I actually had written all this down, but my stupid fucking tablet is an honest to god piece of shit I want to smash with a bat, so I have to write this all over again.
My "fiancé" is a cold hearted bastard. My depression and anxiety have gotten much worse and I've contemplated suicide multiple times. I've lost everything I hold dear. So, as you can tell, it's been very hard trying to write.
In other news, I've graduated with my associates of science and I've almost got my diploma, so I'll have a lot of free time to work over the summer. I'm also (technically) opening up commissions for both writing and art pieces, and if you want a sample or want a peek at my portfolio, go ahead and shoot me a message.
I'm also almost done with that smutty fic I promised oh so long ago. It's long and weird but I liked how it turned out. But, in all honesty, I'm afraid to post anything on here because my fiancé used to review all my work for me, but now he's pushing me away, and I'm afraid to share my work with anyone else.
And I've had an idea for quite some time: I posted this story a long ass time ago, so as you can see, my writing has changed and developed more. Because of this, I'm honestly not happy with this fic. I've thought about deleting it or just plain ignoring it, but I had another idea in mind. What if I just rewrite the whole thing? I'd really prefer that, since it'd give me the chance to come up with a better story and character development. There'd still be the plot and elements from the current version, though. I feel like it would make the story a hundred times better and persuade me to update more often given I have more ideas and material to work with once I've dished it all out. What do you guys think? I'd appreciate your ideas or opinions on the matter.
Other than all that, you can reach me at my new tumblr, it's on my little account screen, or my deviantart, which would be fine too. Just ignore that damn fundraiser, it was a stupid idea anyway. It was my mistake thinking anyone would actually give a shit. But it's cool. That sweet boy of mine turned into the fucking ice king. I also wouldn't mind chatting over Skype. I'm seriously stinking lonely and I'd appreciate someone to talk to, since it keeps my thoughts off of my depression.
If if you have any comments, questions, or concerns, y'all know where to reach me. Thank you.