Finally Home
By slytherinangel01
Chapter Six
Summary: After her sister's death, Ana leaves for Pandora. When Jake & her are taken in to learn the way of The People she meets a hostile Native, Tsu'tey, who is to teach her. Along the way they discover friendship & maybe even love. But will it survive?
Rated: MA for mature adults only
Genre: Romance & Drama
Ana POV
I woke up to the sound of my name.
"Ana."
I groaned, scrunching my eyes together.
"Ana!"
Turning my head away, I tried blocking the offending noises.
"Ana!"
Annoyed, I opened my eyes. I hissed painfully when I felt the bright light in my eyes. Blinking rapidly, my eyes adjusted, though the images all around me were moving and blurry. I felt a light tapping against my cheek, and eventually my eyes settled, no longer were the images blurry.
I felt a light tapping against my cheek again. I focused in on the image, still a little bit out of focus. Grace was standing above me, looking down on me with concern.
Her voice was light and worried as she spoke.
"Come on kid. Come on. That's it."
She grinned as I started to get out of the daze I was in and slowly leaned up to where I was in a sitting position. I looked around and saw everyone, Trudy, Jake, Grace, Max, and Norm, standing around me. Except Jake, who was sitting in his wheelchair. My voice was deep and raspy as I spoke.
"Hey guys."
They all smiled at me, relieved that I had finally woken up. Grace chuckled as she helped me move around to where my feet were grazing the floor.
"You were dug in like a tick."
I gave Grace a small smile. "I know I was. Did Jake tell you where our Avatar bodies are?"
She shook her head. "No. Are the Avatars safe?"
I nodded. "Yeah, Grace. You are not going to believe where we are." I chuckled.
She frowned. "Where are they?"
"They are with the Omaticaya right now. In Home Tree."
Everyone gasped. Grace leaned in towards me with a determined look in her eyes.
"Tell me everything that happened Ana."
Nodding my head, I started to retell her everything that happened when we last saw them in the forest. I told them about how we got away from the crazy thanator and how we were discovered by Neytiri. All of them were shocked when I told them about the weird seeds of the Sacred Tree surrounded Jake and I, and that was why Neytiri took us to Home Tree. I vividly described what the Omaticaya leader said and how they were going to teach Jake and me the ways of the People.
Grace was quiet a minute as she thought before she spoke.
"This is the last thing I thought would happen. For reasons I cannot fathom, the Omaticaya have chosen you two. God help us all. But… I think this can work. You two can learn the ways of the People and become part of the clan. We can learn so much from them if you two succeed."
After they checked me over, they said I was fine and that I should probably get some rest. Norm wanted to stay with Dr. Grace a little to discuss things, so Jake and I started making our way to bunk room. But someone we don't know walked up to us. The man looked down at Jake and started speaking.
"Are you Jake Sully?"
Jake nodded his head.
"Quaritch wants to talk to you. He is in the Control Room."
Jake said okay and told me he would be back in a bit. I nodded my head and watched him turn the corner and wheel away. To be honest, I was really interested in what Quaritch wanted to tell Jake. I tried to not follow Jake, but I just couldn't. I had to know what Quaritch was going to tell Jake.
I quietly but quickly jogged down the corridor. When I reached the corner, I peeked out and saw Jake turn to the left. I followed him through many twists and turns, and also up many floors, until I stopped and watched him wheel into the Control Room. I stayed there for a while, trying to slow my fast, beating heart until it was slow again. After calming down, I slowly and carefully walked down the small corridor and peeked into the Control Room. The room was very high tech, but I was concentrating on the small group in the middle of the room. It was hard to hear them, but I was able to make out what they were saying.
I glared icily when I heard Quaritch laugh. God I hate that man.
He turned towards Jake and started talking to him with a smirk on his face.
"Jarhead clan? And it worked?"
Jake grinned, dramatically spreading out his arms as if to welcome someone to a hug.
"Yeah, we are practically family. They're going to study me. I have to learn to be one of them."
Quaritch nodded.
"That's called taking the initiative son. I wish I had ten more like you."
I watched as this short man walked towards Jake and Quaritch and started speaking. For some reason, his voice was very annoying.
"Listen Sully, just find out what the blue monkeys want. You know, I mean, we've tried to give them medicine, education, roads, but no, they like mud. And that wouldn't bother me, it's just that their a-" He paused for a second to work on a hologram that showed the Home Tree. "Their damn village happens to be resting on the richest deposit of unobtainium within two hundred clicks in any direction." My eyes widened. I didn't know they had that stuff here on Pandora. "I mean look at all that cheddar." He made a nasty chuckle. Gross.
Jake tilted his head in thought before speaking.
"Well who gets them to move?"
Quaritch smirked.
"Guess."
Jake chuckled.
"What if they won't go?"
I slipped where I was and tensed when I saw Quaritch turn and look in my direction. I quickly ducked back around the corner. I hope he didn't see me. I peeked around the corner again and relaxed when I saw Quaritch turned back towards them talking.
