Chapter 6 Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, DUH. Hope you enjoy it :)
LPOV
"I have to go," I said, standing up.
"I'm sorry Leah, I love you," he said again.
"I know," I said.
I stood up and started walking. I changed into my wolf form and started running. My subconsious mind knew what I was doing before my conscious one did. I kept running until I found Jacob.
Can I talk to you for a minute, in human form, Jake.
Quil and Embry were in their wolf form too and I didn't want them to hear this conversation.
Okay, he agreed, even though he was confused.
We both changed to human form and walked far enough away that no one would hear us.
I told him everything Kyle had told me. He seemed more concerned about me than about the safety of everyone else.
"Leah, I'm so sorry, I can't believe it. Are you ok?" he asked
"Well, I've had worse I guess, at least he said he still loves me. He'll stay with me if I let him."
"Are you going to let him?"
"I'm not sure. I love him. He's my imprint! But, I don't know."
"Why don't you know?"
"Well," I started, nervous, "theres someone else,"
"Who?!" he yelled, sounding almost jealous.
"You," I whispered, looking down.
"Oh," he murmured. Then he looked up at me and pulled me face up to look at him, "Leah, I'm in love with you," he said.
I think my heart stopped. We had both imprinted! How could we love someone other than our imprint? Was ANYTHING impossible anymore?
"I love you too, Jake," I whispered, not sure of what else I could say.
He started to leaned forwards, and it took me a second to realize what he was doing. Once I realized, I leaned foward to meet him halfway. When our lips touched, it was different than anything I had ever experienced. It was nothing like kissing Sam had been. I hadn't kissed Kyle, but I was sure it wouldn't be anything like this. I don't think anything in the world could compare with this. I was in love with Jacob Black. He was not my imprint, yet here I was kissing him, in the woods, with my imprint waiting for me, wondering if I was going to forgive him. That didn't bother me though. It also didn't bother me that there was some freaky wizard dude who could possible come find us and kill everyone I love. Nothing else mattered in the world except Jacob. My Jacob.
There was one thing stronger than imprinting, and that was Jacob Black.
JPOV
What was I doing? In the back of my mind, I always knew I loved Leah, but I had never admitted it to myself, and then, the day she imprints, here I am telling her I love her and then kissing her. Though she did say she loves me too. But I don't understand this, how can I love her so much? It's not right, I have Renesmee. My SOUL MATE. No one else in the world should matter. It should be impossible for someone to matter as much as Leah did to me. This was wrong, and yet I couldn't bring myself to care, standing here in the forrest, my arms wrapped around her, and her head against my chest, nothing really mattered. I had a lot to think about, but I knew for sure I wasn't going to hurt Leah. I couldn't do that to her. Imprint or not, I love her.
It was something I never thought I would admit, or even have to think about and consider, but kissing Leah was better than kissing Bella. Life sure is weird.
I'm not sure how long Leah and I were in that position, but all of a sudden I heard someone coming. I really didn't care enough to move, and apparently Leah didn't either, because neither of us moved. Seth came into vision a few seconds later.
"What the hell.." he said quietly. Leah smirked and I grinned. "Umm, whats going on here?"
I looked down at Leah and she looked up at me. I kissed her on the cheek.
"I love your big sister," I said to him.
"Wow, umm, I don't know what to say.." he said, looking really confused.
Leah leaned up and kissed me, probably for Seth's sake.
"Ew gross get a room," he said before leaving.
Leah and I laughed together.
"So, what does this mean?" Leah asked me after Seth was long gone.
I didn't want to think about what this meant. It was too complicated. I didn't know what to do. Right now, I could stay right here forever and be happy. It seemed like if I was with Leah I would be happy no matter what. But what about Renesmee. What about Kyle? We couldn't just forget about them. They were our soul mates. Even if Kyle was a stupid jerk and I wanted to kill him for hurting Leah.
"I'm really not sure. We have a lot of thinking to do, thats for sure, maybe we should go and try and think about this. I have someone I want to talk to. As much as I would love to stay here with you forever, I can't. I need some time to think, and you do too. Maybe you should go talk to Kyle again," my anger flared as I thought about that, but I continued, "meet me here in a couple of hours, ok? I love you, Leah, and I promise not to hurt you."
"Ok, I guess we better go, huh. And Jake, I love you too," my heart skipped a beat when she said that, "and I trust you." She leaned up to kiss me again. I kissed her back, and too soon, she pulled away and smiled at me. "Bye," she whispered, before turning and walking away.
While I was walking I was thinking about how wrong it is to have two wonderful people, Renesmee and Leah, both so amazing, and both deserving so much. It was wrong for me to have to choose between them. It would be normal to choose the imprint, but then again, nothing was ever normal in my life. Now I knew what Bella felt like when she realized she loved me too. It was different for her though, even though she realized she loved me, there was never a choice for her, she couldn't live without Edward. There was no choice to make, there was only pain for what could have been. With me, it was different, even though it shouldn't be. I should be Nessie's. All Nessie's, but I wasn't. I was Leah's too, and it sort of seemed like I loved her more. How is all this possible? I don't understand anything.
All I know is there is one thing in this world stronger than imprinting, and that is Leah Clearwater.
EPOV
I was sitting on the loveseat in the Cullen house with Bella when I heard Jacob's thoughts practically screaming at me, and I could tell he was doing it on purpose, because he wanted me to hear. He was replaying what had happened earlier that day. He was with.. LEAH?! Gosh, he didn't have to get into so much detail about when they had each others tounges down their throats. This was impossible. They both had imprints. When he was done replaying everything, he simply thought, help Edward. I got up automatically without saying anything to Bella. She looked up at me, her eyes filled with confusion.
"Don't worry, love, I'll be back soon, I have to do something," I told him.
I walked out the door to where Jacob was standing.
"Come on," I said, walking to where we could talk in private.
Thanks he thought. I nodded my head slightly.
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