Today, we will have some Luka/Miku angst. I am so sorry for being such a bad human being and harming you with feels ; - ; but I must. Enjoy!
Song: Two Weeks- All That Remains.
Pairing: Megurine Luka/ Hatsune Miku.
And you neglected I called you out don't please
I said we're stronger than this now
You resurrected mistakes years past it seemed
And they exist to still haunt you!
Luka was tired, tired of everything going on between Miku and her, of Miku's weak will, of her addiction, of everything.
Luka was tired of Miku, period.
It wasn't supposed to look like this, they should be happy. Sadly and for their unhappiness, the teal haired girl was only trouble in a pretty package, a girl that had her life stolen thanks to fame.
So here they were, fighting, getting all up in the other's personal space and right at each other's faces.
"How could you fucking do this to me, Miku? I thought you said you were getting better. You said you were not doing it anymore!" Luka fought, her eyes glassy with tears and sadness.
"I am fine doing whatever the fuck I am doing and if you love me, you wouldn't fight with me for it!" The younger one yelled.
"Look at yourself! You're a total mess! How the fuck do you even go to concerts looking like shit?" Luka countered and at that Miku shut her mouth.
Miku didn't even look like herself anymore, it was true. Her eyes were glazed over, like a dead person and her body turned sickly white with dark rings under her eyes.
At this, Miku huffed and walked away, with Luka screaming behind her:
"We are better than this!" Before falling to her knees, her voice cracking and sobs escaping her.
And Miku's eyes watered.
And still you feel like the loneliness
Is better replaced by this
I don't believe it this way
And I can see the fear in your eyes
I've seen it materialize
Growing stronger each day.
Miku locked herself in her room, fresh tears staining her cheeks as she punched the wall in frustration. The woman she loved wanted her to change, but it was starting to get too late. Her biggest fear was coming true.
She made a line in the table in the side of her bed and took a folded $20 and snorted it, tilting her head back as the rush set in.
She had never felt happier, even if for a few moments.
"You always lock yourself and shut me out when all I want is to fucking help you, Miku! Baby, we can work this out, we can do this." Luka said, banging the door as Miku enjoyed her high.
"Fuck off, Luka. I'm busy!" She yelled and the banging stopped.
There were moments of silence before the door was busted open, completely broken off its hinges.
Luka stared at the lying position where a high Miku was in the bed, laughing uncontrollably until her eyes set on the pinkette.
"You're already dead."
I could see it as you turned to stone
Still clearly I can hear you say
Don't leave, don't give up on me
Two weeks and you ran away
I remember don't lie to me
You couldn't see that it was not that way
Swear I never gave up on you.
Luka turned to leave, her eyes not being able to hold on the lost stare of the shell of what used to be her girlfriend.
"I don't know you anymore."
At this Miku stared at her with a dead look and Luka didn't even know if she was even alive or not. Luka's fight with Miku started two weeks ago and she was ending it today, no matter what.
This could be the end of her.
"Don't go, please." Miku pleaded, but Luka ignored her.
She could not do this anymore.
I wanted nothing but for that trust again
And brick by brick you would take it
You feared of phantoms and none exist but you
You still saw fit to destroy it.
Miku knew this was all her fault, that she let addiction take the best of her and she tried her hardest to win that trust again, but all she did was fuck it up more and more until Luka was driven away from her.
It was all her fault, for letting her demons take the best of her, for letting them destroy the love she felt for Luka, the only person that stood by her through thick and thin, no matter what ocurrence was.
And now that Luka's gone, she will probably die in the worst way possible.
She would die without letting Luka know how much she meant to her. Because no matter what happened, her love for Luka was still a part of her and she took what was left of the woman she loved by destroying her heart.
She deserved the worst kind of death possible, no mercy.
And still you feel like the loneliness
Is better replaced by this
I don't believe it this way
And I can see the fear in your eyes
I've seen it materialize
Growing stronger each day
I could see it as you turned to stone
Still clearly I can hear you say
Don't leave don't give up on me
Two weeks and you ran away
I remember don't lie to me
You couldn't see that it was not that way
Swear I never gave up on you
Luka, meanwhile stared as Miku continued to destroy her life and felt like dying.
She wouldn't want a world without Miku and if her mistakes were gonna kill her, Luka might as well make a mistake and leave with her too.
No one would care anyways.
And you neglected I called you out don't please
I said we're stronger than this now
You feared of phantoms and none exist but you
You still saw fit to destroy it
And I can see the fear in your eyes
I've seen it materialize
Growing stronger each day
I could see it as you turned to stone
Still clearly I can hear you say
Don't leave don't give up on me
Two weeks you ran away
I could see it as you turned to stone
Still clearly I can hear you say
Don't leave don't give up on me
Two weeks and you ran away
I remember don't lie to me
You couldn't see that it was not that way
Swear I never gave up on you.
Well... This might need some editing later on, but that's okay. Hope you enjoyed!