Sorry! I know you all hate me now! I was sick with Malaria here in Mali. I'm close to recovery enough to write this chapter for you all. Be prepared for the first lemon of the story… Hey listen to these two songs while you're reading: Do It For Me Now-Angels and Airwaves and Think Twice-Eve 6. In that order!

Jpov

I got her into the car. I walked to my door and got in. When I started the engine, I looked over to see if Bella was going to wake up, but she just turned over in her sleep and mumbled something about 'fuzzy purring chickens'. I shook my head and smiled.

Fifteen minutes later, we arrived in front of Bella's house. The patrol car wasn't in the drive way, so Charlie was out. I stopped the car and walked over to her side. I opened the door and saw her happy sleeping face. I picked her up gently, putting one of my arms under her knees, and the other under her shoulders. The door was miraculously unlocked. I carried her to her bed. As I let go of her and tried to leave, she pulled my arm back.

"Jasper?" she muttered sleepily. I came closer to her and sat on the edge of her bed.

"Yeah, Bella. You fell asleep at the club, I brought you home." I tried to leave again, but she never relinquished the hold on my arm.

"No Jazz, stay." I sighed and sat down again. She smiled, pleased. She scooched over and made some space for me. I lay down beside her. I looked around her room. The walls were blue, just like they always have been. The curtains were a light green. Her bed was in the center of her room opposite her purple wardrobe. She always had a pile of books on the side of her bed, one of the things I liked about her. She rolled over, breaking me out of my reverie.

I turned to look at her. Her large brown eyes looked into my blue ones. They moved lower, and then came back to my eyes. They repeated this same voyage a few more times.

"Bella, what are you—"she cut me off by pressing her lips to mine. I was shocked and pulled back. She leaned in again, this time trapping my head between her hands. I kissed her back. She pulled away for breath, and trailed kisses down my neck. I groaned. She put her hands under my shirt and ran them over my chest. I gasped. Her hands were cold.

"Let's get rid of that. Now." I lifted my arms so she could remove my shirt. She threw it across the room without looking where it landed. She ran her hands up and down my chest, going to my stomach. She stopped when she reached the waist of my pants. She attempted to unbuckle my belt, but I jumped up off the bed. Before now, I had no idea where this was going.

"Bella, no." She looked at me, her head cocked to the side in confusion.

"Why not? We've done it before." I wondered how many drinks she had drunk earlier.

"I can't Bella. Not when you're like this."

"Like what?"

"I'm sure you're just drunk. Don't do anything you'll regret in the morning." She shook her head.

"Jazz, I'm thinking perfectly clear. I'm not drunk." I looked at her, suspicious.

"What's my middle name?"

"Matthew." She sighed.

"I just don't think I can Bella."

"Fine." She sneered. "You can go fuck Edward then, you looked like you were having fun." I rolled my eyes. As she tried to get up, it was my turn to hold her down.

"Bella, it's not that. It's just…" I drifted off not knowing what to say

"Just what, Jasper? Don't you like me?" she looked at with hurt in her eyes. I knew that wasn't my issue. I shook my head.

"Then what's the problem?" she purred seductively in my ear. I closed my eyes. She moved her hands down my chest again. I moaned. She rolled on top of me and put her legs on either side of my torso. I felt how warm her center was.

"Bella," I groaned. She smiled as if she had been anticipating this. She leaned down and whispered in my ear.

"Let me ride you like the cowboy I know you are." Before I could respond she was kissing me again. I knew that I wanted her. She wanted me too, so I gave in. I rolled over so I was on top and between her legs. She smiled contentedly. I put my hands under her shirt and caressed her stomach. I tickled under her belly button and she shivered. I took the buttons off of her top and threw it in a corner. She gasped.

"I lost mine, I take yours." She pulled me closer to her so our chests were pressed against each other. She moaned in my mouth. I ran my hands up and down the insides of her thighs and she shivered every time I got closer to her heated core. I put my hand up her skirt and played with the elastic band of her panties while my mouth remained attached to hers. My other hand teased her nipples through her bra. She moaned into my mouth and the vibrations made my spine tingle. She pulled the belt out of the rings on my pants (A/N: I have NO idea what they are called in English…), and threw it away to join the rest of our clothes. She unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans and let them fall at my feet. She stared at my erection through my boxers.

"Like what you see?" I asked, smirking. She smiled back.

"It's bigger than last time." I rolled my eyes and lay down next to her again. She turned to face me and put her hands into my boxers grabbing my cock and running her hands up and down, causing me to shiver. I took her bra off and kissed each of her peaks, watching as they hardened. I rolled so she was on top of me. I put my arms around her and took off the skirt, and panties. I remembered how clumsy I had been the first we had this. On second thought, we had both been clumsy…

Flashback

"Bella, are you sure?"

"Yes Jasper…I want you to be the one…I love you."My hands were shaking as I undressed her. Hers were shaking as well. We were both scared, but excited as well…

End Flashback

I caressed her naked bottom, as she took off my boxers. My erection was throbbing by this time. She licked her lips as I flipped us over. She opened her legs and I crawled in between. She looked at me, her eyes trusting and happier than I had seen them in months. I entered her gently, and held still for a while, enjoying being inside Bella again. She groaned and moved her hips, trying to get some friction. I started moving. Bella gasped, bucking her hips into pushing me in deeper. I groaned.

"Jasper! Faster!" she implored. I obliged. We were both reaching our climaxes. She screamed my name and lay there breathing heavily and shaking as I came. We lay there our bodies covered in sweat.

"Thank you Jasper." Soon after, she fell asleep.

"I love you Bella." I drifted off into sleep.