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A/N: I'm legal today! : D. Whoo-hoo. Oh and Happy Earth Day ^^ lol. Plant a tree! Once again, Whoo-hoo! I hope you guys like this chapter V_V; (sighs) I wish I changed the title when I had the chance -__-;
Chapter 6: Feelings
"Do not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions." -Anais Nin
As soon as I entered the mansion, I looked for Blue. She was no where to be found, she was definitly avoiding me. Maybe I hurt her badly by trying to kiss her... maybe I shouldn't feel this way about her. But I knew it was all too late. It was good and done.. I loved her and nothing could make me change the way I felt. I knew I had promised Blue that I would never love her, but I cannot help it. I think I even loved her when I made that promise to her.
There is no helping it now.
I can't keep that promise.
I searched frantically for Blue. No matter which room I went to, I could not find her. I ran the halls without caring what the staff thought. I ignored each and every look the staff gave me. When I was at the end of my wits I shouted in the hallways loudly, "BLUE! WHERE ARE YOU!?! I NEED-"
"-I do not know where Blue is, but if you need anything I could give you a hand, master Green," A voice interrupted.
I turned around to face a maid that I have never seen before. She wore a calm expression even though I had just shouted on the top of my lungs. I sighed and finally responded,
"No ma'am... I'll be fine. I will be heading to my room now so if you see Blue, will you send her up to my room? I need a word or two with her."
The maid nodded and smiled. "Of course Master Green, I'll do as you've said. I'll be on the lookout for Blue."
I flashed a thankful smile and quickly walked to my room.
Where could Blue possibly be? I checked her room and every place she said she usually goes to...
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(The Next Day)
I was called down to the dining room by the maid that had appeared before me yesterday. It seems she had still yet to find Blue... I waited until midnight for Blue's arrival. She was no where to be found.
There was no way that she could've possibly left the mansion... could she? No. Blue said herself that she needed the job, I was positive she was just hiding from me somewhere in the mansion.
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It was noon when I first heard from Blue. I was up in my room reading a book when suddenly the door slammed open. I turned my head quickly to the door and saw who I've been trying to find since yesterday. I stood up in shock.
"Bl-" I started.
"The Berlitz's are here and they want you downstairs ASAP!" Blue said not even batting an eyelash towards my direction.
"Wait, Blue!" I reached out in attempt to stop Blue from running.
Blue quickly disappeared from my doorway. I ran to the hallway only to see she had already left.
I groaned in grief. I didn't have a chance to say anything before she took off. I finally picked myself and up and headed downstairs to meet with the Berlitz's
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I walked into the bright room with a hard face. I saw the whole family there... The Lady and Gentleman... Gramps sitting across from them with Platina by his side. They turned to my direction and all of their faces brightened.
"Ah! Green! There you are! Are you feeling better now Green?" asked the overly-excited Lady.
"Yes, I am fine now... thanks to the staff, they've treated me well, especially Bl-" I stopped at the sight of Gramp's face.
I shut my mouth and faked a smile towards his direction to try and calm his suspicious attitude down.
"So Green, let me just tell you how great the trip was," Platina said gleefully.
"Go on," I managed to mutter, even though the only thing on my mind was Blue.
"The skiing was absolutely amazing! The snow was just perfect~ We had so much fun! We also went shopping at the local boutique and found the cutest jacket for you, see!" Platina raved while showing me a dark green jacket with the initials G.O imprinted on the front pocket.
"We had a tailor put your initials on it! Platina has the same jacket with the P.O on it ~ See! Platina OAK!!" The lady laughed.
She held up a long jacket that was reddish pink with two large white buttons on every row. I was speechless... I was planning on canceling the marriage but... I looked over to my Gramps and he had a stern look on his face. Like he knew what I felt; like he knew what went on between me and Blue yesterday. I couldn't find any words to say so I just stood there like an idiot.
"Well that reminds me, Green we have guests tomorrow. We will be throwing a party at the mansion. Our friends and family wish to meet you! They wanted to see you and Platina together," The Gentleman spoke up.
"...A party? Why so sudden?" I asked.
"It's actually not sudden... we never got around telling you Green," Gramps added.
I sat down next to Platina. I didn't know what to do, I was so confused. Everything we were conversing so far was all just a big blur... the only thing I had my mind on was Blue. The only thing that managed to break me free of my trance were these very words.
"Green, we decided to move the date of the marriage to November 22nd," said the Gentleman.
I quickly jerked my head towards his direction.
"That's in four days!" I sort of shouted.
