Dear Diary,

Ashley wasn't at work today which I thought was strange. She's always here waiting for me. I'm about to go home. I can't wait to see Gerard. I wanna take him out to dinner tonight for a date. He's so perfect. God I love him so much. Later Diary

-real life-
Frank goes home and walks through his door.

"Gerard honey? I'm home! Gee?"

He walks through the bedroom door to see Gerard lying face down.

"Are you taking a nap baby?"

He turns Gerard over to find stab wounds and fresh cuts on his legs, arms and all over his body.

"Oh GOD! GEE! Baby wake up! Please don't do this to me!"

Frank calls an ambulance which arrives quickly. They go to the hospital where Frank waits for Gerard to wake up. He's alive just sleeping from blood loss. Frank calls Mikey.

"Mikey? It's Frank. I need you to come down to the hospital. Gerard's hurt."

"What happened?!"

"I don't know. I got home from work and he was ly-lying face down covered in b-bl-blood."

"I'll be right there."

Frank walks to Gerard's bed and sits down. He takes Gee's hand and says,"You'll be okay baby. I promise."

Dear Diary,

Mikey's in Gerard's room. He offered to wait with him while I go get clothes and stuff for Gerard. I'm also changing our sheets. I grabbed you as well diary. I'm so scared. What if Gerard doesn't make it? I don't think I could survive. I'm gonna go back to the hospital now. I wanna be there when he wakes up.

-real life-
Frank goes back to the hospital. Outside of Gerard's room is Mikey.

"Is he awake yet Mikey?"

"Yes. And he told me everything! How could you do that to my brother?!"

"Do what? What did I do?"

"Sleeping with some other girl for three months? How about that? He thought you loved him. Gerard does not need this again!"

"WHAT? I haven't been with anyone but Gerard! I do love him!"

"Try telling him that! He has proof you cheated on him!"

"I'm going in there."
Frank goes in to Gerard's room, where Gerard is crying.

"Get out! I don't wanna ever see you again! I HATE YOU! GET OUT!"

"I never cheated on you. Just listen to me! Please?"

"You have one minute before I ask Mikey to throw you out."

"I don't know who would tell you that I was cheating on you but I wasn't and I wouldn't ever! I love YOU Gerard. Not some girl. I don't even like girls. I'm gay. Even so, the only person I've ever loved this way is you."

"Ashley."

"What?"

"Her name was Ashley. She said she was your coworker."

"FUCK MY LIFE! Gerard, that's the girl that's been after me since I started working there. I kept telling her that I'm gay and that you were my boyfriend but she never listened."

"I'm not your boyfriend?"

"Well I mean, you hate me so I figured that meant you wanted break up with me."

"No. I don't."

"I'm so so so sorry that she did that to you Gee. I love you."

"I-I love you too."

"I'm so glad."

"I just. I've been through this before and I was so scared that it was happening again."
They were both crying in each others arms.

"Do you wanna tell me about it baby?"

"O-okay. It was my exboyfriend Bert. He was the first person I've ever dated. He asked me out and it was normal. I wasn't like this. I was strong and I was happier and less childlike I guess. Well after a week, he started hitting me. Then he started giving me drugs. Then he raped me and I found out that he asked me out on a dare and he was using me the whole time. I almost died. I took every drug he gave me at one time and drank all the alchohol me and Mikey had. Then I met you and I got better."

"Oh god."

"I kn-know I'm tainted and ugly now but pl-please don't leave me!"

"Gerard honey calm down. I'l not going to leave you. I meant it when I said I love you. Besides, your not tainted or ugly. Your so strong and brave for surviving that. Your beautiful and so perfect and I love you so much."

"I-I love you too."

"Just sleep sugar. Then we can go home."

"Stay with me? I don't want you to leave."

"Of course love. I'm not going anywhere."

[yeah yeah, I know I'm a bitch for putting Gee through that but he needed it for his character. besides I can't stand Bert Mc fucking Cracken. Sorry any Used fans but damn, I almost hate him as much as Dallon and everyone knows i hate the bitch.]