"I'm betting that they will."
The other walked over to Jake and spoke to him.
"Look, killing the natives looks bad. But there is one thing shareholders hate more then bad press and that is a bad quarterly statement. I didn't make up the rules. Just find the carrot to make them move. Or else it'll be all stick. Okay."
Quaritch started walking away and I tensed when I realized it was in my direction. He spoke to them over his shoulder.
"You have three months. That's when the dozers get there."
My heart racing, I quickly got up from my hiding spot and ran straight down the corridor, taking random twists and turns, until I was in a practically short, dark hallway that was barely lit up. I leaned against the wall and closed my eyes, trying to take in deep calm breaths.
I froze though, when I heard a deep chuckle right next to me. I scrunched up my eyes. Oh God.
Opening my eyes, I gasped and tried to scramble away when I saw Quaritch standing right next to me with that damn smirk on his face. He quickly walked to me and put his hands on each side of my body, caging me between him and the wall.
I snarled. "Get away from me!"
He continued to smirk as he leaned forward to where his lips were so close that if he moved one more centimeter, he could have kissed me. His grey eyes captured my green in a strong hold as he began to speak.
"I don't think so sweetheart. I'm a little curious as to how you are. I was considering sending out people to go get you when I heard that you had been lost in the forest. I tried to pull you out, but the damn scientists said that it could kill you if I aborted you out of your Avatar. I couldn't have that. Good thing you woke up though."
I frowned, but continued to glare daggers at him, especially when he stepped closer to me to where our bodies were flush against each other. I tried to hide it, but I was very frightened when I felt something hard against my belly. I have never felt a mans body before. I'm scared Megan...
I looked into his eyes, unable to hide that he was frightening me.
"It's okay baby," he cooed. "I was just worried about you. I can't go having my sweet girl dying on me."
I trembled as I attempted to speak firmly.
"I'm not your girl."
He chuckled as he jerked himself against my body, pressing himself harder against me.
"I beg to differ gal because when I first saw you, you were mine. Why do you think no man will dare touch you here? You would have cornered by now by some other man. But they won't touch ya. You're mine. And they know it."
I whimpered as he tangled his hands in my hair, twisting my hair painfully tight into his fists. He whispered as he leaned down towards me.
"You're so damn beautiful…"
He mashed his lips hard against mine in a bruising kiss. I tried to push against him but that only seemed to urge him on. He merely growled as he pushed our bodies closer together, unaffected by my struggle. He pulled back for a second and whispered harshly against my skin as he nipped my throat.
"If you bite me, you'll regret it Ana."
After stating his threat, he gave my neck one more painful nip before claiming my lips in another bruising kiss. He pushed his tongue into my mouth and I had no choice but to let him because of the fear that consumed me. I do not know what his punishment would be if I bit him, but I knew it would be worse than this. He explored my mouth and fought my mouth into submission. As he continued to kiss me, he grabbed both of my wrists in one hand in a vice grip and pulled my hands above my head, stretching my body against his.
I whimpered again, frightened, as his other hand slipped up my shirt and cupped one of my breast. Groaning, he gave it a hard squeeze. He suddenly moved away from me, releasing his vice grip on my wrists. I thought he was going to stop, but he grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it forcefully off me. It was just a thin tank top so it easily tore from my body.
"Please," I begged him, "stop.."
He ignored me as he unclipped my bra and pulled it off me. Ashamed and embarrassed, I covered my chest by crossing my arms and slightly curled my body, trying to hide my body from his eyes. I watched, petrified as he pulled off his uniform shirt and then a white muscle shirt, revealing tight, hard abs. I whimpered, cowering against the wall as he approached me again. He grabbed my wrists in one hand and restrained them behind my back painfully as he leaned down and took one of my nipples into his mouth. I turned my face away, unable to hold my tears back. I felt ashamed and betrayed that my body would react to his touch. I was unable to hold back my gasp as my nipples hardened to a peak as he continued to suck hard and bite gentle on my nipple. He gave it one more nip, before going to my other nipple and did the same thing as he did to the other. I whimpered in fright of him and my own body when he pulled away from me, begging him in my mind for him to not touch me again. My body shook though. Why is my body doing this? I don't want this.
My eyes widened as he slipped his hand at the edge of my sweatpants and roughly pulled them down.
I stuttered, "Please, Quaritch, don't. I don't want this. Plea-"
"The name is Miles sweetheart," he said as grabbed my sweatpants that pooled at my feet and yanked hard. I yelped in fright as I fell to the ground onto my back. I groaned as he grabbed my wrists with one hand again and proceeded to take everything left off me until I finally had nothing on. I turned my face away from his as he started to remove his pants, boxers and boots, leaving him in nothing as well. Tears were still flowing down my face. I tried to hide my face from him, not wanting him to be satisfied that he made me cry, but he simply gripped my chin and forcefully made me look him in the eyes.
