6. Planning
I feel so messed up. What can I do now? First thing is first. Renesmee is beyond pissed at me and Ashy. If there is going to be battle, then on my side there are Quil and Embry. I'm not sure about the others. Ashley's family and friends are sure to help. Vanessa and Alex will definitely join. Arthur and Taylor will too if it's for the protection of Ashley. I guess that makes eight of us. On Nessie's side there are Edward, Bella, Leah and Seth of course. Though I can't believe how Seth could hide the fact that he imprinted on Renesmee. Then again if you were talking about me, it probably is possible. Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie will definitely be there for Renesmee. More than that they'll be there just to try and kill me. I don't think Carlisle and Esme would fight though they might if they are concerned enough for their granddaughter. Other than that they might actually try and make peace.
This is something that I can't miss out on. But on the other hand, we could probably try and stop this bloodshed. It just might be possible to make peace with them. I could say that I'm really sorry that I can't pay back the time Renesmee spent with me but instead, I could go away from their life forever. Try to do it like Edward and and hope she forgets me forever. Somehow that really hurt. Could it be possible that somewhere deep down I still love Renesmee. That is totally wrong. How can I love two people at the same time? Yet I feel like I can't risk losing either of them. UGH! What am I supposed to do? Obviously, I'm going to choose Ashley because I imprinted on her but is it possible to love another more than the one you imprinted on? I can't take Seth's life by taking Nessie away from him because I already owe him more than I can pay back.
Well now I know peace is impossible I need a lot of more luck than this. I am tangled in this so deep that there isn't any way of getting out without hurting someone. Well I think this ends here. I'm leaving California tomorrow morning.
"Hey Ashley," I said to her as I reached her front door.
"Hey Jake."
"You're not still mad about them are you?"
"Of course not. I'm actually as surprised as you are but I'm not sure how the outcome of this might turn out."
"I know. Actually I was thinking exactly about that last night. I decided that you should come with me tomorrow morning back to Forks. I want you to meet some of my people and I want to see how the Cullens react to you."
"Really?" she asked astonished. "I thought you'd never ask. I've been dying to meet your family."
"I guess you'd better start packing then. See you in the morning!"