Guess what people? I don't own Twilight. I just like to make Jasper and Bella do naughty things, preferably together and sometimes alone as you will see.
At this point Bella will have been working at the strip club for three weeks.
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Chapter 6- Another stupid decision
Bella
Two hundred dollars short a month. Two hundred dollars short a month. That thought was the only thing running through my head as I stared at my first paycheck.
I'd been working for two weeks and while I knew my check was going to be smaller than it had been at the newspaper, it still hit me like a ton of bricks. I'd thought that five dollars wouldn't have made a difference when I'd added in my tips, but then they hadn't ended up being what I thought they would be either. I only made about thirty dollars a day except on Saturday when I made around sixty. I didn't know what to do. Minus the money issue, I really liked my job. It was fun and I loved my co-workers, but I needed more money.
Unfortunately that wasn't even an option since there was nothing else out there. I'd been checking the job websites every morning before I left the house, but there was never anything evenly remotely close to what I wanted. Although nursing jobs were in abundance and I'm sure Candy had had no trouble.
"Fuck," I groaned as I scrubbed my hands over my face.
"You okay Izzy?"
I glanced over my shoulder and found Jade and Blaze standing in the doorway, both with worried expressions. They were the two I was closest with here and I knew they'd be able to give me some advice.
"Yeah, just realizing I'm screwed." I said waving my paycheck so they could see.
They came further in the room and sat on either side me on the bench.
"You know that's only a weeks pay right?" Blaze asked.
"Yeah and I figured up what it would be with two and even with my tips I will still be 200 dollars short a month. After my half of the rent and the bills I'll have maybe 120 or even less to run me two weeks."
"I'm sorry." Jade said. "The tips do suck for us."
"Why? When I waitressed in high school I made so much more."
"Because of us." Blaze said before going on to explain. "The guys tip us to the point that they don't have much left over for the waitresses. I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize, it's your job and I can't be upset with you. Do you mind me asking how much you make a day?"
"Not at all. I usually take home in tips around 150 to 200 sometimes. Saturdays I can make between 300 and 400."
"Seriously?" I asked my eyes going wide. "What do you make hourly?"
"The same as you."
"Is it hard?" I asked before I thought about it, but I couldn't make myself take it back.
Jade and Blaze looked at each other for a few minutes, picking up on my line of thinking, before Jade said, "I can give you some of my tables."
"No." I answered immediately. "I couldn't take away from you. Granted if I went the other route I'd be taking away from the Blaze and the others."
"Actually you wouldn't do either." Blaze said. "Men would find a little extra, but still leave the tips they do for the rest of us and Jade."
"Could I do it?" I asked, more to myself than them, but Blaze answered.
"Anybody can. It's just dancing-"
"And taking my clothes off." I said cutting her off.
"Yes, but if you don't really think about it it's nothing. When I strip I don't see the different men. I just see the guy I like and dance for him."
"James." Was covered in a cough to my left and my eyes grew wide as Blaze's face flushed with color on my right.
"Really?"
"Yes, but don't say anything. Please?"
"Trust me you don't to worry about me saying anything." I said. Candy had been the only one I'd told about Jasper so far. I knew if I was here longer I'd tell them simply because I knew they'd never cross paths with him.
"Thank you. Now back to the stripping. Can you dance?"
"I guess, although never like you guys do."
"Personal question. Have you ever used a dildo on yourself?"
"Say what?"
"You heard me." Blaze said grinning.
"Yeah," I said softly. That was all they were getting too. They didn't need to know about my secret obsession with the rabbit and Jasper fantasies.
"Well you know how your body moves while doing it?"
"Mmmhmm."
"You just take away the toy, add some clothes that you slowly take off, and do it with the beat of a song. Simple and easy."
"But...I...I think it might be easier said than done."
"Do you have a mirror in your bedroom?"
"Yeah."
"Well just practice."
"What do you mean?"
"Go home and practice. Put on a skirt, a button up top, a bra and panties and then put on a song with a good beat. Start with just taking your clothes off, except for the panties, while moving. Don't worry if it's in rhythm just get that down. Then use your toy to get the feel of the way your body moves and have fun to the song, making sure you are on the beat. Once you have it and are stress free, don't use the toy anymore and instead use your hands, running them all over your body and in your hair as you move."
"I still don't know, but I do need the money."
"Look," Blaze said. "Take a week and think about it. I'll let James know and if you decide to go along with it, a week from Monday you can try with us. We'll be closed so we don't have to worry about customers and the girls and I will watch to see how you do. If we think you'll be too nervous we won't let you do it, but if we think you're good then you try it on Tuesday when we're open. You can decide for sure after that."
I thought for a few minutes before I finally nodded. "Okay I'll think about it."
"Alright. Although I would suggest that when you strip for the girls you let the guys be there too. You know them and they're going to see you anyway if you choose to continue. Plus it will help when you strip for customers."
