Okay, so this is like... late. Late late. And I'm terribly sorry about that. I had some troubles finding that impulse I needed to be able to write this - though I had to force it to come in the end.
This one-shot is... I dunno, a bit confusing? This is like a mixture of the theme color (which was one of the suggestions) and war (which the suggestor wanted to be based of the Vocaloid song Love is War).
I have proof read this for about three times (this took an hour to write so I thought it would have a lot of grammatical faults) and I think it's kinda okay, not my best work but still. But I do love the end ^^!
This is based of the song Love is War - but it is NOT a song fic. If you read the lyrics to the song then you might find some parallells to this story, some sentences, the happenings etc. There might be different versions of the lyrics but I took the lyrics from the site animelyrics(dot)com (search for vocaloid).
I hope you like this!
You.
Blue, green, brown, red… black. Everything surrounds me, from all sides; above, beneath, left, right. I feel trapped, is that a good thing or a bad thing? I don't know anymore. All I know is that I want you, the one in black that is so near but still so far away. My heart will soon burst – if you don't come closer.
Gray comes, covering the blue above me, darkening the green beneath me. Distant screams can be heard, from the attacking akuma. Then something comes before me, covering the sun, forcing me into the shadows – a never ending twilight.
My vision blurs, I can't do anything, and I stand there on my knees, arms hanging by my black and red body limply. The red runs down the side of my face, coming into my eye and my mouth – I lick the copper-tasting liquid from my lips.
Pain. I am knocked down on my back; my body limp, I can't move. If you don't come, come to me, will I still love you? If I don't do anything all will be for naught. But what should I do? What can I do? How…? I feel like an idiot.
You are busy with the other akuma, when you fight it is like dancing. Renewed energy fills me and I stand up and then I slice my attacker in two. We are at war. Against the akuma… against each other, against our feelings. I want to see you happy. But my love is a sin. We are pawns. Pawns for this war. Pawns for our feelings. My ardent feelings for you – unanswered… since we cannot. Shouldn't, will not…
Do you love me? Do I love you? Dancing around each other, not showing feelings - at war with our own feelings.
Nothing will change, right?
Do you see me? Will you accept my feelings? The grey pass and everything is lit up. The lock is gone; I can't hold back my feelings any longer. I need you – badly. Emotions trashing in me, fighting to get out. I won't hold them back anymore. I could cry for the time that I wasted not being with you, but I won't.
I attack the rest of the akuma. Fighting with the little strength I have left. I will show you. Show you that I love you. I will steal your gaze – before anyone else does.
This war will end – by my hand.
Something throws me down, the last akuma will kill me if I don't move – but I can't, I feel weak. I'm losing this battle. My eyes close.
Heat. Booming sound. I feel someone picking me up. Fingers caress my cheek and I feel something on my lips. I open my eyes slowly and see your cobalt eyes boring into me.
Do you love me?
I do.
The eternity theme will take some time for me to finish. That one will be really long.