SasoDei – Spring Awakening – Chapter 6

The Guilty Ones

The next thing the blonde knew, he was on the floor again with Sasori above him. "W-What are you doing, un?" Deidara was frightened. Was Sasori being controlled by Tobi again?

"I'm proving that you are really mine, Deidara." Sasori began to undo the blonde's shirt buttons. "All mine."

"Wait…Wait, wait, wait!" The red head gave Deidara an annoyed expression, but he stopped unbutton the blonde's shirt. "What did you just call me, un?"

"It is your name, isn't it? I can't call you 'Brat' for the rest of our lives, now can I?"

"Huh? The rest of our lives, un?" Deidara blinked up at the red head, who gave a smirk down at him.

"Of course, Brat. You're mine, and I'll never let you go." The blonde suddenly brought his hands to the red head's cheeks, pulling him down so their lips locked once more. As they kissed, Sasori continued to unbutton the blonde's shirt, finally managing to complete the task. The red head pulled away from the kiss, moving his lips to the blonde's right nipple. He sucked on the small pink bud, causing the blonde to pant.

"B-B-But…You s-said you- Ah~" Sasori had just rubbed his hand against the bulge in his pants. Fuck. "You said that y-you were lying about me being y-yours, un~"

Sasori pulled away from the nipple, raising an eyebrow at the blonde while giving him a pleased smirk. "I was lying about lying." His lips moved to Deidara's other nipple.

"B-But Master-"

Sasori gave an annoyed sigh and pulled away from his nipple. He sung gently to the blonde. "Right and wrong, who's to say, which we should refuse? All we know, love survives, either way we chose. Where you ask, do we go, when the world's not right, you and I, we reply, someplace out of sight. Move towards the Darkness, welcome the unknown, face your blackest demons, find your biggest home. Lose your inhibitions. Love what once was vile, move toward the darkness, and smile." His voice was beautiful when it had emotion behind it.

"…The Addams Family Musical, un…" Deidara suddenly felt calm.

"Lose your inhibitions, Love." Sasori gave the blonde a tender kiss on the cheek. "You know that I'm 'Crazier than You'."

Deidara laughed gently at the pun, and then gave a solemn expression. "But what if someone finds us…"

"Let them." Sasori kissed the blonde on the lips. "You know Rent, don't you? No day but today."

"There's only us, there's only this, forget regret, all life is yours to miss…" Deidara gave him a smirk and moved his hands to the red head's arousal, undoing the button and zipper of the school pants. "Before I change my mind, un."

Sasori smirked back at the blonde. "You're acting like you have a choice, Brat." He undid Deidara's button and zipper as well, pulling his pants down, along with his boxers. The blonde hissed as the cold air danced upon his heated skin. A hand ran up his length, stroking him delicately. He gasped and felt three fingers enter his mouth. "Is this your first time?" Deidara gave a nod, beginning to suck on the digits. "Mine to."

The blonde closed his eyes to focus on the task at hand, trying to cover the red head's digits with an even coating of saliva. Sasori continued to stroke the blonde's length, trying to wait patiently for Deidara to finish with his fingers. The blonde, not wanting things to get awkward, decided that the red head's digits were lubricated enough. He gave a hum, signalling to Sasori, who removed his fingers from the blonde's mouth. He brought his hand down to Deidara's entrance, pushing one finger inside of him.

It didn't feel painful, though it felt a tiny bit odd. Sasori began to push his finger in deeper, as if searching for somethi- "Ah!" The blonde arched his back and bucked his hips. Fuck, what was that?

"You like that, Brat?" Sasori chuckled and pressed his finger against the blonde's prostate gland again, earning a similar reaction. The red head decided that it was about time to add in the other two fingers. When he did, however, Deidara gave a hiss of pain.

"Stop, un!" The blonde grabbed onto the red head's shoulders tightly. Sasori was still for a few seconds, before Deidara felt him remove his fingers. The blonde gave a sigh of relief. He let go of Sasori's shoulders putting his hands at his sides. "Th-thank you…"

The blonde felt hands spread his legs and lift his lower half partly into the air. Before Deidara could do anything, he already felt the red head pushing inside of him. The blonde grabbed onto the back of Sasori's shirt, wanting to cry out in pain. But by that time the red head had already become fully sheathed inside of him. "Sorry." Sasori kissed the blonde tenderly on the lips. "I couldn't help myself."

