Chapter 6: Nessie

Jacob's POV

I stood there in shock at what Carlisle had just said. My two children, my babies whom I loved so much were mine and Nessie's biological children?

"They're mine?" I asked in my state of shock.

"Yes Jacob, you are the father of these two" Carlisle said.

I couldn't believe that they were really mine and Nessie's to. Just thinking of her made the hole in my heart throb painfully. Years had not made the wound of her mysterious disappearance heal. But adding in our kids just brings up a lot more questions.

"I don't understand anything" I said.

"Neither do I Jacob. This just makes her disappearance all the more confusing" Carlisle said.

There was a big part of me that was happy that I had raised our children. I had unknowingly raised our kids. Now I understood why I always felt such a powerful connection to them from the moment that I first saw them.

Now I understood why I was chosen to raise them. None of this made any sense though. Why would Nessie disappear without a trace and then abandon her own children? I was angry at her for doing this, but I was also very confused to. Nessie was always such a great, caring, and kind hearted person. She loved babies and children, so her actions made no sense whatsoever.

"Who is Nessie?" Carlie asked. I looked over at her and Jace who both had looks of confusion on their faces. It dawned on me right then that neither I or the Cullens ever talked about Nessie in front of them.

"Her real name was Renesmee, but we always called her Ness or Nessie. She was, no is still the love of my life. She was Edward's and Bella's daughter, she was half human and half vampire. I loved her so much that it still hurts. She disappeared one day without a trace" I said, I was on the verge of tears by the end

"Does that mean that we also have vampire in us?" Jace asked. That actually hadn't occurred to me until he asked.

"Yes, although you two seem closer to human and shape shifter then to vampire" Carlisle answered.

"We have to find her!" I shouted. "We have to find her! We have to find out what happened, we need answers!" I shouted.

"I know Jacob, I know" Carlisle said.

This was just to much for me to bare at the moment.

"Look Jacob, we were just about to go to Seattle. There is a problem with some newborns that have been attracting a lot of attention lately. If you want you can come with us to help get your mind off of things for now" he said.

"Okay" I said.

"We don't plan on killing them though. We plan on talking to them and maybe taking them in" he said.

"That's fine" I said.

With that we left.

Nessie's POV

I hated my life, I really did. Everything about my life was just so dark, depressing, and monstrous for the past 16 years. What choice did I have though? Accepting this way of life was the only way that I was able to ensure the safety of the ones that I loved so much. There was just no way that I could ever escape this life now. It was either stay here and live and protect my family, or leave and everyone I love dies.

It all started on a perfectly normal day 16 years ago.

Flashback

My whole family was away for the day hunting and Jacob couldn't hang out with me because he had some important pack business to attend to.

So I was alone in the big house when I went outside and found a letter on the front doorstep. Which was odd because we never got any mail. It was specifically addressed to me.

Curiously, I opened it up.

Dear Renesmee,

It has been a long time since we have last seen each other. We have been in great anxiety as we know nothing about your species at all. We of the Volturi have decided that you are to great of a threat to be allowed to continue living. We will come for you and we will destroy you and the rest of the Cullens and that pack of wolves that have allied with the Cullens against us. We will come for you and we will come soon.

Sincerely,

Aro

My heart started pounding, and my whole body started shaking. I couldn't have my family be in danger again because of me. So in that moment I did the first thing that I thought of. I ran. I took extra care to cover up my scent by running through mud, water, and large crowds. Instead of endangering my family needlessly, I was going to go to the Volturi and hope that they would just be satisfied with my death alone. Once I reached the Seattle airport I purchased a one way ticket to Italy. In less then a day I found myself outside of the Volturi castle. I took a deep breath before going inside. This was it for me. This was the end.

They were all surprised to see me.

"Renesmee what are you doing here? You want your destruction to be over with quickly?" Aro asked.

"I came here because I want you to kill me only. Leave my family and the wolves out of this. They are innocent" I said.

"No, we can't let them live. They will want to avenge your death, so they must die to" Caius said.

"No, please" I begged.

"I'm sorry" Marcus said

"Please, I will do anything, but let them live" I begged, little did I know that those words would seal my fate.

"You will do anything so they could live?" Aro asked.

"Yes, absolutely anything" I said.

"Okay, we'll not only let them live, but we'll let you live to but in exchange for one thing only" Aro said.

"What is it?" I asked cautiously.

"As a hybrid of both vampires and humans you are unique, and you could also have a lot of potential. If you become a permanent member of the guard we'll pardon you, your family, and those wolves" Aro said.

"Okay" I said.

End of flashback

It wasn't long after that that I discovered that I was pregnant with my two babies. The Volturi were all very interested in my children since they would be a mixture of three different species. I didn't want my children to grow up here with the Volturi. I wanted them to have a peaceful and normal life far away from this place. It was not easy at all, but somehow I was able to convince Aro to let me take my children back so that Jacob could raise our children.

Once I was close to giving birth I was allowed to go back to Forks. Jane, Felix, and Alec were forced to go with me just in case I had any ideas about going back to my family. I came back to Volterra two days after I had given birth.

Leaving my children was one of the hardest things that I ever had to do. I still think about them every single day. It saddens me. I don't even know their names.

In the years that followed I quickly rose through the ranks of the Volturi guard for two reasons. Number one, we discovered that I had inherited my mother's shield and number two, I was a very skilled fighter. I was almost as strong Felix, which was weird considering that I'm half vampire. Nonetheless I was a highly valued member of the Volturi. I was on equal footing with Jane and Alec now.

I still hunted only animals, that was a part of me that I refused to change. It was my only way of holding onto humanity. The Volturi had tried numerous times to convert me to my "natural food source" as they called it, but they failed miserably.

"Renesmee" I heard Aro say.

"Yes master" I said.

"We have a problem with some newborns in Seattle that are threatening exposure. We need you, Jane, Alec, and Felix to deal with the problem immediately" he said.

"Yes master" I said. The words tasted like vile coming out of my mouth.

We left that very day. When Aro wanted something done, he wanted it done swiftly and promptly. Delaying would just get us in a lot of trouble.

Once we landed a feeling of nostalgia washed over me. This was the first time since I had given birth that I was in Washington. It made the hole in my heart ache.

We found the newborns pretty easily, but I was shocked to hear familiar voices as we approached.

"Hello there Carlisle" Jane said.

"Oh no" I heard somebody whisper.

"These newborns didn't know what they were doing. Please we'll take responsibility for them" I heard grandma Esme said.

"The Volturi don't give second chances" Felix said.

I held my breath as we approached them. They still hadn't noticed me. I didn't want them to notice me and see what I've become.

My whole family was there, even Jacob.

"Jacob" I whispered in a moment of shock.

Then everyone's eyes snapped to me. They stared at me in shock and astonishment. I looked down as they stared at me in the dark Volturi cloak that I was now forced to wear.

This is going to be the last update for now because tonight I'm leaving on vacation and I won't have access to a computer until I get back next week. Anyways, in the mean time please review and let me know what you think.