(A/N Alright to be honest with you guys I was contemplating whether to let Unknown stay with MC or part his way with her. Visualizing that he would begin to get confused and blame himself for beginning to like the company of MC was the only reason why I made him push her away. It was a hard call to make on my part b/c it could have gone both ways. Do you think I made the right decision? The decision is hurting me as I had to type it out but how do you guys feel about it? Another thing I've done is like write notes from the MM app of course to have content on the char. and situations. One more thing is I have already planned out some certain endings out for this fanfic but the way I go about them is secret for now at least…(shh must not spill anything) Yeah guys! Hope you are liking the story thus far~ You guys are lucky all these ideas rushed into my head last night so you get another chapter yay!)
The girl entered back into with the chatroom with her tears landing as droplets on the screen of her phone. He left but why, did I do something wrong? I tried so hard to find him, I know I have his phone number and everything but it's not as if I know where he went… I tried so hard just to have him leave again. She wanted desperately to throw her phone down on the floor but stopped herself because then she wouldn't be able to communicate with anyone at all. My friends he says, yeah what would he know about that. I tried to be his friend just now and what did it get me!? A cold shoulder that's what!? I can't win with him. Do I need to change myself to get his approval or should I do what he wants me to do and leave him be and return to my 'friends'. She threw her hands in the air "Friends!" she repeated to herself out loud this time "Those people don't even trust me right now and they been nice so far but who knows how long that will last!?" The girl with long brown hair was so emotional but she had to focus on the chartroom because her being focused was sort of important right now. She wasn't fully composed and back to normal but this would have to do for now.
Girl (Insert name) has entered the chatroom
Girl (Insert name): …
Girl (Insert name): …I'm sorry
Girl (Insert name): I'm sure you guys have a bunch of questions for me now that V is finally here but if I sound a bit enraged or sad in the chatroom please don't take any of it to heart. Something bad…well…yeah emotional just happened to me so I'm just giving you a disclaimer. I'll try not to take my feelings out on you guys but I'm not stable right now…
707: Oh, (Insert name) you are here! Well then the party can begin. I'm sorry to hear you are not you're best right now
Yoosung: What happened between your shower and now that could have you act like this?
Zen: Dude, the girl just said she isn't in a good mood and the first thing you do is probe her about it. But now I'm a little curious as well. It's not a heart break is it?
Yoosung: How can you tell me off for doing something and then go and go the exact same thing. You are such a hypocrite…
Zen: Your innocence on how to approach situations caused my interest to be piqued alright.
Jaehee: If (Insert name) does not wish to answer your questions please do not bug her about them. I'm am sure this is a sensitive moment for her and she does not need excessive questioning.
Jumin: I believe she should give us a vague interpretation if nothing more we do not need secrets between us already.
Girl (Insert name): Yoosung, Zen and Jumin and Jaehee since you probably don't already trust me I'll try to tell the truth as best I can but don't expect much. Jaehee its okay I'm the different one in the group and you guys have known each of for a while but…I'll at least try.
Girl (Insert name): Honestly to tell you the truth I can't really answer this question because you'll hate me even more if you were to know the truth. So I'll have to pass on this one.
Yoosung: Huh, okay I get it. We all have something like that we don't want to share I certainly do.
Zen: I also will back off if you aren't comfortable. Maybe we went a little too fast with that one.
Jaehee: I told you guys to leave poor (Insert name) alone. I apologize for their actions.
Jumin: I knew it. Now the atmosphere in this chat is uncomfortable for everyone.
V: Hello (Insert name)! It has been a long time since I've talked with a new member like this I see you aren't doing too well but I've read all the messages from the chatroom and I'd like to ask you a few questions before I come to my conclusion of what to do. I hope you are alright with that?
Girl (Insert name): Yeah you are the one everyone's been waiting for so we can begin this talk. Start with whatever you wish. Do as you must.
V: Alright so you say you know about my fiancé and everyone else in this chatroom? Even me am I correct?
Girl (Insert name): Yes that information is correct.
V: And the method you acquired it is by traveling through different timelines or at least that is what I read…?
Girl (Insert name): Yes. I don't know how many times I must repeat myself but that is also correct no matter how shocking it sounds…
V: I have one more important question for you to verify how I feel towards you.
