hand around Kendall's hard member, giving it a light squeeze. Kendall moaned softly in his sleep, his eyes moving under his eyelides indicating he was having a dream. Carlos wondered if he was invading the beautiful blonde's vision while in slumber. He smiled at the thought, payback is a bitch. Kendall has crashed my dreams on many occasions, usually resulting in me taking care of the problem in the shower!
All at once, Carlos knew he was ready. He was ready to take that step. Kendall was his great love, the lover of a lifetime, and here he was sprawled out, wrapping Carlos up in his arms, with a hard on, and Carlos would be a damn fool if he laid here and did nothing about it. He leaned up, pressing his lips to Kendall's, kissing him gently, trying to rouse him.
"Kendall, baby, wake up." Carlos mumbled against his mouth. Not a peep from the slumbering blonde. Carlos slid his lips down Kendall's neck, placing open mouthed kisses on his creamy white skin, till he found his pulse point, nipping at it, then licked at the small red mark. Kendall groaned, wiggling his body at the feeling, and Carlos looked up in time to witness the sight of those green eyes seeing the first thing of the day. He blinked rapidly, obviously assessing whether or not what he felt was a dream or real life.
"Los? Were you just-"
"Yeah, babe, I was just kissing you, but you missed the good part. I gave you a mini handjob!" Carlos smiled cheekily, watching Kendall's face burn up with a blush.
"Seens how I am throbbing down there, I am guessing you didn't finish?" Kendall inquired, one eyebrow raised.
"And have you sleep through it? No. No way, Jose! But, you are awake now, soooo." With that, Carlos shimmied down the bed until he was hovering over Kendall's clothed erection.
"Litos, no baby, c'mere. I wanna do that to you. I always fantasized that I was going to give you a blowjob first. Help me fulfill my fantasy." Kendall begged, grabbing Carlos underneath his arms and hauled him up to be face to face with him again. Carlos smiled brightly, nodding his head. Kendall flipped the Latino over on his back, then straddled him. Carlos looked up into his boyfriend's eyes, expecting to tell him how much he loved him, but what he got were flashes of bright light of a forgotten memory.
Flashback:
"Jett, no, get off of me!" Carlos yelled, trying to push against the bigger man off of him, but through his alcohol impaired brain, he couldn't get his coordination to work properly.
"Shut the fuck up, Carlos! I have waited far too long to listen to you yammer before I do…this!" And with that, Jett slammed his big cock into Carlos, making the younger boy scream out in pain.
End of Flashback…
"NOOO!" Carlos screamed, shoving Kendall off of him in a bout of super-human strength, almost sprawling the lanky boy on to the floor. Kendall looked so confused as he stared at his boyfriend's frantic eyes as they shot around the room, as if looking for something that would hurt him. Or someone. Jett. The realization hit Kendall like a train, knocking the wind out of him.
"Carlos, fuck, calm down!" Kendall pounced on the boy, pinning his arms down, but still struggled to keep the thrashing boy there. Carlos started to cry, still wiggling and fighting against Kendall, but a tiredness washed over him.
"Jett...Please. Stop." Was all Carlos could manage to mumble out.
"Baby, it's Kendall, not Jett, it's your Kendall. Remember? I gave you a bracelet for Christmas with my name on it, and it says I love you, engraved in platinum? I love you, baby, come back to me." Kendall cooed, peppering Carlos' face with kisses. Carlos calmed down, tears still streaming.
"Kendall!" He choked out in a sob, his broken eyes seeking those of his lover. Kendall let go of his wrists, and pulled the small boy tight into his arms, hugging him, letting the emotions he felt for this man flow out of him.
"Did you remember?" Was Kendall's only question.
"Yes! But only one part. Where...where..where he came inside me. Fuck, Kendall! It hurt so bad! Please tell me it isn't always like that?" Carlos pleaded with him, hoping the answer was no.
"Baby, I don't know." Kendall shook his head, averting his eyes. He and Carlos had never really had a deep conversation about sex, nor had the opportunity arose for Kendall to tell him of his inexperience.
"What do you mean you don't know?"
"Carlos, I'm a...virgin." What looked like shame crossed those innocent green eyes, making Carlos love him all the more.
"Kendall, that is amazing! To still hold that part of yourself, that's just beautiful." Carlos assured the blonde, cupping his face with his hands.
"But I am ready Carlos, I am ready to give that to you. I love you so much, I want to show and feel it."
Carlos blinked a couple times, before crashing his lips up on Kendall's, kissing him with a newfound wildness.
"Baby, I'm ready. Just prepare me before you come in me." Carlos whispered as Kendall's lips latched onto the caramel colored skin of his neck. Kendall stopped suddenly, rolling off of Carlos, before pulling the Latino onto him.
"Make love to me, baby. I want you to make love to me." Kendall spoke with confidence, carding his fingers through the soft strands of Carlos' black hair.
"Kendall, but...you're a virgin! I'm not, I have felt it before. I don't think I could live with myself making you go through all that pain." Carlos argued, shaking his head.
"Los, I may be inexperienced, but I do know that the pain it causes to be penetrated unprepared can be excrutiating. You just need to get me ready, and I will only feel a little bit of pain, but the rest will be pure pleasure. Please, I want you to do this. I want to show you just how much I love you."
"This speaks volumes of that." Carlos whispers, pressing a sweet kiss to his lover's lips. He started traveling down him, worshipping Kendall's body with kisses and little nips, which made him groan really loud, and tighten his grip in Carlos hair. He slipped two finger under each side of the elastic band on Kendall's boxers, pulled them down his slender hips, fully exposing him.
