We walk slowly and i look back one last time before we leave, theres a warmth that wraps around me for a couple of seconds and i know its not ana as shes holding my hand as we walk! I'll have to ask mom later on what that means, we walk back to the hotel past my old house but i don't stop this time i just give it a quick glance.
I notice the pimp is outside again along with a kid thats running around him in circles, he yells "franc!" At the pimp making him groan and look at him the same way he did me "get inside termite" the kid runs in as a smaller one appears. He smirks as he walks inside but now i have a name for the piece of shit that haunts my dreams!
Ana watches me curiously as i come to realise i have once again stopped to look at the house that i lived in until i was four, i just give her a smile as i pull her a little closer as we walk to the hotel and up to our room. Ana lays on the bed falling asleep almost instantly but i can't get the warm feeling that i felt leaving my birth mothers grave out of my mind!
Fuck it, i need mom's advice! She answers on the third ring "hello son" i smile a little at her warm voice that always has a smile when ever i ring "hi mom i need your advice" she chuckles softly "what did you do now?" Of course she thinks ive annoyed ana and need to appologise! I shake my head although she cant see it "no i mean on something i felt" she does the small confused noise that always made me giggle as a kid "what did you feel christian?" Her voice curious but then again shes always been curious about me.
I take a deep breath "we were leaving my birth mom's grave and i felt something weird" i sense her nodding as the line rattles against her hair "what was it?" Theres the curious tone again, i frown a little "like a gust of wind but it was warm like a hug almost" i say trying to tell her but not knowing how to explain it. She gasps softly "that my darling was your mother she was saying goodbye just as you were" holy shit i got visited by a ghost!