A/N sorry in advance guys im still fighting off the plague i got from work but i couldnt leave you guys hanging. Thanks soooo much to my wonderful reveiwers.

Chapter 6: Control

" Jacob what the fuck man its 5 am."

" Quit your whining Paul and lets just get this over with Sam said if can have control by Sunday morning I can spend the day with Bella before going to wolf boot camp."

" I should have known this was over that leech lover." what is up with him I don't understand what he has against my Bella.

" Why the hell do you keep calling her that."

" OH you didn't listen closely to what Sam said about the cold ones did you." I thought I did.

" I listened."

" what do you remember about the cold ones Jacob."

" Their vampires I get that you guys call them leeches because they survive off of others blood."

" Right." he nodded his head. " And we have a treaty with?"

" The Cullen's."

" Correct dim wit"

" Well what does that have to do with Bella." Paul rolled his eyes.

" Do I have to spell it out for you God I thought you were suppose to be smart."

" I'm sorry I'm lost."

" Boy I tell ya you sure do have a blind eye for all things Bella."

" She use to date the youngest boy Cullen." I shook my head in disbelief. " Vamp girl dated a vampire. Jeeze I swear my cat could have figured that out"

My body began to shake again I couldn't believe he put her life in danger like that I know they don't drink human blood but who's to say the couldn't slip.

" Jacob need to calm down." Said Sam. " Paul You me and Jacob are going the clearing in no mans land to teach Jacob first how to phase and then how to control it."

" Whoopi I am so looking forward to this." Paul grimaced.

" Enough Paul. Okay Jacob we're running in human form its still pretty fast just not as fast as In wolf form okay." I shook my head in answer.

" Yeah so try to keep up Lover Boy"

" Got Damn it Paul don't be mad at me cause you lonely."

" Oh I'm far from lonely boy."

" Oh I forgot you have your STDs to keep you company." Sam actually laughed at this comment

" Alright you two" Sam Laughed " Lets go I do want some time with Emily you know."

It took about five minutes to get to the Clearing it was Off from any trails so interruptions from tourist and hikers would be unlikely.

" This is a neutral territory between Cullen lands and La Push. Its quite beautiful in the Spring when the wild flowers are growing" Sam commented.

The clearing was a natural marvel it was a perfect circle and you could hear a waterfall in the distance.

" This is the perfect place for a picnic." I owe Bella one if she'll have me.

" Yeah I know I take Emily here all the time now. She love the hike up here. I still remember her face the first time she saw it. She spent hours picking and smelling the flowers. That was minutes before the accident. I sat on our blanket smiling at her she came over and kissed me. Its when we broke the kiss when it happened. I smelled a leech. I was still new to phasing. My instincts took over my body I tried to push her away but it wasn't far enough before I phased. She was standing right were you are now. My paws clawed her from her face down to her arm. There was so much blood. It almost killed her. It almost killed me, but she comforted me as if I were the one that got hurt instead of her. She refused to let me apologize for it, or dwell on it for that matter." Sam laughed it surprised me being that the mood was so melancholy at the time. " She would probably kick my ass if she knew I was thinking about it now. She refused to let this place go I came back here to check it out. Make sure there weren't any leeches around before I brought her back. I saw the youngest boy Cullen he was here with Bella. His sparkly ass was explaining to Bella what he was."

" Wait. I think this might be the place she wanted to find. I can see why. It makes me mad that it was with him she was here last though. How could he do something to like that to her."

" Jacob he's a vampire that's what they do they suck out peoples life force. Even if he didn't take her life literally he drained her soul when he left." Sam shuddered. " I still can remember the day I found her in the woods. Her face and body seemed devoid of life but she was alive. I'm happy you befriended her. She's so much better now though I don't know how she was before."

" I've known her practically my whole life trust me she was happier before him even when she was with him it seemed he kept her so restrained."

" I can see you loved her before you imprinted and I'm glad you did on her. I didn't want to have to force an injunction on you to keep it a secret from her. Thought seeing how you are about her I'm sure you would have found a loophole." we both laughed at this.

" Okay lets get started on your training."

" Paul I'm ready." there was no answer from him we turned to see Paul knocked out asleep on the ground."

" PAUL WAKE UP" Sam yelled. Paul jumped and snorted.

" Oh are ya'll done with your girl moment."

" Paul what is it with you and thinking everything we is girly and why do insist on calling girls bitches its not right you shouldn't degrade them."

" That's because deep down inside he's a big softy his feelings are easily hurt. I've seen it in his mind."

" Aww boss I didn't know you cared." Sam rolled his eyes

" I'm going home call me when you haven't phased for 3 hours."

" One question how do I phase on command."

" You have to channel your anger hate and fears."

I only had to think of one thing to do that. It angered me I hated it and it was a fear of mine for it to comeback. Edward Cullen.

Just the thought of that name caused me to phase.

" Wow that was fast. Jacob you're a natural at this" he said as he was walking off.

" Okay lover boy if were going to do this I need you to be human so phase out." Said Paul

I thought about Bella's heart beat it took seconds this time as apposed to the hours earlier to phase back. No sooner then I was back Paul started in on me.

"Before we start what's the limits."

" There are none. I need to get back to her. So get nasty if you need to"

" You want nasty? Well were good to go cause I'm Mr. Nasty."

" Dude that was so corny."

" Yeah well Bella seemed to like it"

" What do you mean by that." I already began to get mad.

" Oh you didn't know she was in my bed last night. She was lovely." and that's all it took before I phased. Embry was there in my mind.

" Dude its going to be along night, well morning. Though imprints are off limits."

" I gave him free reign"

" Aw man yeah better get use to comments like that I guess you really want to this done huh"

" Yeah man it hurts. Physically and mentally hurts to be away from her. I feel everything she's feeling."

" Yeah I know I do to when your in wolf form. Phase out and work to get back to her man I can't take this much longer."

I phased out and Paul started on me. I phased countless times but I was determined to see her before wolf boot camp on Monday. I took two weeks of work and forced them into twelve hours. I was exhausted. Paul was dead on his feet. When Sam came to check on me I hadn't phased for five hours.

" I'm impressed kid. It took most of us that entire two weeks to stop bursting out of our clothes. Hell that's the last set Paul has and I bet he'll burst out of them by tomorrow."

" Hey!"

" You know it's the truth. But I'm afraid we can't go see Bella." I started to shake but quickly stopped myself. I needed to keep my cool there had to be a good explanation.

" Why not Sam." I begged. " I've worked really hard"

" Well kid I don't think she would be to happy with you waking her up at five am. You passed we'll have her over for breakfast in a few hours in the mean time your coming home with me to get a shower and some rest."

" Really Sam oh thank you, thank you, thank you." I said while bouncing up and down.

" God she has really turned you into a girl."

" You know Paul I think your right." Laughed Sam.

" Okay can we please never tell anyone I did that." They both shook their heads.

" Come on kid lets get you ready for your wolf girl."

The shower felt amazing. My body still ached when I phased but Sam said that that would go away soon. I didn't realize how tired I was I would have figured I was to excited to sleep but as soon as my head hit the pillow I was a goner. I was awakened by a familiar scent and heart beat.

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