I knew she was right and I nodded even though I hadn't decided one way or the other yet.
She gave me a soft smile and then a hug before she left the room.
I stood and grabbed my change of clothes so I could head home, where I knew Jasper would be waiting for me to quiz him. I don't really didn't know why I had too. He'd known everything forward, backwards, sideways, diagonally, and with his eyes closed since he was little, but I'd help with anything he needed because he'd asked me too.
When I came back from the bathroom I found Jade sitting in the same spot she'd been in a minute ago. She was biting her lip and looking like she wanted to say something.
"What's up?" I asked, throwing my uniform in its basket.
"Is this something you really want to do? I don't want you to do something you'll regret."
"I don't know Jade, but trust me if I decide to go that route; it won't be the biggest regret I have. I'm really going to think about it. I will weight my options carefully, what little of them there are, and then go from there."
"Alright. If you need to talk things through I'm here."
"Thanks," I said leaning down to give her a hug.
When I let her go she went to change and once finished we left the locker room to go home.
Jasper was waiting like I knew he would be and while I ate the pizza he'd ordered; he gathered the things I'd need to test him.
I tried to keep my mind on the questions I was asking, but by the looks Jasper kept giving me I wasn't doing a very good job.
Finally after the tenth or eleventh prompt from him to move me along he took the index cards from my hands.
"What's up with you?" He asked.
"Nothing."
"Bullshit. Your eyes keep glazing over and I've had to look at the last four answers myself to see if I've gotten them right. What's up?"
"It's just something at work. I'm sorry."
"Its fine, but you know you can talk to me if it's anything bad."
"I know and I would if it was anything major. Let's get back to you." I said taking the index cards back. "You only have one more week to learn all of this. Granted it's not like you didn't know it all before we started."
"True, but you know me and tests. I always used to forget stuff half the time."
"With Chemistry maybe or even Algebra, but not this Jasper. If you don't get everything right I'll be very surprised."
"Always so much faith. What did I ever do to deserve it?"
"You didn't punch me back all those years ago." I said grinning.
He laughed and then waved his hand for me to continue with the questions which I kept up until bedtime.
The next morning I woke up when my alarm went off at 7 and lay there for a few minutes thinking about what I was getting up an hour early for. After I'd siked myself up I climbed out of bed and went into my closet, grabbing one of two skirts I owned and a shirt and quickly put them on.
I then went to my ipod docking station and stopped on the first song I came to with a beat. It ended up being The Way I Are by Timbaland. Not the most stripping sounding song, but it would do. Once I put it on repeat I moved over in front of my mirror and then just stood there biting my lip. I listened to the song twice before I started. I took my clothes off slowly and then put them back on only to do it again and again.
The first time I took my shirt off first, followed by my skirt, and then my bra. Then it was my top first, bra second, and skirt third. Finally and the order I decided I liked better was my skirt first, top second, and bra third.
By the time I needed to get ready for work I had the removing the clothes part down, even doing it with the beat of the song. Granted that was easy as long as I was alone in my bedroom.
I told myself that I would continue to practice this part tomorrow and Monday before moving on to the second part. I still needed to work up to using a toy to help get me started. I mean yeah I was a master at doing that to myself, but I'd never watched before, that was going to be a whole new experience in itself.
I walked into work a little before 11 and was immediately met by James who only nodded for me to follow him. He led me back to his office and motioned for me to sit in a chair while he perched on his desk in front of me. I didn't have to wait long for the reason behind the meeting and it wasn't unexpected.
"So Vicky and I had an interesting conversation last night."
"Yeah she said she was going to talk to you."
"It's a big decision. One that can't be made lightly."
"I know."
"I'd give you more money an hour if I could."
"I know that too. Do you think I should do it?"
"That's not for me to decide Bella. I can't talk you into or out of it because in the end the choice is still got to be the one that is best for you. And it's you that has to live with that choice. But you are one of my girls no matter what and I will support whatever decision you make. Just take Vicky's advice and make it after you've thought about it."
"I am and right now even though it's been only a few hours the pros of taking my clothes off outweigh the cons. Do I know for sure I can do it? No and I won't until I step out on that stage in front of people"
"No one ever does. New girls are usually thrown on stage without a thought or care. It's pretty much sink or swim and most of the time they sink. But you have the advantage in being at a place with people who care. We aren't going to let you keep going if you freeze up or start to become uncomfortable. I will put my boss foot down and put you back on waiting tables if I have too. And nothing you say would make me change my mind after that. You'd just have to deal with the money issue."
I nodded and then asked, "What's going to happen with the waitressing job if I do continue? Will you fill my spot?"
"No. I talked to Jade and she's going to just work the whole floor, gives her a little more money too. I also talked to one of the boys in the kitchen and they'll bring out the food for tables when it's done instead of Jade having to run back and forth. Make it a little easier. But Saturdays I think I'm going to need you on the floor. It's too busy for just Jade to deal with. Can you do that for me?"