Girl (Insert name): Go ahead…
V: Whose side are you on? I know that may sound rude or be an abnormal question to ask but if you do not have the best wishes and efforts put towards RFA then I don't really understand why you are still here. I do not wish to push you out suddenly but I must provide what is best for RFA as the leader and founder of it…
The girl with long brown hair was this close to losing her cool. She had already been disowned by Unknown the reason why she wanted to avoid the RFA members and get to closer to Unknown without them but now she had no choice as she was very certain Unknown wouldn't return to her side nor answer her calls or texts and return to the lifestyle he had before the two of them crashed paths. She didn't have much of a choice. As much as she wants to get mad at them for interrogating her like this she had no other option. She would have to lie. Lie to the people she once enjoyed a friendly, pleasant past with. This was only a chatroom so they couldn't see the deception smeared all over her face or the way she would construct her messages so that she appeared to want the best interest of RFA while two-timing, with Unknown if she could reach him once more, simultaneously. Will I regret this decision? No, I don't think I will. I've already decided that to reach the heart of Unknown I will have to be more like him. That means I can't get close to the RFA members. The only thing is once I screw up I can't go back… Rika why the hell did you have to die. If you didn't die I would never have met anyone and be feeling the way I do right now but at the same time I wouldn't have met Unknown and I need him and he needs me. The girl shook her head and decided that lying was the only way she could get through this. The members wouldn't be wary of her, she could access information by pretending to associate with them and bend their wills in her favor. The girl returned her focus back to the chatroom.
Girl (Insert name): Of course I am. I hope you guys aren't doubting me already…
V: I'll take your word then. I must leave now I have some important matters to take care of… I'm sorry to leave so quickly seeing as you've only just met me but it is necessary.
V has left the chatroom
707: Well if V says it's alright then it must be alright. Yoohoo! You're one of us now.
Yoosung: That didn't take long for him to get out of here as fast as he could. See this is why I can never understand what is going through his mind… I don't think that was enough do you all?
707: Like I said V agreed that she is not a threat so we're all good.
Zen: I would like to be on your side Yoosung but V generally knows what he is talking about, I trust him.
Jaehee: I believe it is only you thinking this way Yoosung. V has never strayed us from the wrong path before so we must believe in him.
Jumin: I do not see anything wrong with (Insert name) yet so I'll have to go with what V is saying for this one.
Yoosung: What so it's only me who thinks that it didn't take enough time or that he didn't ask enough. I know I am usually the cute, naïve one but don't you think that was too quick. Like he didn't care enough?
707: V made the call already, drop it would you!?
Zen: It seemed reasonable enough to me.
Jaehee: It's the decision at least for now.
Jumin: You do this every time V even does one little thing. Are you sure you are not being dramatic?
Yoosung: Fine be that way. I no longer have a reason to be here right now… Don't talk to me for a while okay? I'm not talking about you (Insert name) you're excluded because it's not your fault but everyone else they don't believe my judgement. That wasn't even a discussion…he just did what he always does. March in here bark his orders and run away…
Yoosung has left the chatroom
Girl (Insert name): You say that Yoosung but I still think this is all my fault… I'll let you guys sort this out amongst yourselves since I don't think I've done enough yet to be 'one of you'. I answered all of the questions but I am still not in the greatest of moods at the moment… Good bye…
707: Wait… You seem to do this a lot…
Girl (Insert name) has left the chatroom
The girl with brown bangs and hair threw her phone atop her bed and wanted to just go to bed to forgot about Unknown leaving her and the RFA members doubting her and the decision she made for herself, but there was no way she could fall asleep. To be entirely honest she was hoping that she and Unknown would talk some more. Sleeping together would be taking her imagination too far but at least having a conversation together. Well they did but it was all because of the stupid picture of him she had on her phone. Why did she have to do that? He could still be here now potentially if it wasn't for that. I always find a way to trigger him. A way to tick him off somehow and get under his skin when in reality my intentions are to do the exact opposite of that. To be his source of happiness, to see him smile, to talk together, to eat a meal together like we did, to be comfortable with each other. All of those things. I am so stupid… I don't want to keep crying like this. Should I just let him go? Dammit, I thought I already made my decision… He keeps hurting me and I keep dissecting him piece by piece yet I am always unaware of what I am doing, how I am doing it…and I never know what is going to happen next before it blows up in my face. I can't make up my mind correctly…and before you know it this is going to damage both my soul and heart if I keep this up. For now though I will remain as apart of the RFA, though I already told them not to refer to me as a member before I left the chat. I think Seven is starting to detest me for continually bailing on them. Poor Yoosung the ironic thing is he's right but of course I won't mention that to any of them. I need to be careful about what I say—or write. I can handle this…I think. I'll see Unknown soon…I hope… Yes everything will be okay I need to set my priorities straight and stop being so wishy washy. I will use the RFA and return to my beloved Unknown no more side stepping myself and no more going against my will, my gut. If I do then I may have to reset—meaning find a way to get myself to time jump; which could be bad and could be good I won't know till it happens. The girl plugs up her phone to the outlet in the wall, dives into her bed and tries to doze off.
