I apologize if this is too short, i was trying to make it longer but I can't keep you all waiting forever!

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Feldt ran down the hall, she had to get out there, she had to stop them from getting to him. Setsuna! The hanger was just ahead! She wouldn't allow them to loose like they had in the past. They had to make it out of this.

She saw it as the hangar door opened, the Gundam stood in all it's glory waiting for her. She rushed to the cockpit, Setsuna was in trouble and she would not let him venture as close to death as he had the last time. She would not let any of them die! As she activated the system in her Gundam it began to launch and she cascaded out to the battlefield where Celestial Being was once again fighting desperately to preserve their lives.

Suddenly the scene faded and she stood at the front door of her home. There was Setsuna standing by the gate his back turned to her. She yelled his name causing him to turn around momentarily as the gate opened. He waved back to her before walking out into the world. She yelled his name again trying to run but her legs wouldn't move. How could she survive in a world without him? He couldn't last out there without someone by his side, could he? She fought the numbness on her body but she no matter how hard she tried she couldn't move.

"I need you!" She yelled along with his name, "I need you! I need you!" He didn't turn around even to glance at her. He was leaving her.

Lightning flashed outside the window momentarily lighting the dark room in which Feldt was in. Her eyes popped open at the moment the lightning struck near the window and she sat up. Another flash shone through the room this one more powerful than the last, dictating the feeling she didn't want to feel. Rain poured and something was being washed away. She looked around fearful as she felt something missing from around her, things weren't right.

She let tears slip from her eyes as the fear of being alone washed over her. She saw a light go on outside her door and she knew that there was only one person that could be out there right now. The door opened a bit as Setsuna peaked in to see if she was awake. When he saw her tears he opened it wider and walked in. As he had done many times in the past he went to give her comfort but in a move he didn't understand Feldt pulled away from him wrapping her arms around herself and let herself cry. She realized that her attachment to him was weakening her and she wanted to be prepared for him to leave like he did in her dream, she could no longer be afraid of being alone. She had lost so many people and now she felt that if she held on to no one she could never feel that pain of loss again.

"Feldt," he said stroking her pink hair and sitting on the bed beside her. He hated seeing her like this, It reminded him too much of her weak state a few months before. She felt a weakness come over her at his touch and as he wrapped his arms around her trembling figure she fought to resist the urge to wrap her arms around him.

"Setsuna," she finally got the courage to speak, "Celestial Being's still out there." He nodded and wondered why she was speaking about that. Neither of them said anything else as he waited for her to explain but didn't press her to.

The next morning Feldt woke up with his hand in hers. She saw that he was sleeping in a chair next to the bed and that his head was laid on the bed next to her head. She stayed still in attempt not to wake him when she realized he probably wasn't comfortable laying like that.

"Setsuna," she said nudging him gently as she sat up. He opened his eyes and looked around, a little bit confused about where he was. She stood up and walked to the window opening it wide as birds chirped and flew by.

"Are you alright?" she looked at him and smiled with a slight hint of sadness to it and with her eyes shining he couldn't help but smile back at her.

"It seems you've asked that a lot," she replied as he stood up, "but all I can do is assure you that I will make it through whatever is thrown at me. I am alright." He walked to her, grabbed both of her hands and looked into her eyes.

"Then trust me," he said giving her a hug. She sighed as she let him hold her in his arms, she wanted so badly to trust him but she had lost so much. Could she let go of the past?

He walked around the yard outside the large house holding the printed pages of valuable information. This changed everything now, he wasn't ready and he knew it but he had to start work immediately. His enemies wouldn't wait and he could no longer wait. The government was making plans to create a force of military that would operate above the law to suppress anti-government actions. This was not the world he had fought for, this was not the world so many had died for and this was not the world Feldt had cried for. They had lost so much already for the sake of a peaceful world but this new action by the government would surely send it back into a time of turmoil.

His thoughts turned to Feldt, she was an incredible girl and she would probably go with him if he asked her to but he didn't want her to have to go back to the fighting, she had seen enough of war and she had lost so much to it, the last thing he wanted was to ask her to risk it all again. But how could he just leave her alone? She was special to him and she had been there when he had no one. Even if it was to protect her, could he really bring himself to go through with his plan? What if he did just forget the world? Maybe things could go on the way they had these past few months. Maybe they could live int he world oblivious of what was going on outside. No, he knew he could never bring himself to forget it all, he had accepted the title of Gundam Miester and he would be sure to do everything that came with it. Loss was part of his life and if he wanted to change the world he would have to accept it.

But Feldt. She had lost so much, he couldn't ask her to risk it all again. She was not like him, she seemed so innocent where he had lost his innocence long ago. No, this was something he wouldn't ask of her because he loved her.

They lay on the grass beneath the stars that night holding hands and smiling that evening. After dinner Feldt had asked Setsuna to walk with her and they had gotten caught up in the beauty of the sky.

"You see that one," Feldt said pointing to a bright star, he nodded, "when I was a little girl and my parents died I used to come out here and talk to the stars when I was lonely." She looked at him.

"How did you join Celestial Being?"he asked her, truly wondering how someone as sweet and innocent as her had joined with the group that wished to change the world.

"My parents were Gundam Miesters," she said surprising him, "I don't know how they died but I believed in everything they did. I joined with Celestial Being to be close to them but I discovered how much I wished for a world of peace. What about you?" Setsuna was silent for a few minutes making Feldt wished she hadn't asked, "you don't have to tell me." She spoke looking back at the stars.

"No," Setsuna stated, "it's just that... I envy you."

"Why?" Feldt asked.

"You don't know how your parents died," he stated, "I do." She looked back at him and saw a sadness in his eyes greater than anything she had ever seen. His expressions were always so blank and recently she had seen his smiles but she had never seen him sad. She didn't press for anymore answers from him she just wrapped her arms around him.

"I killed them," he said suddenly shocking Feldt, she didn't expect for him to say anything more and that was the last thing she expected to hear him say. She didn't want him to feel like he had to tell her everything.

"You don't have to tell me," she said.

"Yes I do," he breathed in, "you told me your past now I'll tell you mine. Soran Ebrahim, that was my name. I was a child solider in the KPSA, I believed in god once but after it all was over I changed. As I saw that this world was without any divine help I sought to change the world, to atone for my past and to become someone more than Soran Ebrahim. Taking on the name Setsuna F Seiei I fought with my Gundam to change the world and now it's slipping back into the pit we worked so hard to drag it out of." Feldt tightened her grip around him as tears flowed out of her eyes.

"Setsuna," she said, "I don't know the pain you must feel every time you think about it but I do know the need you feel to change it all." She looked up at his eyes and saw that they had tears in them, for the first time he had opened up to someone and sought comfort. She gave it to him. He knew that most people would have turned away but she didn't; she deserved so much better than him. She deserved someone who really knew how to love, someone who wasn't bound to the world as he was and his belief that asking her to return to the battlefield with him would be wrong was strengthened as he saw the goodness in her heart. She deserved a life of peace.

It's not going to progress exactly how you expect it too until Season 2 comes along. I think I'm going to stick really close to the cannon plotline, just changing a few things here and there with Feldt, Setsuna and a few other characters.

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-WintersChill