"Yeah. That's not a problem. Thank you."
"You're welcome. Like I've already said, you're one of my girls and I have to take care of my girls." He pushed himself up off the desk. "And to do that you need to get to work. You still have tables until you start shaking that ass." He said fighting a smile and with a twinkle in his eye.
"Nice," I said laughing.
He chuckled too as we left the office, him going back to the floor while I ran and changed.
The day passed quickly and the fifty-five dollars I made just added another pro to the stripping list. I tried to keep my mind clear when I was with Jasper after I got home and I think I succeeded. He didn't say anything so I figured I'd done okay.
Sunday morning brought it all slamming back into me though since I was going to move further into my practicing. Jasper was, thankfully at work, so I didn't have to worry with him catching me. I started off with once again putting on the clothes I'd practiced taking off the other day and the song, pleased to see I could stay with the beat of it on the first go around.
When I was down to just my panties I quickly slid them off and grabbed my rabbit out of my drawer. Stepping in front of the mirror I waited for the song to start over before sliding the rabbit down to my clit and turning it on. I didn't slide it inside my body just started moving it around to tease myself, letting my hips do what they wanted, but still making sure I kept with the song.
The first half of the song I felt weird, but then I closed my eyes and thought about what Victoria said. Just imagine you're doing it for the guy you like. When I opened my eyes fantasy Jasper had appeared.
I stared through the mirror at the spot he'd be laying on my bed naked. As my body started to move again I imagined how one of his hands would slide down to grip the base of his dick before slowly stroking up to the tip and back down. I could imagine the look of pleasure on his face as he watched me and picking up his pace to match the movements I was making.
I dropped my head back on my shoulders as I found that oh so sensitive spot between my legs and groaned out a quite yes. I could hear Jasper's husky voice whispering so close in my head and I pressed the rabbit harder against the spot that was going to make me drop.
A few seconds later I heard his voice in my head again. 'Fuck Bella...fucking cum for me baby.'
It was all I needed. My legs gave out with the strength of my orgasm and I sank to floor. I could hear my name chanting like a mantra in my head that only added to the spasms making their way through my body.
I braced my hands against the floor as I sucked in air and came down from the high.
Fuck me I couldn't think about that if I was dancing. Granted I might make a hell of a lot more tips that way. No, no stupid Bella. That shit is not even right.
I shook my head to clear those thoughts as I pushed myself up off the floor. I picked my rabbit up and decided that there would be no more toy practice. Not for this anyway.
I quickly cleaned myself up and dressed for the day. Jasper would be home around 11:30 and I had to make sure my mind was firmly in the apartment and not on a stage at Heat. I thought I was doing a good job; even if every morning, over the next few days, I was practicing with my hands running over my body. I'd finally made a decision on Monday morning and I was going to start stripping. I needed the money and right now that was the only way to get it.
It was Wednesday before I knew it and Jasper's test was in two days. We'd been going over questions for two hours and I knew he was starting to get nervous, because he'd started getting things wrong. He was getting frustrated; I could tell, but I didn't realize how much nor that it was about me and not the test until he slammed his book down onto the coffee table.
I jerked my head at the noise and glanced at him.
"Welcome back." He said annoyed.
"What?" I asked in confusion.
"You've been zoned out for the last five minutes, just welcoming you back to the living room."
"No I wasn't."
"Yeah you were and it's not the first time tonight. Hell it's happened more than once every night since Friday. What's going on?"
"Nothing. It's just something at work."
"What? Is somebody bothering you? Somebody trying to take your job? It wasn't what you expected? What?"
"No."
"Then what is it? It's got to be something."
"Fine..." I had to trail off so I could come up with what that something was and I said the first thing that came to mind. "There's a delivery guy that comes in and I like him."
"A guy?" He asked, huffing out an unhumorous laugh. He then mumbled something sounded a lot like, 'fucking perfect,' but I couldn't be sure.
I let it go and answered his question. "Yes, he's cute, really sweet, and he flirts a lot. I keep waiting for him to ask me for my number or for a date, but nothing. I've been trying to decide if I should just ask him."
He shook his head and started gathering his things together as he said, "Nice Bella."
"What?"
"Nothing." He said standing up.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"To bed. You can sit in here and think about you little friend to your hearts content without me being in the way."
"Why are you so mad?"
"Because Bella this isn't high school. This test isn't some grade that I can make up later. It's my career and I've worked hard to get to this point. So I think I deserve to be a little pissed off at the fact that when I need your help you'd whether be worrying about your love life."
"I have been helping. I've done nothing but help for the last three weeks."
"Actually it's only been two because you can't really count this last week which by the way is the most important, since the test is Friday."
"Jasper-"
He cut me off. "I'll go over and study with Emmett or Peter tomorrow night and you can have the house to yourself. Maybe without any distractions from me you can figure out whatever the fuck you need too."
With that he stormed out of the living room and into his bedroom, slamming his door and leaving me shell shocked by his anger.