Unknown had forced himself to use his role as being the bad guy, the villain, the opposing force to justify his reasoning for whispering those things into the girl with the bangs ear. The door that echoed from the outside so most likely the inside where she must be sitting confused and disoriented. Unknown knew a pained expression lingering on his face. This is how he felt when his red-haired copy did the same to him so long ago. Unknown pulled his black face mask over his mouth and walked down the steps, the entryway, to her apartment. He didn't dare turn around because he was set on leaving, if he even dared to think about looking back it would be even harder the next go round to tell his limbs to drag him away. I need to get back to Mint Eye. I can't continue to waste time like this. I got that nap earlier so that should be enough to get me to drive in this darkness called night and to go back to my proper home where the paradise is slowly being formed. Plans implemented to get things running. They must need me, I am not useless after all. Unless my fraternal other interferes as he tries to do often. I head towards the alley that goes the opposite direction to where (Insert name) is and jog to my car so I can return back to our base, our hideout. I am no longer in the area of where she lives my heart can settle itself and return back to its normal form of unfeeling. I have to keep it that way, I cannot surpass the organizations expectations if my heart and mind are not unified and I am not helping to pursue the organization's goal. I found it hard to even drive something kept nagging at me telling me to look at the back seat as if the girl would be there but blindfolded of course because we were traveling to the organization base of course. What the hell is this impulse? Is this déjà vu? I don't know why she is still on my mind even though I've isolated myself away from her. She is probably crying right now. I told her to talk to her friends but in truth because of what she told them when they first met her they probably don't like her and if they do they must not trust her completely. No I need to drive, don't let her invade your mind!? You are the one who must be capable of irking others by digging up information and using it against them. The one who controls others as I myself never want to feel again, like by that crazy woman. Hm, no need to think about that garbage now. Unknown drives quite a ways until he finally reaches his destination. He gets out of his car, places his keys into his pocket and heads into the building to go crash again. He needs to remove these feelings and thoughts that are stored within him and simply re-train his brain to think only of Mint Eye.
V takes his sunglasses off while in his house still decorated with pictures of Rika throughout them so that he can never forget her and impact she has had on his life before the dreadful two years that have passed since that time. He is without remorse glad he left the chat when he did because facing Yoosung each time he has to make an appearance mentally breaks him down. The fact that Yoosung dyed his hair to look exactly like her throws him off sometimes. Why did he think that was a good idea? There are people besides you that mourn for her you idiot and having her hair color…yes it was your method of coping but Christ it's too much for me and you don't even like me. I'm sure if he found out about this partially being part of the reason for not interacting with him I'm certain he wouldn't believe me or even laugh at me. At least Rika's apartment is still intact. V sighed, his eyes were slowly deteriorating and it was getting to the point where he could see still but everything was slightly blurred. His eyes weren't fully gone they would be by the time the party of RFA started though, if they were even going to have one. V wasn't going to get any treatment or surgery but he did have Jumin at least buy some eyedrops for his eyes to slightly extend the looking time for certain things if he felt as if he wanted to view something for a brief second more. Once his vision was fully gone though those would in fact be useless—trash. V looked at the image of Rika's portrait photo once more before he decided he would join her in the dream world that night I'll be with you soon my love. I can see you always here! And V closed his badly damaged eyes damaged by the person he was about to visit as he curled up in his bed and his hair slowly covered one of his eyes. A soothing steady breathing could be heard from V as his chest rose and fell and he was going to the dreamland.
Seven was inside of his apartment his favorite drink in one hand and Honey Buddha Chips within the other. He trusted V so he shouldn't go against his command and he wasn't but he wondered if he should attempt to find the location of the girl's house or at least pick out some juicy details about her. He pulled on the long, stringy-like cords that hung from the headphones around his neck, a habit he had picked up while constantly working all the time that could calm him down when in scenarios such as these where extensive thinking was required. He placed the Ph Pepper down and because he was so stressed he would normally play a prank on Yoosung but since he was pissed at everyone except (Insert name) he would have to find something else to take away his conflicted feelings. I could play a game but I hate playing games I'd rather make one but I don't feel like that either, not today. What about Elly? But it's so late at night Jumin would kill me if I woke him up this late especially to ask about our—I mean his beloved Elizabeth 3rd. The girl hasn't been here that long and I think it would be creepy of me to stalk and hack her right away. Okay I'll force myself to sleep then. He was about to do so when his phone made a typing, clicking sound—his notification thing to remind he how good of a hacker he is and then it lit up. He inputted his password and unlocked his phone and was surprised to see a blank space underneath texts, no name nothing just ERROR and a caution symbol. He clicked on the blank section and the message revealed itself: This is all your fucking fault! You did not take her before I did and now I am suffering for your cowardice and idiocrasy. Is this why you always abandon me because you are stupid!? I thought you were smarter than this I am very disappointed… Seven froze in confusion. Does this person know me? He tried to trace the phone's anything and several other things but it was untraceable… And to think I was about to go to sleep, its sort of hard to do that now but it could be a prank from Yoosung. He goes to college so I'm sure he could find someone sufficient enough to do this to get back at me from earlier. And with that thought in mind Seven deleted the message, chuckled and then fell asleep because it's more exhausting and nerve wracking to attempt to reach V than you'd think that took him almost the whole day.
