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Chapter six

Emmett drove us to an unknown location. I wasn't really paying much attention in where we were driving. All I could think about is if Edward was okay. This was my entire fault, I'm the reason Edward is hurt. I would never be able to live with myself if he dies. Emmett said it was nothing major, but something inside me is telling me different. We arrived at an old log cabin in the middle of the forest; we must be at least an hour outside of the city. I quickly jumped out of the car and ran inside.

"Edward!" I screamed, running through the front door. There was no answer, Emmett suddenly appeared by my side.

He shut the door behind us. "He's probably upstairs sleeping," he said with no emotion. I gazed up at his face asking for approval. Emmett slightly nodded his head and I took off running up the stairs. I came to a long dark hallway. I slowly opened the first door on my right, I held my breath as the door creaked open. The room was empty except for a bed and a large chair beside it. There was no light besides the light from the sun leaking in through the large bay window. Edward was peacefully laying on the bed, his chest was raising and falling in a smooth steady rhythm. All the color in his face was drained. There were dark purple circles underneath his eyes. I could tell Edward was shot in the left shoulder, I would give anything to take his pain away.

Even though he was a complete and total mess, he was still as gorgeous as ever. There was a different side of Edward I was looking at. Instead of the strong Edward I have grown to like, he was weak . I tipped toed over to the chair, taking a seat beside him. I gazed upon his perfect features. Edward what did I do to you? This is all my fault, if I wouldn't have been so stupid neither one of us would be in this mess. Maybe if I run away and turn myself in they would leave Edward and the others alone. They could be free to live normal lives without me. I got us into the mess and I'm going to get us out, alone.

I've been sitting in the same chair without moving for almost twelve hours. Emmett came up and check on me from time to time. I told him I wasn't moving until Edward woke up. I sat and watched him as he slept until he started to stir. Edward slowly opened his eyes. A beautiful crooked smile crossed his face when he noticed I was sitting there.

I leaned forward and grabbed his hand, "good morning, agent Masan."

He let out a low chuckle, "How long have you been sitting there?"

I shrugged my shoulders, "a few hours, not long." Edward raised his eyebrows and me. "Fine, I've been here since last night. So, I would say twelve hours."

Edward's eyes went wide, "Bella, you don't need to sit here. You need some rest."

I smiled at him, "I'm not leaving you." My voice was stern, this is my fault and I will do everything I can to make it up to him.

"Bella I'm perfectly fine. You see?" Edward tried to sit up but his body wouldn't allow it. He exhaled sharply and lowed his body back down. I shook my head and brushed his hair out of his eyes with my free hand.

"You don't look fine to me." I paused, " Is there anything I can get you?"

Edward shook his head, "Bella really, I'm fine." But I could see it in his face, he wasn't fine. He was far from fine. Hot tears started to gather in my eyes. I couldn't stop one from slipping down my right cheek. Edward released my head and brushed his against my cheek, whipping away the single tear.

He shook his head, "Silly Bella, don't cry for me."

I leaned into his hand, "I'm so sorry Edward, this is all my fault. I was so stupid, none of this should have happened. Can you ever forgive me?" I couldn't control my tears any longer, I completely lost it.

Edward grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the bed, "come lay with me."

I carefully lowered my body next to his. I placed my head on his shoulder my crying was slowing dying down. Edward started to rub his hand up and down my back. He was humming and melody I didn't recognize, but I was slowly starting to drift off to sleep.

I had a nightmare, it was after all of this mess blew over. Tony was sent to jail and Edward and I were sent free to live our lives just like normal. But the life I had was torn to pieces. Alice never forgave me for what I did to her, I was sent to live out on the streets. I was walking down a sidewalk when I crossed paths with Edward. He walked right past me holding hands with his girlfriend Sydney. He didn't even acknowledge me. I turned to watch him walk away, a pain started to grow in my chest. Just as they disappeared Puccia appeared with a wicked grin on his face. I yelled after Edward to stop but he didn't even turn around, he left me alone with my fate.

I shot up in bed screaming and with a cold sweat. My heart was pounding, tears started to pour out of my eyes.

Edward quickly had his hand on the small of my back, "Bella! It's okay, it was only a dream." He rubbed circles on my back. My breathing was starting to slow but my heart was still racing. He kept whispering in my ear that everything was okay until I was completely calm.

I turned my head to face Edward, his eyes were full with worry. I didn't want to tell him about my dream, I didn't want to tell him the pain I felt when I saw him with Sydney. So I turned to lie on my side facing away from Edward.

Edward let out a low whisper, "Slept tight Bella, I'm always here for you."

I slightly smiled and tried to get some sleep but it was no use. I had too much on my mind and Edward's words kept replaying over and over. I'm always here for you.

"Edward?" I whisper low enough if he was asleep I wouldn't wake him. "Are you awake?"

"Yes, I'm awake," he whispered back. I remained facing the wall, I couldn't bear to see his face.

I took a deep breath, "Did you really mean you'll always be there for me?"

"Forever and always," he said almost immediately, it surprised me that he answered so quickly. I promptly turned to face him, he was lying there with a smile on his face.

I lifted my body up so I was leaning on my arm, "even after this is over, you won't pass me on the street and pretend not to know me?"

