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"Shhh, its okay baby" Edward whispered as I dry sobbed into his chest, this was the saddest I have ever been with Edward.

"No,n-no it's not" "I will maybe see him a few times then I will never see him again" I didn't know if I was mad or upset but I just don't think it will be easy to live without him. I was made at the world for taking him away from me but I can't regret this choice.

"I dont regret it you know" I said a little calmer

"What?" Edward questioned

"I dont regret having Renesmee and being with you"

"I never doubted that"

"good"

Then Renesmee bursted through the door with Jake following behind her.

"Mommy!, Daddy!" she yelled jumping onto our bed.

"Hi sweetie, what did you and Jake do today?"

"We went to the beach and played in the waves" she replied

"Jake can I talk to you" I asked, he probably thought I was mad that he took Renesmee in the water when it was so cold, I wasn't thrilled about it but I didn't care that much it wasnt that cold out and he was there to keep her warm.

"Yeah" he said following me into the living room. "Whats up"

"You that we are leaving next month" I said

"Yeah I know, I'm still coming right" He asked worried

"Of course, but right now I am killing myself over Charlie"

"I know this is rough" he said rubbing my arm

"Thanks, you are the only one he knows about, so if its not to much to ask every once in a while could you come down see Billy and just check up on him"

"Bella, of course I can" if I could cry I would be.

"Thanks" I said hugging him, even thought everything that is going on between him and Renesmee he was still my best friend.

"We walked bak to mine and Edwards bedroom were Renesmee was asleep on Edwards chest and he was kissing her head.

"I'll see you tomorrow" he said hugging me and the gently kissing Renesmee on the cheek making sure he wouldn't wake her.

I sat on the bed next to Renesmee and Edward stroking Renesmee's hair. Every so often she would move and mumble either Jake, Mommy or Daddy. I did that when I was human when I would sleep on Edwards chest I would mumble Edward in my sleep. i liked that she did, thats what made me know that she was aware that we were with her when she slept. I don't know what I would Ido without her because if it was just Edward and I all I would do is dry sob.

"What are you thinking?" Edward whispered, i lifted my shield so he could here my thoughts, I didn't want him to here my thought they would make him feel the pain I feel, but if I didn't I know he would keep bugging me. Once he heard my thoughts he lifted his hand from under Renesmee making her shift her weight and he stared rubbing my arm.

"We need to go hunting before we leave" I said realizing that my throat was starting to burn.

"Tomorrow" Edward answered, It would be nice to go hunting, it will take my mind off of things.

The next morning Renesmee woke on Edwards chest just like she fell asleep.

"Auntie Rosalie and Uncle Emmet are going to watch you today while mommy and daddy go hunting"

"Okay mommy" she said

We left and we were off before we even got five miles away from the house I started to smell human blood.

"We need to get out of here" I said grabbing on to Edward

"you can control yourself love" he said

"That blood is close, we cant risk being seen" I said but it was to late, there he was one of my dads officers laying on the ground bleeding, an animal must have attacked him, he didn't see us running but he saw us.

"Help" he whimpered

"We will get you help" Edward answered

"what do we do I whispered

"Distract him i'll go get some stuff from the house" he said, I ran over to him

"Officer Danials everything will be alright my husband is a doctor in training he will get you some help." and as if on cue Edward came running over with bandages and other medical things to help him. We rapped him up and called an ambulance.

"What happened" the paramedic asked

"Well my wife and I were taking a walk through the woods and we heard him calling for help and I had a first aid kit with me because my wife is a klutz" I couldn't help but laugh at that I was a klutz as a human "so I got it out and started wrapping him up" Edward said.

"He will be fine" The paramedic said getting into the ambulance.

"Thank you" I said as they drove away.

"That was close" Edward said as we ran away.

"I know this is happening a lot we need to be more careful"

We were so worked up about Officer Danials we almost forgot about hunting so we rand to the end of the woods to make sure that no one saw us. After we were done we went to our meadow and for about twenty minutes neither of us said anything. Then finally I said.

"Edward, I dont know what to do" I lost it if I could cry i would be drowning in my own tears but instead I was drowning in my own tearless cry's falling onto Edward.

"It will all work out love it always does we always come out okay and you know that" he said I knew he was right but for right now all I could think of was the two or three more times I would see may father, talk to him, smell him, feel his warm hugs.

"I know." I said into his chest.

When I calmed down he started to kiss my neck the sun came through and we started to sparkle this right here was perfect. He ripped my shirt off and I did the same with his he came up on top of me pulling my jeans off then letting me pull his off.

When we were done we just laid there for the rest of the day.

"Bella" Edward said

"Yeah" I answered

"You know that I love you no matter what right"

"are you crazy of course I know that and the same goes for me too"

"I know" he said kissing me before i could say anything else. It was getting late so we decided to go home and see our little Renesmee.

"Hop on" he said

"what?"

"On my back like we used to"

"Okay" I jumped on his back it felt just like when I was human.

"You better hold on tight spider-money" He chuckled, I chuckled to remembering the first time he said that to me.

"MOMMY!, DADDY!" Renesmee screamed when we walked through the door. We took her back to the cottage. I walked into the bedroom I picked up my phone and I had four missed calls from Charlie.

Sorry about the cliff hanger wanted to make the story more suspenseful I hope you like it PLEASE REVEIW :)