This is a story I've been working on for awhile. I keep going over it to make it perfect. Something I normally don't do. Anyway, a few warnings...
THERE WILL BE SEX BETWEEN TWO MALES IN THIS STORY! A bit of kissing in the chapter. Mostly just some fluff. Because fluff makes everything better.
More warnings will be added as the story goes on as I do not know where this is going to end up.
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"I'm sorry, Timothy," Darren exclaimed throwing his arms around me as soon as the door closed, "I'll never complain about your work again. Never."
The younger mans arms were tight around me as he buried his face in my neck. I could feel the wetness from his tears slowly drip down my neck as his shoulders started to shake.
This was another reason I didn't want Darren to come to work with me. I had seen so many things on the job and I knew that he was going to see them as well. I never wanted to see him see them.
Hearing a soft whimper I looked down and saw Jett sitting there. I hadn't even heard him run into the living room to greet us like he always did. It looked like he lost all of his excitement.
"I think someone wants to check on you," I whispered slowly bringing Darren to the couch and pulling away fully.
Once he was sitting down Jett jumped up on the couch. Almost instantly Darren was holding onto the dog still crying softly. Why did we have to have a case when Darren was there?
"I'm sorry, Darren," I said kneeling in front of him, "I'm so sorry."
He turned towards me and I was finally able to see his face. I had never seen him look so sad before and I never wanted to see him look like this ever again. It broke my heart.
Brushing the tears away gently I leaned forward and pressed my lips to his. He had done this so many times over the past year. Just comforting me when the job got too much.
I pulled back and stared into his eyes. A small smile came to his lips as he moved over telling me that he wanted me on the couch with him. With a snap of my fingers Jett jumped off the couch.
Calmly kicking off my shoes and jacket I slipped behind Darren on the couch and moved around until both of us were lying down. Once both of us were comfortable I snapped my fingers again causing Jett to jump up and cuddle into Darren.
"Your job sucks," Darren muttered softly.
"I know," I nodded slightly, "But I love it."
"How do you do it, Timothy? How can you face those crimes every day? The victims? How can you tell someone they're never going to see their loved one again?"
Sighing I closed my eyes and remembered what had happened today. We had just gotten to the crime scene when Gibbs told me to bring Darren home. I hated to say it, but that wasn't even the hardest case we had worked.
"I do it…I do it because then I get to tell them that it won't happen to another family," I answered running a hand up and down his arm, "It doesn't help much. It doesn't bring whomever they lost back, but I guess…I guess I like to think that it helps. At least a little."
Darren nodded his head slightly before cuddling further into me. Wrapping a hand around his waist I splayed my hand over his stomach. A content sigh fell from his lips and I felt him relax.
A smile came to my lips at that. I knew that it wasn't right that I was here with my boyfriend in my arms while the rest of the team was working, but I couldn't bring myself to care. He needed me right now.
I knew that he had seen crime scenes in photos before. I also knew that it was completely different to actually been in a scene. Everyone had a hard time with their first scene.
That's why I doubted Tony and Ziva would be upset about it. It was just a thing that you dealt with. It didn't help though that Darren wasn't a cop. He was a psychology student. He shouldn't have to see things like that.
"I love you," Darren said sleepily.
"I love you too," I responded kissing his forehead.
"I know. Don't take this the wrong way, Timothy, but you should leave."
"What?"
Darren moved slowly so he didn't disturb Jett until he was facing me and looked up at me. I could still see the sadness in his eyes, but there was something else there now too. Determination.
"You and your team have to find whoever did that to that man," Darren stared at me, "You have to go do your job."
Smiling slightly I pressed my lips to his. I knew that he was still scared, but he understood more now. He knew why I did what I did and, for some reason, I kind of hated that he did.
Darren moved closer to me a hand slipping to the back of my head holding me against him. The hand I had on his stomach went under his shirt so my nails could slowly scrap at his skin.
"Go, Timothy," Darren sighed pulling back, "Or I'm not going to let you leave at all."
"What are you going to do while I'm gone?" I asked knowing he needed to keep his mind off what he saw.
"Cuddle with Jett, read a story about this Agent Tibbs and his team, and order some Chinese, if my stomach stops churning."
"Okay. Just keep your mind busy. It'll help."
"I will. Do you think you could bring back some files and my things with you when you get off work?"
Nodding my head I brought Darren into another kiss. I was going to leave and go back to work, if not only to help put the younger mans mind at ease, but it was hard to walk away from this spot.
Darren sighed softly his eyes slipping shut. He fingers tightened in my hair and I pressed my other hand to his back. I pulled the man as close to me as possible before gently nudging Jett so he'd get off the couch.
Once I heard the tapping of Jett's nails walking away I moved us around so I was above Darren, straddling his hips. I broke the kiss to give Darren a soft smile before placing my lips to his neck.
Nipping on the spot below his ear I listened as the soft moans fell from his lips. I really did love knowing he was vocal. Sadly, I didn't have time to fully enjoy the noises he was making.
"I'll be back, Darren," I said pulling away fully and standing up.
"I'll be waiting," Darren stated as I kissing his forehead, "I love you."
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