Thanks again for all your comments, greatly appreciated, however I'm struggling on how people can not understand how this is fiction, if anyone wants to write that I'm way off base, let this be your reply, it is my interpretation of what I would like to see, FAN FICTION! Thanks everyone else and I hope you can enjoy..

"I can't wait till your my wife"

An hour later they were just laying in the bed, him half sitting up and she leaning against his chest, he was gently moving his fingers up and down her arm.

"Sam, when did you know I was the one?"

He looked down at her smiling

"Haven't we been through this before?"

"Yeah but I wanna hear it again, this time I wanna know everything"

He had told her many times before but he couldn't deny her anything, she's the reason he was as open as he was, he didn't wanna hide anything from her, and anyway he loved the story of how their relationship grew to this day .

He gently kissed her

"Well, the day you tackled me in the alley and tried to kiss me"

"Seriously, not gonna let me live it down are you, and for the record I never tried to kiss you!"

"Yeah ok, if you say so... Well I knew you liked me because you felt my butt"

He started to laugh

"Hey, as much as you have a nice butt, that wasn't what I was doing"

"You wanna hear the rest?"

"Yeah ok I'll be quiet"

"Well remember when you came into the the men's locker"

"After your little outburst in Boykos office, yeah.."

"I couldn't believe that you just stood there talking to me while I was undressing, not even embarrassed or anything, well when you left and I was in the shower, I couldn't get how brazen you were, and I was shocked at myself for carrying on in front of you, the fact I wasn't bothered you were there. I guess I knew there was something about you, but I couldn't put my finger on it"

"Oh... This is news"

" then when I was at Anton hills bar and you came in with the hard drive especially after I told you I coloured outside the lines, and I didn't want you to get in trouble, when you arrived I was amazed that you had my back, especially after the way I spoke to you"

"Yeah I felt like an errant child the first few shifts with you"

He bent down and kissed her

"Yeah sorry about that, I should have really been mad with Oliver and Jerry but I took it out on you because I thought you were trying to be a goody two shoes when you arrested me"

"Yeah I was kinda happy with myself, first shift an all, that was until we got back and Jerry made you"

" after I sent Emily away and I left the penny and you followed me, I wanted to kiss you right there in the parking lot.."

"Yeah you were all kiss me kiss me that time" she grabbed his chin and pulled him down for a kiss..

"Yeah ok, I was shocked when you told me no because I was your TO, I really thought you liked me, well I didn't really think more about us until the night of the blackout, all I wanted to do was protect you after what had happened, it scared me. then when you turned up at my door, I was so happy, the next day when I came to work, I had brought you a coffee and then Callaghan told me he needed you to finish early because he wanted to take you to the cabin and then I found out it was your idea, I got angry and that's why I was soo short with you"

" and that was the reason you went all psycho On Luke in that training session.

Well you know the night at the penny I soo wanted to kiss you, I was just worried about my job, as for the blackout if the lights hadn't come back on I would have slept with you, I decided about the cabin, because my feelings for you they scared me, and Luke was safe and kind and warm but yet I always found myself thinking about you"

" well then after our first undercover aassignment, my feeling developed more so when you got shot, my life flashed before me, so many things I wanted to do with you in the future , I soo wanted to tell you how I felt, but I was scared you would reject me, so then a couple of weeks later you get engaged to Luke, I knew I had lost my chance, imagine my surprise when he slept with Jo and you looked to me for support, and opened up to me, but I didn't know how to open up to you in way you didn't think I was taking advantage,I badly wanted to just give you a hug, I never opened up to anyone, but I was angry on that case with the girl that was attacked in her home only after you still believed in Luke after what he had done to you.

"Yeah I remember you had a hissy fit, threw your hotdog in the bin and walked off"

"Ok, yeah well can you blame me?"

"Well actually, Luke was right, but I know you were looking out for me"

" I guess I thought I had a chance, you were leaning on me more, confiding in me, I had to do something for you which is why, remember after we caught the blue guy?"

"Yeah, you done a little sparring with me"

"Well yeah I guess I wanted you to let off steam, I didn't wanna jump straight in incase you thought I was taking advantage of you"

" yeah I was pretty pissed at Luke, but on some level was relieved because I knew I loved you, I wanted you, I just didn't wanna make the first move"

"Damn, If I knew that we could have avoided the whole undercover debacle and then marlo wouldn't have been in our lives and I would have made you my wife a long time ago"

"Well actually the fact you dumped me in a car lot was the reason our relationship ended the first time"

"Like I said before, not my finest moment"

"No"

"Anyway when we were searching for that kid that got kidnapped and I had left you with that woman and I heard the car blow up, I never felt more scared again for the second time that year, i made Diaz, Epstein and Oliver practically run back, then when we had that moment, I felt I didn't wanna make the first move and you sort of backed off so I was too scared to go for it and thought that it was an in the moment situation, so when boyd called me and told me I had to go UC sooner than later, as I just thought you weren't interested in me and I went"