I sat on the couch in a daze for an hour going over what the hell had just happened. Jasper had never gotten that angry with me before. Hell he'd never raised his voice to me before. It was my fault though. Even though it was a lie, Jasper didn't know that, and all he knew was that I was putting some guy before him. Fuck.
I stood up twice to go tell him the truth and I sat back down both times without moving a step. Telling him the truth would only add flame to the fire and more stress on his shoulders. He didn't need that right now. Of course, I also couldn't keep over thinking shit with stripping, since I'd already decided to do it.
When I finally made my way to my bedroom I knew what I had to do and while it wasn't going to make the fight with Jasper go away, it would at least help in keeping me from zoning out every few minutes.
The next morning while I showered I made sure everything was shaved and scrubbed. I left the apartment just before 9, making it to the nail salon down the street just as they opened. I had enough time to get a manicure, pedicure, and eyebrow wax before I went into work.
As soon as I stepped through the door of Heat I found Garrett.
"Good morning Izzy," He said as I stepped up beside him at the bar.
"Morning," I said and then continued before I could rethink anything. "I want to strip today."
His head turned slowly and he searched my face for a few seconds. I guess he saw my determination because he only asked, "You sure? I thought you were going to do a practice run on Monday?"
"I was, but I've decided I'm going to do this and if I put it off any longer I'll just make myself nervous."
"Alright as long as you're sure. I'll let James know and tell Jade she has the whole floor today. Go on back to the dressing room and let the girls help you get ready. All of you can decide where you'll be in the order."
"Thanks Garrett."
He only nodded and I walked away.
The girls, thankfully, accepted the same excuse I'd given Garrett. They helped me decide on the personas I would portray on stage. I would be alternating between a hot librarian and a sexy military cadet. We also decided that I would dance at the same time as Blaze.
Once we'd decided on all of that they helped me get ready. They found a new red bikini that would go with my librarian look and a new green one that I would wear with my military costume. Once I'd put the red one on Kitty handed me a black pencil skirt that zipped up the side, a men's white button up, and a pair of five inch black stilettos.
When I was dressed Gigi sat me in front of the mirror and did my makeup, giving me a light dusting of everything before making my lips bright red. She then pulled my hair all back in a loose bun held up by a pencil. The last part of my costume, a pair of black rimmed glasses, were perched on my nose by Siren
I was shocked when I was able to look in the mirror at the whole picture and I even had to admit I looked sexy as hell. The girls whistling and catcalling also let me in on that as well.
When Garrett stuck his head in the door to ask how things were going to go, he gave me the once over and then a thumbs up. I nodded my thanks and watched as Gigi and Siren followed him back out. They were going first and it was five minutes to noon.
It seemed like only seconds passed before Blaze was leading me out of the room. She placed me at the entrance to the stage and then put her hands on my shoulder.
"You ready?" She asked giving me an encouraging smile.
"I think so."
"You've been practicing?"
"Yeah."
"Good. Just breathe, stay with the beat, and try and relax. Don't think about the customers being there. Just dance like you're the only one in the room."
"Okay."
"I chose Maneater by Nelly Furtado for us. When it starts walk up the steps behind you and start dancing as soon as you go through the curtain."
"Alright."
"Breathe Izzy. You're going to be just fine. You can do this."
"I can do this." I said after taking a deep breath and letting it out.
She gave me a smile and a quick hug before making her way down to the other end of the hall.
I was in the middle of letting out another deep breath when our song started. Blaze gave me a thumbs up and I walked up the stairs.
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Jasper
I slammed into my bedroom and threw my shit down on the bed. God I was so pissed off. If Bella's distraction had been caused by anything else, anything else; I would have been fine. We'd have talked about it and figured out a solution. But a guy, a fucking guy, was her reason and I was not going to help her decide on whether or not to ask him out herself. Fuck that.
Of course if I would just man the fuck up and told her how I felt then maybe it wouldn't matter. Oh hell who was I kidding, Bella didn't want me the way I wanted her. If she did she wouldn't be worried about asking out another guy.
I groaned and scrubbed my hands over my face before dropping down on top of my bed. Grabbing my phone up off the nightstand I pulled up Peter's number and hit send.
"Hey man." He said when he answered.
"Hey Pete."
"What's up?"
"Can I come over and study with you tomorrow night?"
"Sure. Em will be here too."
"Thanks man."
"No problem. Bella has to work I assume."
"No." I growled.
"Uh oh. What's going on?"
"We just had an argument. I'll tell you about it tomorrow."
"Alright. Em's been coming over about 4 and we spend a few hours going through everything. We usually just order some pizza or something for dinner."
"I'll be there."
"Cool." He said. I then heard some quite mumbling before he said, "Hey man, Char just got home so I need to go."
"Of course, I'll see you tomorrow."
"See you tomorrow."
