So now it is time for a new chapter. I'm happy that people are reading my story. Sorry it's taking so long job hunting is hard, but I now have two jobs. Go me. Then the holidays got in the way, but I will try to post more offend now. Time was going by faster now. Logan and Erik were learning ASL at as fast a rate as they were able to. I was working as well to make parts of me solid for a while, and it was working. I would put my hand up to the glass concentrate on a part of my hand and try to feel the glass. It would work for a short time and the area was growing. It was still slow going, but it was going in the right direction. What really helped was when Stephen healed me. The time that I could hold my hand solid for longer. I was still working hard on that. As time went on Logan would stay for a long time then leave. This would happen a lot, but he would always come back. Now with everything moving at a faster pace it was still so frustrating that it was taking me longer to recover. I was mad at myself for taking so long, and the guys were having a hard time keeping me under wraps. Boredom was the hardest thing to battle with. I want my computer so that at least I can distract myself with something. But as the time goes my I get time to reflect on my past, and things that I can and can't fix. So that as soon as I can get out of here I can make things right. It needs to happen for my own sanity. The wrongs out do the right in my view point. Things need to be set right, and I know that I can't stay in my old life anymore. It was easy to get back into but its' the wrong thing that I need. The easy, safe way is not what I need right now. Not that I could get back into it with the way that I needed rest. I now that the guys are really try to not push me to go into going back into my old life. My solitude allows me to think a lot about one of the biggest dissension that I can make. I can't keep doing what I'm doing cause the next time I really might not make it back at all.