"Yeah and I was at that woman's house feeding her cat when I realised I wanted us, I'd never been more sure in my life"

"Oh so that's why you were so 'take me home' in front of Jamie Brennan"

"Yeh I guessed I would be spontaneous, the only thing I regret is that we both got in trouble"

"Well that was boyds fault, giving me a dodgy cover Brennan never made you, so if Boyd hadn't screwed me over, no one would have ever known about the undercover stuff, the fact I couldn't keep away from you scared me, the way you made me feel, we were in our own little bubble, jd and candice, but you were still andy, even if it was stupid, I'd admired you for the way you handled yourself when you recognised me and then the risk you took just to be with me, the worse bit was after when you left on vacation, I couldn't understand why you were leaving us because someone in a white shirt told you too"

"You know how happy I was to see you at the airport, I thought about you everyday"

"When you text to tell me your tribunal was at 4, I made sure I was riding on my own so I could come pick you up. For the next few months, my life was perfect, I had the girl of my dreams finally, we had what I had pictured for soo long, I wanted more but then Jerry died and I blamed myself, and pushed you away when I actually needed you more than anything, but I never had to rely on anyone for anything so asking for help or letting you in, I saw as weakness. I blamed my self for jerrys death.."

"It wasn't your fault Sam" she gently rubs up and down his side

"I know that now, but then i was consumed by guilt and emotion, I felt bad because I didn't go with Jerry, i was angry with myself because that could have been you."

"Sam..."

"It's ok mcnally, I'm ok now, let me finish my story" he said as he twiddled with her hair

"Ok..."

"So immediately after I broke up with you, I instantly regretted it, that's why I kept tryna make small talk with you. Then you were holding that grenade, I thought I needed to tell you I loved you, you had already told me, yeah I know the timing was awful but I needed to tell you, I actually thought you would take it better, but then when I promised you all them things, I thought I was gonna get you back, I even offered words of wisdom to Oliver"

"Wait you gave someone words of wisdom..." She sticks her tongue out

"Yeah fat chance they did, for me or him, when after waiting 1 hour in the penny and you didn't turn up, I realised I had totally screwed up, but I blamed you to Make myself feel better, kept telling myself you had walked away from us again, it never occurred to me that you had gone undercover, until maybe 1 week later, I first thought maybe you took some time off, then I realised Collins wasn't there either so

I put 2 and 2 together, I was more angry because you hadn't even told me you wanted to go undercover, so I got kinda mad about that"

"Is that why you started dating marlo"

"I didn't really know why, but I know I should have broke it off as soon you came back, which wasn't fair to her, but I was in love with you I had been all that time, i guess I stayed with her because I was too scared that we wouldn't work again, and you would reject me, it was at frank and noelle's wedding when you walked in I just thought, I need you back in my life, I couldn't shake you out of my mind for 9 months, every time I closed my eyes i thought of you, every time I saw you I had a hole in my heart, so when I was at Oliver's cabin, me and him were talking and he kinda got me to admit that I needed you, that we were perfect, and that I wanted kids, a future, park on Sunday's with you, and now I'm About to have all of that"

"Oliver was always our biggest supporter"

"Then when you helped me with the whole marlo- Kevin ford fiasco, I needed you back, I couldn't believe you had my back and I knew you were an amazing woman, then I saw you with Nick and I knew he was probably right for you, but I still pined for you, so I guess me getting shot is the reason we are here discussing this, because you would have never told me you loved me and now here we are days away from joining together in holy matrimony and in about 6 months 2 lil swareks will be joining the family"

He had the biggest smile plastered on his face and it was contagious, she shot one back at him and hugged him a little closer.

"I would have told you eventually, I loved Nick, but it was never a question about who I loved more, it was always you, but you had marlo so I just got comfortable in the situation I was in"

"Well like I said in glad I got shot in a sick way, as I wouldn't be sitting with you, it would probably be you and nick having this run down memory lane"

"Sam, me and nick don't have that much history and I'm pretty sure eventually I would have realised my feelings for you were stronger, and that I needed you"

"McNally, I'm glad it's sooner rather than later"

"That's enough now Mr, you have me, here I am, days away from marrying my soul mate soon to be Mrs swarek, I think I will keep my name at work, could get confusing otherwise"

Sam bit the inside of his cheek, he didn't care, as long as they were together, he really didn't care what name she used.

They both leaned towards each other and kissed,

"Cmon we need to get sleep"

The next couple of days came and went, both getting excited, actually Sam was more excited which Andy found joyous.

The Friday before the wedding, they met each other by the lounge and entered into a long lingering kiss,

"Cmon Andy, plenty of time for that tomorrow night " Tracy said

"And you sammy" Oliver said

Both friends pulled then away from each other.. They both looked behind at each other and mouthed. "I love you"

Tomorrow was the day they had both waited so long for

"There wedding day "