tthis was the moment, the moment that would change everything.. when these doors open and i walk down these stairs, it will be life changing.. well atleast i hope it will be.." Jude quitly thought to herself..

Today was her 18th brithday and everyone said that everything would change today but so far she hadn't felt any different. she had gotten up, got birthday hugs from everyone and started to get ready.. no biggy.. she spent 3 and a half hours in hair and make up getting ready.. but honestly she looked good and everyone knew it.. her hair was platinum blonde, extended past her breasts with lose curls at the bottom cause this vitoria secret modle hair effect.. she was tanned and her make up was done natural with a smokey eye and to top it all off she had a tight leperod print dress that was tight and low cut on..

"wow Jude, you look.." Tom said as he kissed her check and looped arms with him as he was going escort her down the stair into the party.. "awe thanks, it's a big day.. i thought i should make an impression" she giggled as she heard her cue being called to enter..

"and now ladies and gents lets welcome the lady of the day.. Jude Harrison!" Kwest scremed on the mic as Jude emerged from the doors and appeared causing flashing lights, jaw drops and screams from the crowed.. no one could believe how incredibly Jude look.. she had a big smile on her face as she looked around the rooms at peoples exprssions untill she came to one of the one person who truly mattered.. Tommy.. he had a look of shock on his face like he didn't expect me to be dressed up..

Finally we came to the end of the stairs and were greeted with loving hugs from everyone from Darius to Portia but suprisingly enough Tommy didn't even bother to move form his spot to come say hi.. he just sat there causing me to hate him even more.. i couldn't help but stare at him hoping he would move from his spot and this wasn't lost on Tom who stepped infront of my view of Tommy and grabbed my hand " Care to dance..?" and with that we went to the middle of the dance floor..

The song started to play as we took position and a placed my arms around his neck and his around my waist.. it was nice but i couldn't help by find my eyes wonder to where Tommy was sitting only to find him not there anymore.. this puzzeled me.. did he leave? did he?
my thought was cut short by the tap on my shoulder.. it had to be tommy i thought.. so me and tom broke apart for a second as i turned to face..

"excuse me jude this is for you.. " i looked down to see a little girl dressed up holding a letter.. wait a sec i know this girl.. this was Tommy's goddaughter.. "why thank you sweetie, you look very nice tonight" i said with a smile as i grabbed the letter from her hands.. she blushed a bit then ran off in the crowd..

i opened it up this not that said.. "meet me on the roof in 10 - Quincy" i read it over in disbelief "Whos that from..? Tom questioned.. i simply blushed and quickly made up a lie about it being from Jamie and Kat.. Tom didn't question it and we just went on dancing.. i spent the next 10 minutes thinking of an excuse to leave and one the 10 mins were up i just tapped Tom on the shoulder and said that i had to go grad some things that were needed for a suprise performance i was planning.. "do you want me to come with..?" Tom asked.. "No. you stay here and mingle.. have fun.." and with that i was gone and trying to get to the roof as quick as humanly possible..

I reached the Top floor out of breath and opened the door that led to the roof only to see something i could have only dreamed about.. there was Tommy sitting on a stool with guitar and over a hundred lite candles around him making a path way..

"oh my.." i gasped putting my hands over my mouth.. not believing what i was seeing.. "hey girl..happy birthday.." he whispered as he picked up the guitar and started strumming and opened his mouth and started singing..

It's kinda funny how life can change Can flip 180 in a matter of days.
Sometimes love works in mysterious ways,
One day you wake up gone without a trace.

I refuse to give up, I refuse to give in,
You're my everything.
I don't wanna give up, I don't wanna give in,
So i'm going to sing about

One love for the mother's pride,
One love for the times we cried,
One love gotta stay alive, I will survive.
One love for the city streets,
One love for the hip hop beats,
One love, oh I do believe,
One love is all we need.

Late at night out, still wide awake,
Think this is far more than I can take,
I thought my heart could never break,
Now I know that's one big mistake.

