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Margaret dragged Eileen into her apartment. She urged her to sit down and shut the door. Eileen knew this had to do with Mordecai. Obviously she hadn't believed him. Eileen asked if everything was alright and then that's when Margaret explained everything. Since the day her and Mordecai started dating until now. She told her, her worries and what she didn't want to believe but knew was true or at least partly true.

Eileen stayed silent for a few moments after Margaret was finished. She cocked her head to the side and gave her a weird expression. Margaret gave her a confused look and then finally asked "So what do you think I should do?". Eileen took a deep breath-taking everything in before telling her friend anything she thought.

"Why don't you just tell him?" Eileen finally managed to say.

"What do you mean? Tell him what?" Margaret said unknowingly.

"Tell him how you feel."

" Oh, so you're saying I should just go up to him and say ' Mordecai well I think your like going out with this one girl and I don't want you to see her anymore'." she said giving Eileen a disapproving look.

"Look I know that I don't have the most experience in these kinds of stuff but telling him the truth is all that's going to work right now."

"Well, I guess your right but what if..."

"Just tell him." Eileen said interrupting Margaret.

"Fine, I'll go talk to him right now."

After a while Mordecai returned to the living room deciding to play some video games with Rigby. It did help him keep his mind off of things for a while but then Rigby asked him an unexpected question.

"So why didn't you tell her the truth?" he asked while still keeping his eyes on the screen.

"Huh? I don't know what you're talking about?" Mordecai said avoiding the subject.

"Right." Rigby said rolling his eyes.

"So that's it, you're not going to whine about it or keep pushing it." Mordecai said after the game ended.

"Actually no, I'm not." Rigby said convincingly.

"You're just gonna leave it at that." Mordecai said in disbelief.

"Yep. See ya later dude I'll be up in the room if you need me." He finished.

'I don't believe it.' Mordecai said to himself before he started another round of the game.

He had played for no more than an hour when he heard a knock on the door. He got up from the couch lazily and headed towards the door. He opened the door and was surprised to see Margaret standing there. Lacking any sort of logic at the moment he shut the door on her. Once he had realized what he had done, he opened the door, to a much more annoyed Margaret and let her in.

"Sit down." he said gesturing for her to sit down.

"Sure." she said clearly still irritated.

"Yeah I'm sorry about that I just didn't expect to see you and I-"

"I didn't come here to talk about that." She said cutting him off.

"Oh... Right. Why did you come?"

"Mordecai, tell me the truth. Are you seeing another girl?" Margaret said.

"Well, yes. I told you though. Right?" he said nervously.

"Yes, but I didn't mean it in that way. I meant...As in...like dating." she finally said.

"No." he said firmly.

"You're not lying right?" she asked still unsure.

"Of course not." he said, having to think about it this time.

"Okay that's all I needed to know." she said confidently, while reaching out for a hug.

"Why do you ask?" Mordecai asked suddenly pulling away from their embrace.

"I just needed to know. Bye Mordecai." she said, leaving before he could say anything.

Mordecai didn't chase after her, he was to busy thinking about everything else in the conversation. Why did he have to stop and think about certain stuff? He just wanted everything to be like it was before, before he found CJ again. What is it about her that made him think twice about his relationship with Margaret? He didn't know the answers to any of these questions but he knew he had to find out before his relationship with Margaret got any worse.

Mordecai heard the phone ring just before he was about to go up to sleep. It was an unknown number but he quickly realized it was CJ. He debated on whether or not to pick up the phone, but eventually he found himself answering and then it was too late.

"CJ?" Mordecai answered.

"Mordecai, hey sorry for calling this late but I forgot to tell you if maybe you could come to my birthday party this weekend." CJ said nervously, biting her lip when she finished.

"Umm...I'm not sure." Mordecai unenthusiastically

"Oh, well, its okay, you probably have a lot of work to do anyways." she said sadly.

"It's not that it's just..." his voice trailed off.

"Your girlfriend." she finished for him.

"Well yes and no. I mean, well I don't know what I mean. I'm just really confused right now and I can't give you a straight answer. I hope you can understand that."

"I should have known..." she muttered under her breath," Well let me know when you're not in a situation where your jealous girlfriend doesn't even let you hang out with your friends." She said before hanging up.

Before Mordecai could say anything the call was cut off. He obviously knew she was hurt but she didn't have to react that way. The only thing he felt right now was confusion. Although CJ did manage to make him feel bad, he didn't appreciate what she had said about Margaret. Margaret didn't have any reason to be jealous and even if she did she would come tell him what was wrong. At least that's what he thought.

CJ still had her phone in her hands and she was sitting on the floor, her head on her knees.'Why did I do that?' she thought, 'Now he's gonna think I hate him and his girlfriend'. She thought about calling him back to apologize but decided against it was late after all and she didn't want to bother him. She headed towards her room thinking about him.

Why did she have to come back if she knew she would eventually find him and then eventually end up falling for him again?Why? She didn't understand herself. She knew Mordecai didn't like her and that he was deeply in love with Margaret then why did she keep trying ? Why did she feel as if she had a chance? She drifted off into a deep sleep with all the questions running through her head. And she had an unexpected dream.

"Cloudy Jane, You know better." she heard a voice that sounded familiar.

"Mom?" CJ said almost in tears.

"Oh sweetie, that boy doesn't deserve you." her mother said bringing her in for a hug.

"But I like him so much mom. He's the only one I've ever loved." she said with tears slipping down her face.

"If you love him, then prove it to him the right way. Tell him how you feel. Fight for him." her mom told her.

"I miss your advice so much, I miss everything about you mom."

" I do too. Just remember I love you and don't go down that path again darling."

"I wont I promise mom. I'll take your advice I'll do everything the right way."

"I know you will." she said giving a warm smile before disappearing.

CJ woke up searching everywhere looking to see if there was any trace of her mom. She knew it was impossible, her mother was dead and, unfortunately, no one could change that. She looked over at her clock it was 3 am . Knowing if she didn't do something she wouldn't go back to sleep, she went to the living room to get a glass of milk to drink. Once she was finished she decided to head back to her room and at least try to get some rest. Eventually she did but turns out she dosed off into another dream a more horrific dream or maybe more like a memory.

"I hate you!" she yelled.

"You know that's not true babe!" the boy said with a smirk.

"Don't call me that!" she said in fury, losing control.

"You know you love it." the boy said laughing.

"I trusted you!"

"You still do. Now come back here and we'll kiss it all away."

"You're an idiot if you think I'm actually going back into your arms!" she said turning around to leave.

"You ain't going anywhere, honey." he said grabbing her from her waist and pulling her towards him.

"Let me go!" she said angrily.

"You know that's not going to happen." he whispered in her ear.

"Im leaving you and never coming back! So can you just let go!" she screamed.

"Fine but don't come back crying to me when I tell them what you did, You little whore." he said.

CJ's eyes shot wide open, cold sweat was covering her entire body. It was a nightmare alright but a nightmare that was actually reality. In her dream she never saw his face it was a blur everything happened so quickly. She knew damn right who it was though and she never thought she would experience anything having to do with him ever again. She didn't know why she was having these dreams all of sudden but they had to be connected in some way, she just needed to figure out how.