DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS (JACE, CLARY, ISABELLE, ETC.) CASSANDRA CLARE OWNS THEM!
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Jace POV
I was trying to say something, but Clary cut me off. Her lips were pressed against mine in a feverish haste. How I missed this. Even after all this time, I knew every curve in her sweet, red lips. And when her fingers wrapped into my hair and tugged slightly, I thought was dead and went to heaven. I wrapped my arms around her waist and held her as close to me as possible, because I never wanted this moment to end.
She pulled away from me, unfortunately. I realized I was panting for breath. "Let's go back," she said with a seductive smile. She grabbed my hand, and pulled me towards the street. We walked hand in hand until reaching the inside of the Institute. What was going to happen? Are we together? I had a million questions running through my head, but right now I wasn't worried about any of the answers.
Clary grabbed my arm, and spun me around towards her. Man, she was strong. She brought my head towards hers, and kissed me with those red lips. Our lips danced around each other, until finally my tongue found its way into her mouth. We both struggled for the upper hand, and smiled at each other's reluctance to give it away.
I thought about that moment three years ago, when she left. All I wanted to do then was have her in my arms and kiss her again. And now, all I wanted to tell her was something she might hate me for. I had to tell her before things got too serious, but I was nervous. I mean, how do I even bring this up?
I pulled away from Clary, and looked deep into her eyes. I longed for her to be mine again, but I had to be honest with her. I couldn't handle her not knowing the truth of what happened three years ago. "Clary, we need to talk." I said reluctantly.
We headed upstairs to her room, and she shut the door behind her. She sat on her bed, while I had chosen to pace the room.
"Clary, this isn't easy for me to say. I just need to get it off my chest. I love you, Clary. I have wanted to tell you the truth once I knew what happened, but you were gone. And I know you might still hate me, but I can't go on without you knowing the whole truth. I want you back, Clary. And, I want us to be completely honest with each other. So, that's what I am going to do."
"Jace, you can tell me anything." She said with those green eyes shining. I knew I had to tell her. She deserved the truth, and no matter how much it killed me, she was going to know the truth.
"Three years ago when you saw me with the girl, it wasn't me. I mean it was my physical body, but not I mentally. Lilth was controlling my mind. She was trying to break us up in hopes that you would turn to her for help. She took over my mind with a rune, and that's what made me cheat on you. For a while, I didn't even know. All I knew was that I didn't know why I did it. For nights I would lie awake thinking about what happened, and wondered why? Finally, I went to see the Silent Brothers. They told me what she did and of her plan. I am sorry, Clary. This should have never happened." I said.
Clary's eyes were wide open, and her jaw hanging loose. I thought maybe she would attack me, or maybe she would cry. I wasn't sure.
"Jace," Clary began, " you are kidding right? After all this time I thought you cheated on me because you were an arrogant, egotistical asshole. When really, you were under the control of Lilth. Jace, this makes everything better. It wasn't you that cheated on me. You couldn't control yourself; this isn't your fault at all. And know that I know that you do truly love me; we can be together." She said.
I walked towards her, and sat next to her on the bed. She took my head in her hands, and kissed me. There was so much passion and happiness in the kiss; it took all of my strength to not take her right then and there. I wanted her badly, but it was her decision. She pulled me on top of her, so now I was lying above her, and holding my weight slightly. She played with the hem of my shirt, took it off, and then tossed it onto the floor. My hand was rubbing the hem of the dress that ended on her thigh.
Clary POV
Jace's hand was slowly drawing runes along the edge of my dress, and it was driving me insane. With his shirt gone, I had begun tracing the scars and runes on his back. I have had enough of this. Jace had never cheated on me, and I knew I loved him too much to not go through with this. I pushed him back, so he was on his knees. I pulled myself up too, and yanked off my dress. I was left in a black strapless lacy bra and matching panties. Jace's eyes widened in excitement; and I smiled knowing I was the only girl that could give him that feeling.
Jace pushed me back on to the bed, and was kissing me relentlessly. His hands were searching all parts of my body, and I was doing the same. I quickly undid his belt and the button of his jeans. And soon enough, his pants were off. I took in the sight of his bulge, now visible through the thin boxers. I blushed; I had never done this before and I wasn't quite sure what to do next.
Jace must have been reading my mind, because he began to kiss me neck. He had rid me of my bra and panties, and I was lying beneath him completely naked. His fingers danced lightly between my thighs, making me quiver with desire. Our kisses became more needy and lustful. Our breaths began to quicken.
He looked me in the eyes, and I nodded in reassurance. His large length entered me slowly, and I could feel a tightness and soreness. Jace was kind and slow, not wanting to hurt me. He whispered in my ear, and kissed me to take away the pain. Soon enough, pain became pleasure. Jace knew this and began to pick up the speed. His thrusts became deeper and faster, trying to fill me with pleasure. Moans and groans escaped our lips. We were being loud, but it didn't matter. The way our hips moved together in perfect harmony, drove both of us crazy.
"Clary" Jace, moaned into my ear. That alone almost sent me over the edge, but I wanted to wait for him. I wanted us to cum together. I kissed him with all the passion and fierce I had in me. Biting his lip and licking his lips, had him ready to fall. His thrusts continue to deepen, and my back arched in pleasure as I screamed out. Jace moaned my name before falling on top of me in exhaustion.
We lay there for a while, completely naked. He kissed me on the forehead and played with my curls. I rubbed his arm, and kissed his neck. Our bodies were completely tangled with each other. Neither of us wanted this perfect happiness to end. It was euphoria.
I had Jace back, the real Jace. He was mine, and he never cheated on me. He loved me with every part of me, and I loved with everything I had. We were made for each other, and there was no way I could ever walk away again.