"Yeah, same as your birthday!" Platina giggled, "we thought it would fit well, and the marriage was too far away."
My mind was completely blank.
"Speaking of the marriage, the people that are coming tomorrow want to see some action between you two.. like...oh... I don't know, a kiss?" The Lady grinned ear-to-ear.
I stood up suddenly in shock. They wanted to see Platina and me... kiss?
"...I want you two together at all times during the party, Green," Gramps voiced while still wearing the same stern, unmoving face.
I was a wreck at this point. Why was I feeling so dizzy at the thought of marrying Platina? Not too long ago I remember that I just wanted it to get done and over with but now, I couldn't even picture us married. Imaging myself at the alter and watching my bride come down the aisle as I look in awe... smiling at my bride and lifting her veil. The person who I see after that is NOT Platina, the only one who I can imagine myself with is-
"He's right, Green! I want to be with you! I really like you," Platina looked at me with sparkling eyes.
I couldn't believe my ears-Platina wanted to marry me? She actually liked me? I only got so far as to open my mouth before the Lady perked up.
"Oh ho ho! Platina dear! I love you so much! Good girl!~~~ Now, now, go on, Green and you should kiss~!" the Lady more like commanded than suggested.
I turned to the Lady and gave her the most ambiguous look, telling from her facial expression. All of the sudden, I could feel two hands grab my face and turn me towards Platina's direction. She stared back at me with sparkling silvery-white eyes. She leaned in quickly and kissed me. My eyes stayed open from shock. All I could feel were Platina's small lips on mine... the feeling that...
there was something wrong. Ridiculously wrong. It shouldn't be like this.
I quickly pushed Platina off and me, making everyone in the room gasp. Platina gave me a surprised look. I looked down at my hands that pushed Platina and suddenly felt myself running away from the silence-filled room.
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(Professor Oak's POV)
I gawked at the sight of Green pushing Platina away from him. Not soon after this he ran off. Silence filled the room for a good minute until Platina spoke up.
"I...will be in my quarters. Please call me if needed,"
Her face did not show hurt. She just looked quite shocked. She got up quickly and left in a hurry. I felt enraged at the thought of Green. How could he ruin the mood like this?!?! It had to be that cursed "Blue". She did something to Green over the past two days that made him look this way. Ever since he first entered the room I could see that he was saying one thing but in this head he had something else on his mind.
I knew Green better than anyone and I could see that he was confused. He was confused, possibly by his own feelings or Blue's. Either way I knew I had to do something about it, for the sake of the marriage. I had to meet Blue myself and talk to her.
"Excuse me Lady Berlitz... do you happen to know where Blue is?" I asked.
"Should be in the kitchen cleaning up; why do you ask?" The Lady shot me a confused look.
I mentally slapped my forehead at the Berlitz's obliviousness. How could they not notice what was happening between my grandson and Blue?!
"No reason, I need to have a chat with her," I responded.
After saying that, I headed to the kitchen, ready to give Blue a piece of my mind.
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I could hear the sound of water coming from the faucet. I opened the doors softly and peeked inside. Blue was inside filling a bucket of water; apparently getting ready to clean. I opened the doors quietly and slowly walked up to the unsuspecting Blue. Finally as I was just behind her I managed to say, "Are you busy, Blue?"
She straightened out at the sound of my voice. She turned around quickly and wore a shocked expression.
"M-Master Oak? What may I help you with?" She said.
I gave her a stern look and finally said, "We need to have a talk."
She gave me a guilty look, "What about, sir?"
I sighed.
"I've seemed to notice Green strange behavior ever since our arrival.... may I ask you... just what occurred between my grandson and you during our short trip?"
Surprisingly, she looked sad at just my mention of Green. "I just took care of him, master. Nothing happened..."
"That's obviously a bluff!" I suddenly yelled, "Tell me exactly what you did to my grandson! You probably tempted him, didn't you?!"
She looked shaken at my sudden outburst.
"..Sir...There was not-"
"LIES! You and Green are both liars! I'll have you know that you will not become an obstacle for Platina and Green's wedding! I absolutely forbid you to see Green from now on! I want a new maid in charge of Green! If I ever catch you and Green together, I'll have you fired!"
Blue looked at me with tears in her eyes. Did I just make her cry? Why did it feel that I was missing something? Why did it seem that maybe I was wrong about Blue, maybe she wasn't just trying to get Green's attention for wealth? I was just about apologize when Blue suddenly said,
"Y-Yes sir! I agree to that! I will do as you have said! Just please... leave me alone for a while. I need to finish cleaning..." Blue said while looking down at the floor. She was bowing to me.