I hung the phone up and threw it back onto my nightstand. With a quick glance at the clock I saw it was almost 9 and decided to just go on to bed. Gathering up my books and papers I moved them to the floor and then kicked off my shoes.
A trip to the bathroom followed and I was soon back in bed, where sleep came quickly.
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I made it to Peter's house a little before 4 and parked behind Emmett's Jeep in the driveway.
As I shut my door I heard, "We're back here man."
Glancing up I saw just Peter's head sticking up over his six foot high fence.
Nodding I made my way to the gate and let myself in, following behind him to the back deck. Emmett was sitting at the patio table a beer, his study books, and index cards spread out before him.
"Hey Jazz," He said looking up as Peter and I walked up the steps.
"Hey."
I dropped down into a chair across from him and spread my things out.
"You want a beer?" Peter asked."
"Yeah."
He grabbed both me and him one before he sat down too.
I popped the lid off and took a long pull. Setting it down I pulled my own index cards out from one of the books and started to sort them.
"So not that I'm complaining, but I thought Bella was helping you study." Emmett said drawing my attention to him.
"She was up until a week ago and then this week she has decided to start zoning out every five or ten minutes. We got into a little argument about it last night."
"Something going on at work?"
"That's what she said Friday night. She told me last night that it was some delivery guy that comes in. She apparently likes him and doesn't like he hasn't asked her out. So she's trying to decide if she should just ask him." I said not realizing until the end that my words sounded petulant.
"Why does that piss you...dude do you like Bella?" Peter asked his eyes going wide.
"No." I said and it wasn't a lie. At first, I wasn't going to say anything. I'd never told anyone about my feelings for Bella. It was easier to keep the secret that way, but I finally decided that I needed to talk about it with someone so I said, "However, I am in love with her."
"Holy shit." Emmett and Peter said at the same time, Emmett continued. "How long?"
"Five or six years. Since she was a junior in college."
"Damn Jasper." Peter said shaking his head. "How in the hell do you live with her? How do you watch her go in dates and not say something? How have you gone this long without saying anything?"
I shrugged my shoulders as I answered. "Bella's my best friend; first and foremost, living with her is easy. I've never said anything because doing something that could possibly ruin the friendship we have isn't an option. And watching her go on dates sucks major ass, but I deal with it. If she's happy that's all that matters to me."
Emmett lifted an eyebrow and asked, "If that's the case then why did you get mad at her instead of helping her decide?"
"Because...I...shit...I...fuck just because I deal with it doesn't mean I have to like it."
"Obviously." Peter said smirking.
"Shut up." I said chucking my bottle cap at him and causing him and Emmett to crack up.
I shook my head and opened one of my books, trying to ignore them.
When they saw I wasn't as amused Peter said, "Sorry Jazz."
"It's fine. Can we not talk about it anymore though? I just need to concentrate on passing our exam tomorrow."
They both nodded and opened their own books.
We spent the next four hours going over everything twice, stopping only to order and eat a couple pizzas. By the time Charlotte came home at 9 all three of us were ready to call it a night. We were confident that we'd done all we could and that we would pass.
After making sure we all had the right time and place for our exam I headed home.
When I got to the apartment I found it quiet and dark. My first thought was Bella must have asked the idiot guy because her car was in the parking lot, but then I saw her keys and bag on the coffee table. Going down the hallway I didn't see a light on under her door, but I needed to make sure she was home. I knocked softly and when I didn't get an answer I pushed it open a crack, finding her curled up in a ball and sound asleep.
I stood there for a few more seconds and then pulled her door closed and went to my bedroom. I changed and lay down, letting my thoughts go straight to Bella even though I knew I needed to go to sleep.
I lay there letting my mind go through everything I said last night. I really should have thought before I spoke, but what was done was done. I would need to apologize tomorrow. Bella had been there for me anytime I needed her and the one time she wasn't completely there I'd lashed out. I felt horrible that she'd already gone to bed. Usually she'd wait up for me and me her, but she must have not wanted a repeat of last night. Not that I would have given her one at all, because even though I asked Peter and Emmett to stop talking about it I had thought about what they said and came to a conclusion. If I wasn't going to tell Bella how I felt then I needed to not get upset when she talked about dating someone else. She had no clue where my feelings lay and that was my fault, so if I got mad at anybody it should be at myself.
I groaned and rolled over only to be surprised when I saw that it was already after midnight. Fuck I needed to go to sleep, but my mind was still going. I knew one way to be able to shut it down and relieve some stress, but that thought made me feel guilty. Bella had never been in the house while I did that and thought about her. For some reason that just felt wrong. However, thinking about her at all while doing that didn't seem right either, but what could I do.
If I tried to think of someone else, even someone famous, I'd end up just chaffing the hell out of my dick. Bella was the only one that did it for me and had been the only one since I realized how I felt about her.
I lay there another hour before I gave into the temptation. I really needed to fucking sleep and that was the only way I was going to be able too. Throwing the covers off I made my way into the bathroom and started the shower. I could have stayed in bed, but the now two closed doors and the water raining down would muffle any noise I might not be able to hold in.