I refuse to give up, I refuse to give in,
You're my everything.
I don't wanna give up, I don't wanna give in,
Everybody sing.

One love for the mother's pride,
One love for the times we cried,
One love gotta stay alive, I will survive.
One love for the city streets,
One love for the hip-hop beats,
One love, oh I do believe,
One love is all we need.

Baby just love me, love me, love me,
Baby just hold me, hold me, hold me,
Oh, love me, love me, love me. One love.
Baby just love me, love me, love me,
Baby just hold me, hold me, hold me,
Oh, love me, love me, love me.

One love for the mother's pride,
One love for the times we cried,
One love gotta stay alive, I will survive.
One love for the city streets,
One love for the hip-hop beats,
One love, oh I do believe, One love is all we need.

One love for the mother's pride,
One love for the times we cried,
One love gotta stay alive, I will survive.
One love for the city streets,
One love for the hip-hop beats,
One love, oh I do believe, One love is all we need.

My One Love is you.
Hppy birthday Jude..

as those last words escaped Tommys mouth i couldn't stop the tears from falling..it was beautiful.. the song was everything i've ever wanted to hear.. he went above and beyond.. and now it was just me and him standing alone on this roof.. i couldn't be responsible for my actions..

"Tommy that was amazing.." i said as i walked closer to him to reach out for a hug "Jude, it's true.." he said while holding me close and then breaking from it to look in my eyes.. "you mean more to me then anyone else..and i know i did everything wrong but i just want us to be to.." and with that Jude cut him off my pressing her lips on his and immeditaly intensifying the kiss.. he held her close and tighter untill she broke free and shook her head and just said "Tommy we can't do this.."

"Jude Don't.. please just give us a try.. i love you.." Tommy begged

"Tommy.. i mean we can't do this.. untill i break things off with Tom.." Jude let out a smile while grabbing tommy's hand and placed it on her heart.
"your the only guy who i have ever let in here.. and your the one i want.. i love you too..." She gave Tommy a kiss and they both just stood there in an embrace untill Jude said "let me go down and talk to Tom and you stay up here and i'll come get you in 10 minutes." she gave him a quick kiss and walked away to go find Tom leaving Tom to wait on the roof..

Jude went down the stairs and looked around the room untill she caught Tom talking with a group of guys.. she walked over and lightly tapped him on the shoulder and grabbed his hand asking him to follow her to a quite place to talk.. the wondered round untill they found a empty room and they both walked in closing the door behind them..

"hey babe.. having a good party?" he grabbed her waist from behind but Jude pulled away and turned face to face "yeah it's been amazing but i have to talk to you about something important.."

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Tom walked back to the party, he had waited 20 minutes for Jude and she still hadn't returned so he decided to come see what the hold up was.. he started to look around the room seeing everyone but her and Tom so he started to search the rooms untill he reached one with the door closed and without knocking he opened the door to see th unthinkable..

There stood Jude and Tom in a passionate kiss.. with him holding her having his hands in all the wrong places.. the finally broke apart and Jude looked over to see Tommy's icy blues staring into hers.."Tommy.. it's not what you think."..she managed to get out while walking towards him "well i'm glad to know that we ended before we even started .." he coldly yelled out before turning around and leaving.. Jude could feel the tears well up in her eyes as she went out the door chasing after Tommy.

Tommy stormed through the crowd and managed to make his way to the parking lot before Jude caught up with him.. he could hear her calling out his name but he didn't care he just wanted to find his car and leave the party..."Tommy..please stop" jude pleaded inbetween sobs.. "Jude go back inside..i really don't want to hear your lies anymore" he yelled as he approached his car.."Lies Tommy? i'm not lying.. you just need to listen to me.." Jude cried out.. "No Jude I just need to forget this ever happened.." he said while opening his door and before getting in he coldy wispered "I need to forget about you.." and with that Tommy was gone leaving Jude, who had now fallen to the floor, all alone.. or so she thought...