Unknown was still in the process of re-training his mind of Mint Eye when a thought occurred to him. He didn't want to agitate himself again but he hadn't spoken to his 'dear' brother in so long. He would send him something that couldn't be traced so not by using his phone obviously, he ran to the deepest part of headquarters to access the phone that was created just for purposes like these. It was positioned and linked to outer space so that the signals and everything else couldn't be discovered, even by the most diligent of hackers. He constructed something that would get his bottled up emotions out enough so that Seven could know he felt but confusing enough that it wouldn't give away too much information regarding their past relationship that he had given up so easily. Unknown once that was done went back upstairs using the elevator and went into the room that was designated for him. He had his phone diary section open that was blocked to any and everyone else when he decided to click on the text he sent to (Insert name). It was one that told her basically what he told her before he left her apartment. To settle in with her new pals and that he would get her soon. She never replied to that message though since she didn't delete it or anything there was still a chance she could respond to him or reach him with it. That scared him, because how was he supposed to react. He knew he was supposed to only follow the regimen selected for him by Mint Eye but you can't not not respond to a message when someone sends you one right, it's intimidating and usually people will seek the reason why they are receiving the message. Unknown was discombobulated at the moment he had two separate visons he was seeing and it was a dizzying experience. What should he so: go with the group who knows what is best for you or the girl who has intruded on your life apparently more than once that it has become a need for her as it is a need for him to extract revenge and fulfill the organization's prophecy? It was a tough decision to make and he typed this question into his little diary on his phone, but he wouldn't answer this question now he needed to gain his energy back for tomorrow so he placed his phone into the portable charging space he created himself (which created a red ring in the soon would be darkness of his room), stretched his legs out, turned off the light and prepared to meet his dreams.
Yoosung huffed and puffed in his somewhat childish yet adorable blue room decorated with toys and the area where his computer was for gaming. He was too upset to rage tonight so he pulled out Rika's pictures that he had scattered in various places and sat on his rugged floor. He didn't have all of Rika's pictures but enough so that he could remind himself of the joyous moments they used to have together. Then looking at Rika subconsciously made him think about V because after all Rika did love this guy a lot. That wasn't what he had intended at all so he pouted and then ran over to his bed jumped on it and screamed into his pillow. I think I need someone to talk to—but I shunned everyone away who coul—right (Insert name) I mean after all I said I would talk to her and her alone. Should I call her? She may be sleeping… But I need help I'm sure she'll understand… Yoosung dials the number for (Insert name).
(Switch to MC p.o.v.)
The girl with long brown hair with bangs is sleeping comfortably when all of a sudden her phone in the chair charging begins to ring. Huh? What? Who could that be at this time of night? The phone continues ringing so she hurriedly picks it up presses answer, sits up, and presses the phone to her ear. She removes it quickly to see whose name it on the screen to indicate who is calling her Yoosung Kim it says. Hmm, wonder what he wants? "Hello!" he begins "Yes this is Yoosung, you know the one with the blond hair and hair clip and adorable face. Anyways I'm so sorry to bother you at this time of night but I really needed someone to talk to and seeing as you are the only one I permitted to talk to tonight I had no choice…" The girl yawned and replied "No, it's no problem. What did you want to talk about?" Yoosung cheers "Really!? Then let me start right away!—Oh no, I'm getting too excited over this…sorry…" "Yes but let me continue what I am trying to say." "There is no way that they are right about V. I'm not saying I don't trust you I do, because after all there is no way that someone who is going to take over Rika's path and job could do anything wrong—be evil at all. Don't you think so?" "I'm sorry again for waking you…I just have really high hopes for you and can't wait to see the results with the party we should be having now that you are here!" "I'll be going now, give all of this some thought would you? Alright Goodnight!" The girl with long brown hair still had the phone cupped up over her ear still recovering from the nightly conversation she just had with Yoosung. Crap, she thought of course that pure soul would expect me to take over for the deceased Rika…I should have known. The members will start raise a bar for me that I will have to follow closely. I didn't exactly tell myself that I was going to do the party. It's more so a get the things I need and leave type of deal which will most likely devastate Yoosung but as I said before my resolve is final I must get closer to Unknown. She placed her phone back down on it spot in the chair and tried to will herself to sleep.