As the steam built in the room I pushed my pants down off my hips and then stepped under the warm water. I decided to go ahead and clean myself up so I could sleep a little longer in the morning and quickly washed my hair and the top portion of my body.
When I was finished I poured a dollop of body wash into my hand and immediately gripped the base of my dick. I hissed in relief since I'd grown painfully hard just thinking about what I was going to do.
As I stroked myself a few time I flipped through my many fantasies. None seemed to be just the right one. After a few seconds a new thought came to me and I couldn't help the grin that spread across my face.
Closing my eyes I let my mind go and started sliding my hand up and down my cock.
Bella had been on her date with idiot delivery guy for an hour. I'd been sitting on the couch since she left, thinking about how fucking hot she'd looked. Her hair had been down and floating around her shoulders, just how I liked it. Her makeup had been subtle except for the eyes. Those beautiful brown eyes of hers had stood out like a beacon, lighting the way to her soul. Her dress had wrapped around her like a glove, literally since she said it was called a wrap dress. I didn't care all I knew it was dark blue and set her skin tone off perfectly.
I groaned as my hand swept over the tip of my dick. Maybe I should take Bella shopping and see if we could find her a dress like that.
The door slamming brought my mind from fantasy Bella and straight onto real Bella who was muttering angrily as she jerked her heels off.
"What happened?" I asked standing up quickly and thinking I was going to have to go kick some delivery guy ass.
"Oh my God that had to be the worse date in the history of the world."
"You were only gone an hour."
"And that should tell you how bad it was."
"What happened?" I asked trying not to laugh.
She gave me the evil eye and planted her hands on her hips.
Umph...I thought. Imagining Bella's eyes lit with fire were almost enough to make me shoot my load right then. I picked up the speed of my strokes and got back to my fantasy.
"He drives a moped. I about called the date off there, but I didn't thinking he might be big on the environment. Once I was behind him, holding on, and we were already moving I thought that more because he obviously hadn't taken a bath today after he played some sport that made him sweat buckets. His shirt was even damp. He then pulled into the McDonalds parking lot where he had me buy my own value meal. Then when we went back out to his 'bike' as he called it, he tried to kiss me after eating onions on his hamburger and more than likely not brushing his teeth for a week. And to top it all off he called me ungrateful when I said hell fucking no to going back to his place. Which by the way is his mother's house that she still lives in. He has the basement, totally private. She might have even cooked me breakfast. "
Tears were streaming down my face as I laughed my ass off. I felt bad I really did, but...yeah I can't pull that lie off.I didn't feel bad at all.
"Seriously Jasper," Bella whined. "Why can't I find a decent guy like you?"
That cut my laughter off abruptly. I stood looking at her for only a second before my courage finally bubbled to the surface and I said what I'd wanted to say for years.
"You don't have to find a guy like me Bella. You can just have me."
Now why couldn't I do that in real life? Shaking my head I got rid of that; I could dwell on it later.
"What?" She asked taking a step toward me.
I opened my arms as if to show her all of me and said, "You can have me."
When she didn't say anything in return I started to think I'd messed up and should have kept my mouth shut.
But then she took the last few steps between us and pressed her lips to mine. I hesitated for only a moment before I was kissing her back and wrapping my arms around her waist, to pull her closer to me. Our bodies fit together like a puzzle.
My hands started to roam her back, trying to get her even closer as my tongue swept across her lower lip. She opened to me and I swept into her mouth, exploring and tasting before I let her do the same.
Fuck I wanted that in real life. I groaned and propped one hand against the wall to steady myself as my hand continued to stroke my length.
"Jasper," She gasped as I moved my lips down to her neck. "I want you."
I pulled my head back to search her face. When I found only love and desire shining out at me through her eyes I dropped down on the couch, dragging her with me. Her legs opened to straddle me and her dress rose up to bunch around her upper thighs.
Our lips met again in a more heated kiss as our hands started to roam. Mine moved from her waist, up her sides, and around her back while hers danced along my shoulders and into my hair before moving down to splayed across my naked chest.
I brought my hands around to the tie of her wrap dress, untying first the outside tie and then doing the same with the inside tie. When it gave I broke our kiss so I could watch as the dress opened, showing me her body.
My hand pushed the fabric to the side and my eyes drank in the sight before me. God she was beautiful. My lips went back to her neck and I kissed and licked my way along her collarbone and down along the top edge of her black lace bra.
Her head dropped back on her shoulders as one hand held my head against her.
After a moment she pushed me away and slid from my lap, giving me a small smile to let me know she wasn't going far. My eyes followed every movement she made-shrugging the dress off her shoulders, her fingers unclasped her bra and she let it fall to the floor, and then her fingers hooked in the top of those hot as fuck black lace panties and slid them down her legs.