"Shhhh…. It's okay baby. I'm not going to take you yet. I want us to be a little more comfortable than this for me to fuck you, but who says we can't have a little fun? There is no reason to cry. Relax and you will feel just as much pleasure as I am feeling. I'll make you feel good Ana. Just let go and you will feel no pain."
I didn't want to feel any pain. I felt so ashamed, but I relaxed all my tense muscles and just gave up. I'd give up, so I won't hurt. I know I should fight him, but how can I possibly fight him off? He is so much stronger than me. He could kill me right now, and I won't be able to do anything about it. He smirked as he felt my body relax beneath him, but I was still slightly tensed because I did not know what was going to happen. Leaning down, he started kissing me again. He was a lot gentler this time since I submitted to him. It disgusted me.
He pulled away for a second to speak. "I want you to respond to me baby. How can I make you feel good if you don't respond? Open up. Kiss me. If not, then I will fuck you raw right here, right now til ya bleed... No one will come running to your screams. And once I am finished... Well" he chuckled darkly, " we will just do it all over again til ya know your place."
I whimpered as he made his threat clearer as he put the head of his cock near the apex of my thighs. Would he really do that if I fought him. I pressed my thighs tightly together which angered him as he pushed my thighs forcefully apart and pressed his hardness harsher against me.
"Don't test me Ana! The next time you even slightly defy me you will regret it and I will have you right now," he harshly said against my ear with his hot breath.
He leaned down to kiss me again and I started kissing him back. I could not fight back. I was too scared. Ashamed and filled with disgust, I relaxed. Groaning at my submission, he began to rock against me. I kissed him just as hard as he kissed me. I can't fight him. He'll hurt me even more. As he started humping me, trying to get some relief from his hard on I was shocked by how I felt a tightness in my belly and heat pool in between my thighs. Unable to stop my body, my body involuntarily jerked up to meet his thrusts.
My eyes widened in fright. Why is my body doing this?! He seemed to love it because he started moving faster and grinding against me. He groaned when he finally got his pleasure, releasing himself on my body. I was still trembling, hating myself, because I felt betrayed by my own body. I shouldn't feel this way. I hate it, but my responds without my consent to his touch. I hated myself even more when he had separated my thighs, holding them apart with his knees, and started to touch me, by pinching and rubbing my nub in my heat. I gasped and became even more frightened as my body began to move against his finger. He started rubbing his finger faster and faster against my nub, until the impossible happened. My body jerked and I was overcome by a feeling I have never felt before. I saw stars when it happened and felt a sense of release as my body shook a bit before stilling. But I hated it. I hated Quaritch. I hated my traitorous body. But most of all, I hated myself. Quaritch had given me my first orgasm.
I gasped in fright when he suddenly pushed a digit inside me harshly. Why is he doing this? I tensed as he pushed further in until he stopped and I felt an uncomfortable pressure. I couldn't help but tense up and jerked away from his touch. He looked down at me in surprise before pulling his finger out of me smirking.
He got up off me and began to dress as I laid still on the floor. Numb. Once he was finally dressed he bent down and kissed my lips. I didn't kiss him back and he bit me in retaliation from me not returning the kiss. Whimpering, I kissed him back as well. Suddenly, he grabbed my arm, jerking me up and made me feel his cock through his pants.
I looked him the eye as he spoke.
"I will come to you to make your body finally mine. And when I do, don't fight or scream. If you do, I will make sure it hurts you so bad that you would wish you were never born. And don't think about going around and telling someone, because I'll just kill them and everyone that is close to you. No one will stop me. I practically own this place. I also better not catch you with anyone. If I do, I will hurt you. You BELONG to ME. I OWN YOU.. Especially now that I know you are more innocent than I had originally thought... Do you understand me sweetheart?"
I nodded my head quickly, defeated.
He smiled for the first time. "Good girl." He kissed me one more time, before pulling away.
"Don't forget. Your mine only."
He stood up and walked away. I sat there even after he has been gone for while. How could this happen? I never wanted this.. There is no way to escape this. How could I even try when he said he would kill anyone I'd tell? Slowly, I stood up and dressed. I glanced at my torn shirt on the ground. How could I leave this hall with no shirt? Then I noticed the white muscle shirt still on the ground. With my head hung low and feeling utterly defeated, I had no other choice but to grab it and slip it on. I headed towards the direction Quaritch had left. How could this happen?
AN: So what do you think? Good? Bad? Please leave a review with your thoughts... And don't hate me because Quaritch got to Ana. It had to happen. I didn't like it either. I'm still rooting for Tsu'tey! For those of you who are against her body reacting, I have a link below that has an article about such cases where a rape victim can become aroused during rape and/ or even orgasm. I didn't just write this without researching the topic. I wanted it to be as realistic as possible. Maybe it will help you understand it a bit more like it helped me. I apologize in advance if the link doesn't work. I had to type it in manually.
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