"So beautiful." Carlos mumbled, wrapping a hand around Kendall's long, thick shaft, pressing a kiss to the tip of it. He tasted the saltiness of the precum on his lips, and it sent shivers up and down Carlos' spine. Sweet anticipation wracked his body, making him so hard it hurt. He sat up, pulling off his sweats and boxers, springing his painfully hard cock from its confines.
"Damn, Los, god you are gorgeous." Kendall mumbled, mapping out Carlos' body with his hands, finding as much skin as he could. It wasn't enough. With Carlos, everything wasn't enough. He was driving Kendall crazy with want, and he only had one thing on his mind.
"Baby, I need you...please!" Kendall hissed out as Carlos' hands swept across his lower stomach.
"Condom and lube?" Carlos asked, looking expectantly at the blonde, not fully sure whether or not Kendall would have the items seens how he was a virgin.
"Nightstand drawer." Kendall panted out, pointing in the general direction of the table. Carlos smirked,
"Prepared, are we?"
"I never was before, but the day I met you I went out and bought all the stuff." Kendall smiled widely, laughing softly as he watched his boyfriend open up the drawer and grab the items. Carlos walked back to him, slotting their lips together in a sweet kiss before popping the cap to the lube, and pouring some of the slick gel on his fingertips.
"Are you sure about this?" Carlos asked, searching Kendall's face for even the slightest trace of hesitation. All he saw was happiness, lust, love and most of all, impatience.
"God, CARLOS, yes! A million times, yes! I want this more than anything!" Kendall grabbed Carlos' clean hand, bringing it to his lips, kissing it for reassurance.
"I love you." Carlos said simply, that one phrase filled with more passion than most people find in their whole lifetime. Carlos sat on the bed, spreading Kendall's legs, their eyes locked the whole time. Worry was written all over Carlos' face, as he reached down and slipped his index finger inside Kendall. It didn't hurt him, it just felt...weird.
"Are you doing ok?" Carlos asked.
"Fine, just keep moving." Kendall answered tersly, the anticipation killing him slightly. Carlos nodded, inserting a second finger into him. That was when the burning started, making Kendall hiss.
"Don't you dare ask me if I'm ok, and you better not fucking stop moving!" Kendall begged, his breathing becoming labored.
Carlos started pumping his fingers again, feeling Kendall relax within seconds. He then inserted his ring finger into Kendall's tight entrance, stretching the blonde beyond what he thought possible. By this time, the pain was getting unbearable, until...
"FUCKKKK!" Kendall shouted, his back arching off the matress, "There, Los, hit that spot again!"
Carlos smiled widely, happy that he now was causing Kendall to cry out in pleasure, not in pain. Locating the bundle of nerves again, Carlos began hitting his prostate with every thrust of his finger.
"Inside me. NOW!" Kendall rather loudly demanded. Carlos' dick twitched at the words, and knew he wasn't going to last long in Kendall. With his teeth, he tore open the silver wrapper of the condom, rolling it on his erection, before grabbing the lube and applied it generously. Kneeling, poised at Kendall's entrance, Carlos leaned down, kissing Kendall as hard as he could as he pushed past the tight ring of muscles. He swallowed Kendall's pained mewls, as he reached down and tweaked his nipples to get his mind off the pain. Carlos was feeling rather lightheaded from the sensations he was feeling.
"So fucking tight, Kendall!" Carlos moaned loudly, keeping up his agonizingly slow pace before fully seating himself in Kendall. Kendall whimpered slightly, adjusting to the size of Carlos, but he knowing that this had to get better. I mean, who the hell would do this if it didn't get better?
"Move." Kendall grunted, knowing that if this was going to feel better any time soon, Carlos had to hit that spot again. The shorter boy pulled out until only the head of his cock was still buried in Kendall, then he thrusted back in. He kept up the pace, and Kendall felt himself start to relax and this get enjoyable. He opened his eyes (which he hadn't realized that he had closed) to see Carlos, his head lolled back, a thin sheen of sweat covering his built body, his breathing coming out in short gasps.
"Kendall, oh my god, you are so fucking amazing!" Carlos panted, speeding up his pace. And that's when it happened again, and Carlos knew it.
"Oh god, oh god, oh god, CARLOS!" Kendall screamed the last part, fisting the sheets so tightly, the color in his hands was gone. Carlos began pounding into him, ramming into his prostate every thrust, leaving Kendall a writing, screaming mess.
"FUCK! Los...God, baby, I'm gunna cum!" Kendall choked out, the sensations he was feeling were overwhelming. Carlos reached down and wrapped his hand around Kendall's dick, and all it took was a few pumps, and Kendall came screaming his lover's name, painting Carlos' fist and chest white with rope after rope of cum. Feeling Kendall tighten around him, Carlos sloppily thrusted a few more times, before cumming hard an long, buried inside Kendall.
Carlos collapsed on top of Kendall from sheer exaustion, his breathing so labored he thought he was going to have an asthma attack.
"Holy fuck, that was..."
"Amazing? Awesome? Fan-fucking-tastic? Any other adjectives that could not begin to describe that?" Kendall finished, running his finger through Carlos' sweaty locks.
"Mmmhmmm." Was all Carlos grunted, feeling himself be pulled back into slumber, a sensation he could not deny. Within minutes he was passed out on Kendall, the blonde massaging the sleeping male's back. He heard his phone vibrate on the nightstand. Reaching over, he picked it up to see he had a text from James.
"Ummm, yeah, after those noises that I was just scarred for life from, never gunna be able to look at you two the same way again! Merry Christmas, dude! It's about fucking time! ;)"
For once in his life, James said something he could not find anything wrong with. It was about fucking time!
"I love you, Carlos." Kendall whispered into the silent room.
A/N: Only one more chapter to go! I hope you all love! REVIEWS WOULD BE AWESOME! ;)