Shay's POV

I felt rage boil inside of me as I made my way through the pouring rain and I fumbled inside my purse for my car keys when I realized I must have dropped them somewhere inside the house. Son of a bitch. I really didn't want to go in there after I shamelessly threw myself at a guy I obviously don't know enough about.

Jacob was into Bella and obviously it was serious to him even if she was with Edward. I felt shame and humiliation run through me as I made my way back into the house soaking wet.

"What is going on?" Edward walked up to me followed by Rosalie and I looked at him and from his expression I probably looked pitiful.

"You knew about Jacob and Bella and you didn't tell me and no one has explained to me what an imprint even is." Tears began to blur my vision and I wiped my eyes angrily. "Why am I crying over a guy I've just recently met." There weren't any words Edward just grabbed me and pulled me into a hug.

"I know it isn't easy right now but I promise it will all make sense. Don't you think you should let Jacob explain all of this?" Edward pulled back and wiped my tears and Rosalie snorted.

"As much as that mutt annoys me I agree with Edward you should let him tell his side of everything and then make a judgement call." And that was the reason I loved Rosalie she was blunt and to the point. She never held back and she didn't care what anyone else said about it.

"Your right. I can't just jump to conclusions." I sniffled. "We're not even dating its just that I really like this guy and I haven't felt that for such a long time." I looked down at my soaked white dress what was showing my red lacy bra and my matching underwear. "And apparently all I can do is embarrass myself." Edward looked down and quickly looked away before taking off his jacket and wrapping it around me being extremely careful as to not touch anything he wasn't supposed to and I laughed pathetically.

"You need to really loosen up." Me and Rosalie said at the same time before I erupted into a fit of laughter. "You guys really do cheer me up." I leaned in hugging Rosalie and she smiled hugging me back. "Thank you."

"It's not really a 's been a while since I had a girl friend I felt really close to. I didn't realize how much I missed it." I pulled back and smiled at her

"Great well now that we have focused on you I have my own issues I would love if we could work out." I looked back at Edward and my brow furrowed.

"Of course what's wrong sweetheart?" I smiled at Edward and did my best to focus despite my overwhelming need to find Jacob and talk to him. Edward looked at me and smiled gratefully. "Thanks even though we both know you want to be somewhere else. " He pauses and takes a deep breath. "Me and Bella got into a fight like a blow out fight and we never fight. Not like that at least." Rosalie's expression was extremely bored or irritated it was hard to say since both looked similar. "Well what happened?" I asked trying to be considerate even though I had a feeling I knew the source of issue.

"Isnt it obvious?" Rosalie snorted. "Bella is insecure and threatened by you so it's provoked her." Rosalie rolled her eyes and hugged. "Look I wasn't Bella's biggest fan before but the fact that she's so threatned by Shay and blames her for everything is really starting to piss me off."

"Rose its fine really it happens to me a lot. I'm sorry Edward I didn't mean to cause any problems." I felt guilt even though I didn't really do anything.

"Thats the thing Shay she wasn't completely wrong." I looked over at him shocked and slightly confused.

"What do you mean?" Edward was my friend that was it, that's all it could ever be. He was cute in a broody kind of way but that spark wasn't there for us I liked Jacob. That's the only person I've really felt anything for since coming here.

"I don't mean that I want to be with you what I mean is... I am attracted to you. Your beautiful and your interesting I love Bella but I do find you appealing." I looked at him and arched an eyebrow.

"And?" I asked he shrugged as if that was it and I snorted. "Okay look I've been around a really long time and finding someone attractive isn't a sin. It's natural to see someone and mentally decide weather or not their your type. You love Bella you don't love me. She should know that and accept it. There is no one who just sees one person and never finds anyone else the least bit attractive it's unrealistic."

"Bella doesn't see it like that. She swears I want to be with you." I groaned and rubbed my temples.

"No offense but Bella is really starting to annoy me." Edward went to say something and I held up my hand. "Dont even start with me she talks a good deal of shit behind my back." Edward shut his mouth knowing I was telling the truth.

"I think that's the first time he's ever shut up so quick for someone." Rosalie remarked and I shrugged.

"I have a certain authority about me." I smirked trying to block out the fact that I've always been bossy. I was next in line for a throne and that always had contradictory feelings about that.

"Yeah I can tell. Here why don't we go up to my room and you can change." I nodded at Rosalie and she led me up the steps. "You can stay the night if you want."

"How would Bella feel about that?" I asked with an arched brow and Rosalie looked over at me with haughty expression. "She would get over it since your my friend and I invited you. The world isn't going to stop spinning because Bella doesn't get her way for once." I looked at Rose a little shocked by her rant before I heard a moan and I turned to the sound curiously. Edwards door was cracked and it was odd since I knew he was downstairs. Damn teenagers. Even if I did look like one it was still disrespectful to try and have sex in someone else's room. I opened the door and was just about to say something when the words died on my lips.

Liquor and empty cups littered the floor and as I looked on the bed Bella was on top of Jacob kissing him deeply and her lack of a shirt and jeans relayed the fact to me that they weren't just kissing they were about to have sex.

Just friends. I really was going to let him convince me they were just friends. My hands began to glow and Bella and Jacob looked over. It was Jake's look of shock and bleariness that really threw me over the edge though.

Fire shot through my finger tips and blaster the far side of the glass wall and Bella screamed as my hands returned to normal and I grabbed her by the hair and it was like all of my fighting skills left me and I was just a girl who was just pissed... No not just pissed I was fucking livid.

I slung her to the ground yanking her by the hair and I screamed smacking her hard in the face just as I felt arms wrap around me and pull me back. Jacob yanked me back harder and I turned in his arms tears threatening my vision as I smacked him hard but my anger still roiled through me and I punched him hard before shoving his chest and hitting him over and over again.

"I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I swear to God I hate you." I felt rage and hurt brew a storm inside of me.

"You don't hate me." Jake looked at me hurt and there was almost a certainity to his voice. Like he knew I couldn't hate him. I wanted to hate him. I needed it. He's been leading me on this whole time. He made me think he liked me when he obviously was never over Bella.

"I want to hate you." I cried trying to keep my voice even. "I should hate you." I felt the tears and it only made me hate myself. How could I cry over a guy I've only known a few months? What has he reduced me to? I turned on my heel and left the room my heart aching and my brain ready to explode. I was stupid to think any of this would ever work. He's mortal... But even more than that, he was a mortal who could actually hurt me in a very short amount of time imagine if we had actually been dating for a while. This man had the power to destroy me and I couldn't give anyone that satisfaction.

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