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WARNING: I don't think this is something you would be comfortable reading in class, in front of children, or your parents. Even though the smut level is really low Haha, gotcha.

Castiel

Castiel walked in the party completely stunned and confused. The lights were bright but the room was dark. There were tons of people making out on the side. Some people

already drinking to much preparing to regret it in the morning. Castiel started towards the refrigerator as he bent down, someone came right behind him. Pressing their

whole body to his backside. "Hey there angel." The girl said as he stood up. "Hello." Castiel said awkwardly. "What's a guy like you doing at a party like this. I mean no o

offense but it doesn't seem like your thing." She said flirtatiously. He backed up with his hands up, and his back hit the fridge," I'm sorry but I'm not here for that"-yes he w

as-"Your very beautiful though."-So was Dean-he thought to himself. She smiled even though she was just rejected. And grabbed his hand. "Thanks, you are now my new

best friend, follow me." She said dragging him to the stairs. "Why are we sitting over here?" Castiel asked while being forced to sit down. "This is where you can see

everything that's happening. See all the mistakes people are making, or about to make. Witness every sin and every drink. The best spot to be." She said sitting her face on

her hands. From this angle she looked like a girl who snuck out of the house, and slipped on her mother's red dress in the bushes. Her hair was wild, black and curly, her

face was round and pointed at the tip. She had red lipstick on her tiny, puckered lips and her eyes were intense and had eye liner caked under them. He wasn't wrong she

was beautiful, and if he wasn't here for Dean, she would've definitely been his type. She looked up and smiled, "What's your name, mine is Meg!" She said sticking out her

hand, he grabbed it and said, "Castiel, it's nice to meet you Meg." They sat there for a while talking to each other about themselves. Learning more information about each

other every second. This whole while they didn't let go of each other hands, and he didn't mind a bit. Castiel realized they were slowly going leaning towards each other.

That's when Castiel looked up and saw Dean standing right behind him. "Cas you came. I was sure you chickened out or something," Dean said looking slightly confused

but still smiling all the same. Castiel stood up and then felt a tug on his hand, he looked down and saw Megan holding a slip of paper with her phone number on it and he

took it. "Nice meeting you Meg, I will contact you as soon as I can." He felt Dean pulling him up the stairs, with a strong hand. Castiel felt his heart beating out of his chest.

Was Dean really just not going to say anything, were they really just going to jump in? "Dean, what are we doing?" He said stopping on the last step before the door. "Going

somewhere we can talk." Dean said opening the door. Then he heard Dean scoff and tell someone to get out. A couple scrambled out looking embarrassed. "Okay come on."

Dean said motioning with his head. Castiel stood for a few more seconds and followed him up. Dean shut the door locking it and sat on the bed waiting for Castiel to sit

next to him. Castiel was cautious but he sat next to Dean who was taking deep breaths. "So, I wanted to say I was sorry."- "Why ar-,"Shh let me finish. I'm sorry if I made

you feel like this was gunna be a love em' and leave em' type thing. And uh I'm hoping it's not. Cuz' I uh yeah." Dean finished. Castiel wasn't expecting that from him, he

smiled to himself but didn't know if he was supposed to say anything, so all he said was, "Was there a correct response for your statement?" Castiel asked, Dean chuckled

shaking his head. "No that was fine Cas." Then they made eye contact, blue eyes met green and Dean leaned in to Cas and pressed his firm lips to Castiels unsure ones.

Castiel wasn't sure if kissing a guy was the same as kissing a girl so he just did what he usually did. Mixing in what the pizza man did in his first porn sighting. He pushed

Dean down on the bed and pushed his knees in between Deans legs. He kissed him passionately letting out all of his frustration. And Dean rotated his hip, causing a friction

that made him moan out loud. He tried to pull up Deans shirt but Dean stopped him, quickly rolling from under Cas, looking disgusted. "What's wrong, did I do

something?" Castiel asked checking Dean for any signs of trauma or pain. "No, I just don't know if I can do this. I mean your great Cas, your sexy, and weird, and funny.

But this is my first time being with a guy in anyway. I'm kinda confused. And I don't know if I'm comfortable ya' know?" Dean said looking very comfortable now being on

the other end of the bed. Castiel didn't understand it was his first time too, why did Dean have to make it so complicated. "Sometimes humans are too much for me. I know

I am one also but, at the same time I don't understand us. So no Dean I don't know, and maybe we should just forget whatever happened. And pretend we just met and

there are no feelings attached. " Castiel said standing and straightening himself up, looking down at his favorite shirt, he knew he could never wear it again, clearly the luck

doesn't work. "Cas, man it's not like that." Dean said pleading but still sitting on the bed. "Goodbye Dean, see you around." Castiel said almost jogging out, if only he could

just disappear. When he was out he heard Dean yell his name but Castiel wasn't turning back. He rushed out of the party and walked to his room slowly. When he got there,

Sam was out which meant he was probably with Ruby. Hopefully he "got lucky" tonight. But it's good he wasn't there, what happened would only upset him. Castiel went to

lay down, but before he did he threw the shirt in the trash. Not wanting any memories of Dean touching him.

Dean

What did he do? Did he really just say no to getting laid, by a hot guy who he really liked? Cas was important to him and he just let him walk out, he could've gotten up and

told to Cas how he really felt. But Cas doesn't need him he could easily find someone else, maybe that girl who he was talking to on the stairs. She seemed to be really

interested in Castiel. Maybe he should tell Sam and he can talk to Cas for him. Or maybe he should just forget it ever happen, forget the only thing that made him truly

happy. It shouldn't be that hard I mean he did only know the guy for a few weeks. How hard could it be? Dean didn't feel up for the party anymore so he went back to his

dorm room. When he opened the door he saw Castiels first aid kit. He immediately rushed it down the hall, stopping after only a few seconds realizing their not talking,

there not friends, there not anything anymore. So he walked back to his room and put it under his pillow and laid on it, trying to forget everything. Trying to forget happiness.

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