Her eyes met mine as she rose back up. Giving me another smile she leaned over and pressed her lips to mine. I felt her pull on my pajama pants and I lifted my hips as she pulled them from my body.
When I kicked them to the side she pulled her mouth away, braced her hands on my shoulders, and put a knee on either side of me. I gripped the base of my dick as she kept moving, lining myself up as she lowered her body back down to my lap.
As her body took me in slowly the warmth and tightness sent my eyes rolling back into my head. When she was finally sitting flush against me we both let out a deep groan. She paused for a few seconds before rolling her hips causing another to leave my throat.
My hands found their place on her hips and I lifted her slightly and brought her back down against me. My mouth went back to her chest and I worked my way over to a pert nipple, drawing it deep into my mouth. She hissed and bucked her hips against me. It sent such a shot of pleasure through me that I did it again before moving over to her other breast and doing the same.
We alternated our movements, her hip rolling followed by my lifting and lowering; each time faster than the one before it.
I continued to move back and forth between her breasts, making sure I paid equal attention to both.
My release was drawing close; I could feel the muscles in my stomach tighten and beads of sweat had broken out on my chest.
Bella pulled my head away from her body and crushed her lips to mine as I gripped her hips tightly and my legs to thrust up into her harder.
I brought one hand around and slipped it between us, finding her clit and circling it quickly.
She jerked her head back and gasped, "Yes...so close."
She placed her hands on my shoulders and helped me as I kept up the pace of my thrusts and fingers. I was barely holding my release back, but I needed her to get there and soon.
"Bella...fuck...I need you to cum baby. Cum for me." I panted as I slammed up into her again and pressed my fingers hard against her clit.
Her body started shaking and her leg closed against mine as her walls spasmed around me.
Her head dropped forward onto my shoulder as she cried out my name.
My hand came off the wall and slapped back against it as I plummeted into the depths of my orgasm. My head dropped forward and my knees buckled almost sending me to floor of the shower with the intense pleasure I felt coursing through me. I whispered Bella's name over and over again, my voice ragged with the loss of my breath.
I propped my other hand beside the one already on the wall, letting my breathing return to normal as I watched my release wash itself away.
As soon as I was able to move again I quickly cleaned the rest of myself up. As I turned the shower off I could already feel sleep creeping its way into my brain. Stepping out of the shower I dried off and put my pants back on before going out to my bedroom, dropping straight down on the bed.
With half closed eyes I set my alarm for an extra forty-five minutes and was out like a light seconds later.
The next morning when I came out of the bedroom Bella was in the kitchen. Her eyes met mine and for a moment I had a touch of guilt about what I did last night, but then I saw the wariness on her face and pushed the guilt away so I could apologize for getting so angry at her.
"I'm sorry," We both said at the same time.
The laughter that followed broke the tension and I moved over, pulling her into a hug.
"I really am sorry Jasper." She whispered, holding me just as tight as I was her.
"It's okay Bella and I'm sorry too." She nodded against my shoulder and then stepped back to give me a smile.
"Coffee?" She asked.
I nodded and while she fixed me a cup I grabbed some bread and butter for toast.
"Are you ready?" She asked placing the cup in front of me.
"As I'll ever be." I said handing her her buttered toast.
She nodded and we fell silent as we ate our breakfast.
When I was finished I saw it was time for me to go and I started getting my stuff together.
"When will you know that you passed?"
I smiled catching the that instead of an if and answered, "I don't know hopefully today, but maybe next week sometime."
"I'm going to say good luck even though I know you don't need it."
I shook my head and pulled her into another quick hug, kissing the top of her head as well.
"Thank you Bella."
"Text me when you've finished."
"I will." I said, making my way to the front door.
She followed behind me and after another good luck I left the apartment.
I made it to Ranger headquarters with thirty minutes to go before the test started. After signing in at the front desk I was led back to one of the large briefing rooms and told to have a seat. Two rows of five tables were before me and I took a seat at one of the middle ones on the right side.
As soon as I sat down Peter came in the room, taking the table across from me.
"Hey Jazz," He said sitting down.
"Hey Pete." I said back.
"Everything okay with Bella?"
"Yeah we're good." I said with a smile.
He grinned and nodded his head.
Emmett came in soon after and took the table in front of me, turning to ask about Bella as well. I told him the same as Officers Morrison and Jacobs came in the room. The other five trailed in right after and took their seats.
With five minutes left before the start of the exam a tall man walked in the door with a folder under his arm and a handful of pencils in his hand. He didn't speak as he placed the folder on the podium at the front and opened it up, removing paper from inside.
He started to walk down the middle aisle and as he put a test booklet and two pencils in front of each of us he spoke.
"I am Ranger Monroe and I will be overseeing your examination today. When I tell you to begin you may break the seal on your test booklet and start. You will have three hours to complete the three sections of the exam. The first section is fifty questions on how you would handle a given situation the right way. The second section is one hundred multiply choice questions on Texas law and procedures. The last section will be five essay questions, give detailed explanations.