"Just stay still, un." The blonde gave a pained sigh, trying to relax his muscles. The red head gave a nod and kissed the blonde once more.

A minute (or two) went by with just their heavy breathing to fill the void. Sasori was getting fairly annoyed. Every instinct in his body was telling him to start fucking the blonde, and disobeying the little voices was giving him a headache. "Can I go yet?" He tried to keep as much irritation out of his voice as he could, but some still seemed to lace his voice.

The blonde had almost forgotten how impatient Sasori was (but at least now he was positive that this was the actual Sasori and not Tobi). He had been physically ready for a while, in that the pain had become tolerable. But mentally he wasn't sure…He was about to have sex for the first time…He was only sixteen years old…He'd only known Sasori for two weeks…They were both only adolescence… "I'm ready, un…"

Sasori gave a nod in relief and pulled mostly out of 'his' blonde boy. The red head's body gave a solid thrust forward, which made Deidara give a soft groan on pain laced with pleasure. Not good enough.

He continued to pull out of the blonde and then thrust back in, trying to find Deidara's sweet spot. Where was that bundle of nerves dammit?

Three mores thrusts and he had finally found it (or he assumed he had). Deidara gave a moan and dug his fingers into the redhead's clothed back. Good. Sasori pulled out and gave a harder thrust in at the same angle. Deidara gave a louder moan this time, and he wrapped his arms around the red head tightly. Sasori pressed their lips together as he continued to drive his length into the blonde's prostate, swallowing all of the noises of pleasure which Deidara offered.

This was almost better than he had imagined it would be.

Sasori pulled their lips apart, moving his hand down to play with the blonde's weeping length. Deidara groaned in approval, bucking his hips. The blonde didn't care anymore whether he was mentally ready for sex or not. "Harder, un~"

The red head wasn't one to deny something which would benefit the both of them. He slammed in as hard as he could, hitting the blonde's prostate repeatedly.

Deidara was the first to cave. He came over his own chest, giving a piercing moan. His hot walls clamped around Sasori's member, increasing the pleasure to the red head. He continued to thrust inside of the blonde, just wanting to release as well. Sasori shuddered as he finally got his wish, filling Deidara up with his own essence.

They lay their panting, trying to catch their breaths. After a few minutes, Sasori finally spoke. "So wanna go again, Brat?"

"Hell yeah, un~"

-x-

Sasori and Deidara both lay in each other arms, seemingly content with the world. They had done it two more times, and were finally worn out.

"…God, un…"

"Yeah…I love you, Brat." Sasori gave the blonde a kiss on the forehead, rubbing his back tenderly.

Deidara was stunned by the words. Sasori loved him? Well that was great! It was time for the blonde to come clean and confess his own love for the red head. "I wonder what class the others are in at the moment, un." Wait…What? "I mean, I wonder how long till the end of the day bell rings." Why the hell couldn't he say it? I love you to. I love you, you bastard. I fucking love you Sasori. Anything along those lines would suffice, so why couldn't he make his mouth say the words?

"You alright, Brat?" The red head gave the blonde an odd look.

I'm just a bit tongue tied. "I'm just a bit surprised."

"Why?" Sasori gave a smirk. "Because I actually told the truth for once?" He chuckled. "I guess that is something to be a bit surprised over."

Laugh as well. "Are you kidding? I think hell is about to freeze over." What in the world was happening to his mouth?

"I was just kidding, Brat. I don't lie that much."

I know, I was just teasing, un. "Of course you do, un."

Sasori sat up, causing the blonde to also have to sit up. The red head gave Deidara an offended look. "Seriously Dei, joke's over."

I can't control my mouth. "Who's joking, Danna?"

Both of their eyes widened simultaneously. Danna? Why had his mouth called him Danna? "Okay, now you're starting to scare me, Brat."

It's not me. "Speak for yourself. I was pretty scared too when you decided to rape me."

Okay, something was definitely wrong.

"I didn't rape you, Brat." Sasori glared at him.

I know you didn't, un. "Fuck you, un."

Sasori gave a growl and stood up, pulling his shirt back on. "You know what? Screw it. I don't need this conversation." He buttoned up his shirt and stormed over to the door.

The blonde quickly stood as well, pulling his pants and boxers back on.