Edward placed his hand on my cheek, "of course not. Where is this coming from?"

Heat started to rise to my cheeks in embarrassment, "err, I had a dream that didn't want to be around me anymore. You left me alone with Tony Puccia." I decided not to tell him about Sydney.

He looked straight into my eyes, "that will never happen. I've grown quite the likely to my wife Sally Johnson and even more so to her secret identity Bella Swan." My expression didn't change, he could see that there something else was wrong.

He stroked my cheek, "is there something else?"

I blushed a deeper red. I wouldn't be surprised if he could feel the heat that was raising to my cheeks. I was about to tell him the way I felt when I saw him with Sydney but I couldn't bring myself to say the words.

So, I just shook my head, "no, that's all. It's late, let's get some sleep." Edward looked into my eyes, trying to search for an answer. He pressed his lips into a straight line and nodded his head. I turned towards the wall and pretended to fall asleep. The night passed slowly, sun was starting to seep into the room. I stretched and pretend to wake up. I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair, I looked down to see Edward was wide awake.

He smiled up at me, "Good morning. Did you have a good night's sleep?" He raised his eyebrows at me. Did he know that I've been awake this whole time?

I smiled down at him, "yes I did, thank you for asking." I slipped out of bed to stretch. "How are you feeling? Do you need anything?"

Edward laughed, "I'm feeling much better." Edward sat straight up for the first time, he beamed at me, "you're a miracle worker."

Edward swung his legs over the side of the bed, he placed his feet on the ground and stood up. He was a bit wobbly, I rushed over to his side. "What do you think you're doing," I asked. My voice was full with worry.

"I can't just lie in bed all day, I need to walk around for a bit." He grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze, "will you accompany me on a walk?"

My stomach gave a little jump, I smiled up at him, "I would love to."

Edward and I walked around the forest for an hour. We talked about every aspect of our lives. Every time I tried bring up the subject of Sydney I would get to nervous. I didn't want to hear him say that he was in love with her. I envisioned them happily together, talking just like we were and I felt sick to my stomach. To think he had a girlfriend, someone he looked after, someone he looks forward to seeing every day after work. Someone who can cook him meals, someone who is pretty and graceful.

I couldn't think about it anymore, "are you ready to head back?" I asked with a smile.

He looked down on me and nodded, "ready if you are."

When we walked into the cabin I could hear Jasper and Emmett whispering about something. Their voices were coming from behind a closed door. They were low and muffled, I moved closer to the door to get a better listen.

"She has a right to know," I voice I didn't recognize whispered. I assumed it was Emmett's brother Jasper.

"She has enough to worry about. This will only make things worse, she's already blaming herself for what happened to Edward. This will kill her." Emmett shot back harshly.

Whatever they were talking about was obviously about me. I had to know more, I looked up at Edward and pushed open the door.

Jasper and Emmett's heads shot in our direction, "what are you doing in here," Jasper asked cruelly. He was making his way towards me but Emmett put out his hand to stop him.

"What's going on? What aren't you telling me?" Edward came up beside me and but his hand on the small of my back.

Emmett shook his head, "everything is okay, you have nothing to worry about."

I felt anger starting to boil inside me, "why are you lying!? I heard you, just tell me the truth," I shouted at them.

Jasper and Emmett exchanged looks then moved apart from each other exposing two little monitors. The screens were blank, I didn't understand what was going on.

I ran my figures through my hair, "What are those?"

Jasper walked over to the control center and paused. "I'm sure Emmett told you we've been keeping tabs on Williams, correct?" I nodded my head. He continued, "This is a video tape from the station last night." I pressed play on the VCR.

The screens came to life and there sitting in the chair was Alice. I gasped in fear and moved closer to the screen. Her eyes where full with fear. I man appeared in the frame, he was strongly built.

He leaned so he was down to her level, "we can do this the easy way or the hard way. Tell me where Isabella Swan is."

"I already told you! I don't know, she left without telling me where she was going," Alice cried out.

Williams cocked back his hand and slapped her hard across the face, "don't lie to me!"

Alice eyes started to fill with tears. Williams brought his hand back one more time, before his hand made contact with her face she screamed out, "stop, please! I don't know where she is."

Williams grabbed her face with his hand and made her look into his eyes. He took a deep breath, "you better hope and pray she turns up." He paused and looked around. He lowered his voice almost to the point where I couldn't hear, "or I'm going to kill you."

He shoved her back and turned toward the camera and gave a wicked smile. He knows that were watching, he's going to kill my best friend.

My stomach was full with knots. I felt like I was about to throw up. I had to get out of there, my head was spinning. I couldn't breathe, I ran outside of the room. I heard the faint call of Edward as ran and collapsed to my knees. This wasn't supposed to happen, she wasn't supposed to be involved. I needed to turn myself in, I got to my feet and was about to run. Before I could even move I felt a pair of strong arms around my waist lifting me off the ground.

"Put me down! I have to save her, they'll kill her!"

"Turning yourself in isn't going to solve anything," Emmett yelled back. My efforts were useless, I eventually collapsed in Emmett's arms, and cried.

"We have to save her, please."

Emmett rocked me carefully in his arms, "I will do everything in my power to save her Bella. You have to trust me."

I wanted to, but I couldn't.