"There will be no talking. If you have a question raise your hand and I will come to you. If you break both of your pencils raise your hand and I will bring you one. If you finish before your time is up, make sure you look back over your exam and change what you need too. If there is still time raise your hand and I will collect your test. Once the time starts you will not be able to leave until the time ends, doing so will result in an automatic fail.
"Any questions?"
I was about to raise my hand, but Peter beat me to it and asked what I was going too.
"When will we find out if we passed?"
"You will receive a letter in the mail next week. Five of you will receive letters that will congratulate you on making it this far, but unfortunately did not have a high enough score to move on. The other five letters will congratulate you on a job well done and give you the time and date of your oral interview, along with proper attire. Test scores will be broken down by section along with a total score at the bottom of each letter.
"Are there anymore questions?"
No one else had anything to ask, so Ranger Monroe moved back to the front of the room. He fiddled with his watch for a second and then said, "You may begin now."
I pulled my test booklet and broke the seal. Taking a deep breath I picked up my pencil, hunched over my table, and got to work.
The three hours passed quicker than I thought it would. Thankfully I had finished and was just reading over everything when Ranger Monroe said stop.
We waited while he gathered the exams up and with one more reminder on our letters and a good luck gentlemen we were free to go.
Peter, Emmett, and I decided as we walked out of the building to go grab a bite to eat. Before I left the parking lot, I sent a quick text to Bella letting her know I was done and when I would know if I passed. She answered back about half way through our meal, telling me again that I had nothing to worry about.
The three of us separated after we finished eating, promising to call when we heard something either way. Although I didn't really have any doubts that the three of us had anything to worry about. Cocky maybe, but I was confident in my answers and I knew they were too.
When I made it home I lay down to wait on Bella to come in. She woke me up and we enjoyed a night of video games.
I was off on Saturday and after sleeping in I ran a few errands, grocery shopping, paying bills, etc. When Bella came in we went over to dads and had dinner with him and Charlie. They questioned me on the exam and I told them how I felt about it. Bella was kind of quiet, but she said it had been a busy week at work and was just tired, so we stayed only long enough to help clean before going back to the apartment.
On the way home I broached the subject of the delivery guy and was rewarded with the best answer I could have ever gotten, he was married.
We both went to bed as soon as we walked in the front door.
Sunday I worked and when I got home Bella and I went out for lunch and then a late afternoon movie.
Monday started the anxiousness. All through work I wondered when my letter would come. I knew the mail usually ran around 11 and that it would be there when I got home.
As soon as I was parked I rushed to the mailboxes, only to be disappointed when I found it empty. Grumbling I made my way upstairs and unlocked the front door. My nerves shot up as I pushed it open though. Bella was sitting on the sofa, staring at the coffee table and bouncing her leg up and down.
"Thank God," She said as soon as I shut the door.
"What?"
"Your letter came. I've been waiting on pins and needles for you to get here."
I made my way over to the couch and dropped down beside her. I stared at the letter until she picked it up and shoved it at me.
"Open it."
I took the envelope from her and slit the edge, pulling out the paper inside.
My eyes scanned it quickly, reading the words over and over again.
After a few minutes Bella said, "Well?"
"I didn't make it," I whispered, biting the inside of my cheek to keep from grinning.
"What?" She asked her face falling. "How is that possible?"
I handed the letter to her and braced for impact. It didn't take long.
"You asshole." She screeched slapping my arm. "I can't believe you did that."
I laughed and as she went to smack me again I grabbed her arm and pulled her into a hug.
"You should have seen your face." I said laughing harder as I held her to me and she finally joined in with the giddiness I was filling.
When we broke apart Bella was grinning ear to ear. "Congratulations Jasper."
"Thank you Bella." I said.
"You need to call dad and Nathan. They'll want to know."
I nodded and pulled my phone from my pocket. I pulled up dad's number first.
As soon as he answered I said, "97%."
"What...?" He started, but then said, "You got your letter. Congratulations son."
I thanked him and then told him that my oral interview was in about a month. Before we hung up we made plans to meet up for a celebratory dinner that night.
After dad I called Charlie and we had pretty much the same conversation and we would also be seeing him later.
I then called Peter and Emmett. Neither had received their letter yet, but they also said their mail didn't come until later in the afternoon.
Peter called back when Bella and I were on the way to meet up with dad and Charlie. He'd made it as well with 95%. Emmett didn't call until the next afternoon, but like me and Peter he'd also passed with 96%. All three of us also had the same date for our interviews with just the hours different, Peter an hour before me and Emmett an hour before him.
When I got off the phone with him I couldn't help but do a little fist pump. My friends and I were one step away from becoming Rangers. It was a great feeling and the next month couldn't pass quick enough.
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Well what do you guys think? And yes tomorrow chapter will be an epic one and Bella will get caught.
Last regular chapter tomorrow morning and epilogue tomorrow night.