I didn't understand why I felt so guilty to this point... like I was the villain.
Like I was definitely missing something.
Nevertheless, I managed to ignore these feelings of guilt and left the kitchen in a hurry.
(END OAK'S POV)
I was pacing back in forth. I couldn't stop thinking of Blue. I just wanted to be with her. I even pushed Platina away- this was bad. I could feel myself starting to doubt the idea that Platina and I were marrying in four days. I just couldn't bear the thought of losing Blue so suddenly. But one crucial factor managed to tame me away from my desire to just run around the house like a madman, looking for Blue- Didn't I meet her just a few days ago? Why did I .... fall for her so quickly? I couldn't stay in my room for very long until I ventured out to find Blue.
I needed to talk to her. As soon as possible.
In the hallways, I passed by the Lady. I couldn't just ignore her so I asked, "Have you seen Blue?"
"Blue? Why is everyone looking for her today... she should be in the kitchen."
Before she could say another word, I took off.
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I was just outside the kitchen. I put my hand on the door. I hesitated for just a moment and then swung the doors open. I cautiously walked into the kitchen, acting like there was a minefield in there. I was a nervous wreak.
What would Blue say? What would she think? I slowly made my way to the brunette whose entire focus was on the shininess of the marble floor. As I got closer and closer to Blue, my hands started to sweat. I gulped as I walked through the bright kitchen. I stopped behind Blue and finally built up the courage to face her.
"Blue..."
She ignored me and continued on diligently. What was this girl thinking? How could she just ignore me like that? I tried again.
"Blue."
No answer. Now I was getting angry; I knew for a fact she could hear me clearly. I furrowed my eyebrows and glared at her.
"Blue, look. I know what happened yesterday was... awkward. But, I've got to tell you something."
I felt like I had a ton of bricks set on my shoulders. My hands got sweatier and my throat started to swell up. My brain kept on asking me questions like; "What would she think?" "What if she didn't feel the same?". But I knew that this was it; I had to tell her.
"I've realized that...I... like you... even though you told me not to! But... I think you might feel the same way so..."
"What do you know!"
She yelled at me still facing the opposite way. I was shocked actually. I didn't have the voice to say anything back for about a good ten seconds. That's when I heard a soft sob coming from her.
"Blue... are you ok?"
"I'm FINE!"
I didn't take that to heart. I quickly spun her around and saw something I didn't expect. Blue was crying. Her eyes were like sparkling crystals pouring out incredibly painful tears. My heart froze and then I felt it sink. Her crying affected me more than anything I've ever felt. I felt like I, myself, was in pain. I felt like a thousand knives shot through my chest. I could only think this, "did I say something wrong?"
"Blue.... why are you crying? I'm sorry... if I hurt you in any way..." I softly whispered.
"G-Green... no...that's not it...," She sobbed on, "I-I can't let you like me like that! I can't! I CAN'T! I'm so stupid for liking you, we are forbidden! Can't you see that Green?! You are engaged and I am nothing but a peasant! We belong in two different worlds... there's no room in the world for us! I-"
"BLUE! DON'T SAY THAT!" I shouted back at her, "I LOVE YOU! I CAN'T CHANGE THAT!"
"NO! D-DON'T... don't say that Green.. I have.... to g-go,"
I grabbed her arm before she could make a step towards the door. She stopped and lowered her head.
"Green... it's more complicated than you think-"
"You are making it complicated! I can call off the engagement! Platina can meet a different groom, a more famous and richer groom! We can be together- if you want it!"
Blue trembled in my grasp. She slowly turned to face me.
"That...that is one of my wishes... however, it cannot be. You have better women than me that are willing to do anything for you. I'm a selfish girl, Green, and I don't deserve you. S-so don't... please don't. Like I've said... it's more complicated than you think..."
"But.... you said. You share my feelings. Isn't that enough?"
"I-I......really do love you Green.. But... we are not destined for each other... Because... we are in two separate worlds."
She shook off my hand and started to walk to the door. I ran up in front of her, grabbed her face with my hands and passionately kissed her. Her shocked face slowly dissipated as she returned my kiss. We intimately kissed for the longest time, yet it felt so short. I didn't want to let go. Finally, she pulled away and looked straight into my eyes, with her quivering sapphire orbs, then ran out of the kitchen.
"..........Blue...."
END of CHAPTER 6.
Next chapter: Revelation ~ NOW.
XD I just had to do that.