Wait! "Don't let the door hit you on the way out."

Sasori didn't look back at the blonde as he walked out of the auditorium, the doors slamming shut behind him.

Deidara gave a sad frown. "But I love you, Sasori…" Oh great, now he had control over his mouth. Deidara gave a growl, knowing exactly who the culprit was. "TOBI! SHOW YOURSELF THIS INSTANT, UN!"

The raven boy appeared standing two metres away from the blonde, grinning at him stupidly. "Hey Sempai! Tobi saw what happened. Don't worry, Tobi still loves Sempai!"

"Why the fuck did you do that?" Deidara was absolutely furious. Tears of pain and anger were rolling down his cheeks in a never ending storm.

"Tobi doesn't know what Sempai is talking about. Tobi is a Good Boy." He continued to grin at the blonde.

"YOU'RE SO INFURIATING! I HOPE YOU DIE AGAIN, UN!" Deidara pulled his shirt back on, buttoning it up. "You know what, Tobi? I'll never love you. Not because you're a ghost, but because I love Sasori. I hope you burn in hell, un!" Deidara stormed out of the auditorium as well, slamming the door behind him hard.

Tobi was left standing there alone. Always alone. A small silver tear ran down from the ghost's one eye. "…I just didn't want to be alone…"

-x- Tuesday

Art class. Sasori and Deidara sat in silence.

The blonde didn't know what to say. Would Sasori believe him if he said that Tobi had taken control of his mouth?

"Master…I'm sorry, it wasn't me. You see, Tobi-"

"I don't care, Brat. I don't want to hear excuses. 'Quoth the Brat: Fuck you.'"

Deidara felt so terrible. "Please listen to me, Sasori…I lov-"

The bell went off and the red head stood up. "Drop dead." Sasori was the first to disappear out the door.

"…I love you, un…" Deidara closed his eyes and sung gently to himself. "Something's started crazy, sweet and unknown. Something you keep on a box on the street, and now it's longing for a home. And who can say what dreams are? Wake me in time to be lonely and sad. And who can say what we are? This is the season for dreaming. And now, our bodies are the Guilty Ones, who touch, and colour the hours. Night won't breathe, of how we, fall into silence from the sky, and whisper some silver reply..."

-x-

"Dad…I need some advice…" Deidara's second father looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

"Huh, what's wrong son?"

"Well…" The blonde gave a sigh. "There's this boy…And I like him a lot…But when I tried to tell him how I feel I couldn't say the words, un…"

"Why couldn't you?" His father smiled at him.

"A ghost prevented me from saying what I meant to say and made me dis' him."

… "I see…"

"But now he won't let me tell him what really happened…" Deidara gave another sigh.

"Well, that really is a pickle…" His father gave a thoughtful expression. "Maybe you should ask your father…"

"But you are my father, un."

"I meant your other father."

"Dad!"

"Okay, okay." He scratched the back of his head sheepishly (which is where Deidara got the habit from). "Try to make him listen to what you have to say." The blonde gave a sigh and a nod. "Now, don't let it get you down. Tomorrow is your performance, remember?"

…Shit, he had completely forgotten.

"You're right, un, I have to practise."

"That you do. Don't stay up too late."

-x- Wednesday

Art. The second last period of the day, and probably the last chance to make Sasori see the truth.

Unfortunately, luck was not on his side. Sasori wasn't there. "…Dammit, un…"

-x-

Drama.

"Well class, I hope you're all ready for the performance tonight!" Naruto grinned widely at them.

"Sir, we're fucking missing Sasori…"

Naruto blinked at Hidan. "Really? Can you do your performance with out him?"

Konan gave a sigh. "I guess we'll have to. Come on guys; let's go work out what we're going to do." The rest of Akatsuki nodded and walked into one of the large rooms.

"What about you, Deidara? Is your partner here?"

"Not yet, un, but he'll be here for the show." The blonde forced himself to smile at the teacher. "I'll go get changed into my costume."

"Okay then."

Deidara exited the room, walking to the staircase. He went up the steps to the dressing room, grabbing his costume from the rack. "I hope that he shows tonight, un…"

-x-

Songs Sung/Mentioned-

Move Towards the Darkness – The Addams Family Musical

Crazier than You – The Addams Family Musical

Another Day – Rent

The Guilty Ones – Spring Awakening (A song about Sex)