A/N—sorry I mixed the warning up lol
It's meant for this chapter.
So…
WARNING
Contains scenes that may be disturbing to some readers.
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Special victims precinct.
16/6, 8:00am
I awoke in the crib alone.
Some part of me was glad.
It meant that it may not have happened.
Then Fin walked into the cribs with coffee in hand.
Damn it did happen.
"Hey Liv' do you feel better?"
"Yeah…um thanks I'm so sorry about last night."
He handed me the hot coffee and I took a sip letting the liquid warm my insides.
"Don't be sorry that's what friends are for." He said smiling.
Right now I couldn't have a better big brother.
He sat next to me on the bed and handed me my jeans.
I slid them on and grabbed my blue button up and placed that on as well.
"Liv'…"
I looked at him with concern.
Fin rarely used a soft tone.
"We need to tell Cragen. I can't do it for you but…"
I cut him off by putting my hand on his shoulder.
"I think I'm ready."
…
I walked out of the cribs with my coffee while Fin got some things from his locker.
I sat at my desk before realising that Elliot hadn't come in today.
I looked around and couldn't see him.
All of a sudden he walked out of Cragen's office.
Cragen didn't look too impressed while Elliot had a sly grin on his face.
When Fin walked out of the cribs and over to me Elliot had already left.
"Olivia! Fin! MY office. NOW!" Bellowed Cragen.
Fin and I jumped from our seats and in to his office.
…
For a while he just paced his office every so often glaring at us.
Fin nor I dared to speak.
"I'm sure you're both aware that office relationships are not condoned."
Fin and I looked at each other oddly.
Cragen stopped to stare at Fin then at me.
"Well spit it out then." Cragen said impatiently.
"I'm sorry sir but I don't know what you're talking about."
I was serious.
"Are you two sleeping together?"
I almost spat out my coffee.
"NO!" Fin and I shouted in unison.
"What would make you think that? She's like my sister sir!"
"Sir who told you this!"
Cragen looked relieved.
"I'm sorry but I can't say."
Then it hit me.
I exchanged a knowing glance with Fin.
Elliot.
He must have seen us in the cribs together last night.
God he was stupid.
Couldn't he see that I loved him!
…
Elliot didn't come back.
He probably knew that if he did I'd give him an earful.
Fin left in the afternoon to go see Ken.
Munch got sick and left and then everyone else slowly followed until I was the only one in the precinct.
…
11:52pm
I was finally ready to sleep in my own bed again.
I'd tell Cragen about what happened tomorrow but for now I just wanted to sleep in my own bed.
My footsteps pattered quietly on the hard floor of the locker room.
It was dead silent.
My locker opened with a creak and all of my things fell out on to the floor.
As I felt around in the dark for my handbag and its contents I heard footsteps behind me.
I tensed.
"He…Hello?" My voice was shaky as I couldn't help but feel the same fear I'd felt in the alleyway.
The night was dark, serene…peaceful.
The stars could be seen tonight even over the glow of light pollution.
A perfect night.
So caught up in my own peaceful thoughts I didn't hear them come up behind me…
"How could you do this to me Olivia?" Said a deep husky voice.
I scrambled to my feet and turned around.
I saw nothing but darkness.
The only light was the small flicker of moonlight that shone through the window.
I blinked so that my eyes might see that little bit better.
Then I saw Elliot except he didn't look like Elliot.
His blue eyes had clouded over with rage, his breath smelling heavily of alcohol and his shirt non existent.
He wasn't the Elliot that I knew.
He wasn't the Elliot that I loved.
He was him…
They pushed me into the alleyway up against the brick wall.
I screamed at the top of my lungs but I knew that no one would hear me.
My screams turned to tiny whimpers as I realised that he wasn't letting go.
"No…Please…Don't touch me…Please…"
"Olivia!" He screamed at me.
"Answer me! How could you do this to me!"
I cowered.
I wasn't afraid of Elliot…I was afraid of what he'd become.
He moved closer to me.
He was closing in on me.
I had no where to go.
As my back hit the lockers I came to a realisation that Elliot would never hurt me.
I also remembered that this wasn't Elliot.
"I…I…" Fear enveloped me.
I stuttered as I tried to control my breathing.
"I…I…" Elliot said mockingly as he came closer.
He was so close to my face now.
His hot breath moistening my turned away cheek.
"What Olivia! What!"
"I haven't done anything to you! You were the one that thought I was sleeping with Fin!"
For a moment he looked taken back by my screams but then his hard demeanour returned and he placed his hand on my shoulder pushing it back into the lockers so I couldn't run.
I couldn't move.
I was trapped.
The cold blade of the knife leant against my throat.
His other hand wandered over my body.
Violating me with his rough hands.
His calloused flesh against my soft stomach.
I whimpered as his hand moved higher to my breast.
His hand viciously tore my bra from my chest.
I tried to shy away from Elliot's face.
He pinched my chin with two of his fingers so I had to look at him.
"It doesn't matter anyway…You betrayed me Olivia. I thought you loved me."
I stared into the eyes that were no longer Elliot's.
"I still do love you Elliot…" I whimpered.
His hand moved from my shoulder and I thought that he was going to let me go.
Instead it drew back and struck me across the face.
I screamed in pain while moving my hand to the inflamed cheek.
I cowered beneath his tall and masculine frame.
I sunk to the ground and curled into a tiny ball so I could protect myself from any further blows.
"Don't lie to me Olivia…Don't fucking lie to me!"
"I…I'm not lying El'." I cried.
Another blow.
This one hitting me square in the stomach.
I groaned and rolled over onto my side.
Then another blow to my face.
I felt the blood gush to my jaw.
"No…No…No…"
I tried furiously o wriggle free.
The blade was pressed further into my throat.
I tried to scream again but nothing came out.
Then the most feared sound of all….
He pulled up from the ground and slammed me into the lockers.
I winced as the pain shot through my spine.
Some blood from my mouth dripped onto the floor and spattered onto Elliot's bare chest.
He pressed his masculine body up against mine.
Then his hand lowered down my body.
Once again I was defenceless.
"Elliot…No…What are you doing?" I whimpered.
His breath once again made me want to wretch and gag.
How much had he drunk?
When Elliot drank his anger became even more uncontrollable.
He paid no heed to what I'd said.
Then came the pain I'd never wanted to feel in the first place.
Especially not from Elliot…
He entered me pushing with such great force I thought I'd tear in two.
His grunts of passion and contempt sickened me.
His release came quick and filled me with shame.
I sat in the dark for what could have been minutes or even hours.
The sticky juices running down my thighs had dried and stuck to my skin like the smell of death.
I knew that I would never feel clean again…
His hand was shoved inside me with so much force that my knee's buckled.
He kept trying to go deeper but my muscles contracted and wouldn't allow it.
"Elliot…P…please stop…you're hurting me…"
H just grinned and shoved deeper.
I let a cry of pain slip from my blood soaked lips.
"What's wrong Liv'? You'll let Fin touch you there but not me?" He said patronizingly.
He kept going.
I could feel myself bleeding deep inside because of his hand.
This wasn't happening.
It couldn't happen.
Not again.
Not because of someone I loved…
"Fi…Fin never touched me…" I tried to scream at him but it only came out as a whisper.
"Don't fucking lie to me!"
With that he thrust his hand in to me once more before ripping out of me.
The last thing I remember is crashing to the floor and seeing blood pool around me.
Elliot just walked away.
Then everything went dark and to be honest I wished that I'd died in that alleyway.
A/N—I know it was very out of character but that was the point.
It was meant to be scary and different.
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