Title: Mind Reading, Love and Memories
Rating: T
Characters: Jenny, Tony, Mcgee, Ziva, Gibbs, Abby, Ducky, Palmer, Lee, Alice, Edward, James (Sorry I'm all outta names!)
Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS or any of the characters apart from Alice, Edward and Jake. I do own the plot so no stealin! K?
Ok, I am getting like no reviews (Thanks to those who did!) and my friends are laughing at me. What do I have to do for some reviews! I'm begging you (Gets down on hands and knees and begs) Please, Please, Please! If it's crap tell me!
Gibbs, Tony, Mcgee and Ziva were in the bullpen. For a change everyone was silent. It was too silent. All you could hear was Mcgee tapping on his keyboard. Tony was playing Tetris. Ziva was instant messaging her friend in Israel. Mcgee was hacking into god knows where.
Gibbs stared into space. He was deep in thought. He tried to keep his mind off Shannon and Kelly. He thought about Jen. What where they going to do tonight? He started fantasising but his mind led back to Shannon and Kelly. They were perfect. Shannon was loving and caring. Kelly was the best daughter in the world. He missed them so much. How had he survived without them? Now he was going to loose Jenny. He imagined what life would be without her. It hurt so much just imagining it that he knew he would not be able to stand it in real life. To have to see her everyday looking beautiful in lovely clothes, flawless make up and her beauty. How would he cope?
Upstairs in the office Jenny dragged herself up from the sofa. She had asked Cynthia not to disturb her and then had sat down on her sofa for a good long cry. She knew why Gibbs was doing this but was it for the best? She remembered his face, his smell…… There was hundreds, maybe thousands, of things she loved about him. She had to lose him now. Tonight would be the last night. She felt the darkness closing in. She knew the light would not come again until they were together. Jenny tried to pull herself together. She had a gruelling hour with the head of the FBI in MTAC coming up next. She couldn't arrive with tears streaking down her face. Jenny left to go to the bathroom.
She slipped through the door and began washing her face but jumped when someone came through the door. It was Ziva. Oh crap, thought Jenny. Today was not going well. She looked in Ziva and saw sadness in her. She asked her if she was alright. Yes, Ziva had replied, she was fine. Ziva seemed like a zombie and Jenny could see she was on the verge of tears. Jenny was in a state herself but had to comfort her friend. She pulled her into a hug and Ziva wept into her shoulder. Jenny cried herself. A new NCIS agent walked into the bathroom, saw Jenny and Ziva, and promptly walked out – muttering excuses as she went. The two women cried and cried, but their sorrow still remained and they could not do anything about it.
"Want to talk about it?" asked Jenny.
"You first." Sniffed Ziva.
"No." said Jenny, "You."
"It's just..." started Ziva, "The whole team knows that Ari was my brother. They know that I will kill anyone – even my own brother. Instead of the cool headed Mossad assassin I'm the cold blooded killer! I remember the night so clearly. The gun seemed heavy in my hand and the shot seemed so loud! Then there was Ari, lying in a pool of his own blood. I was positive I did the right thing back then. Now I'm not so sure."
Jenny stared into her face. She had never seen Ziva sad. It seemed the only emotions she had were anger, happiness and tiredness. The world was going topsy turvy. It had seemed that the candle in Ziva's eyes had died. She seemed so flat and sad now.
"What about you?" asked Ziva, her accent slipping.
"Just the fact that I have to break up with Gibbs." Said Jenny. She stared into the distance as tears slipped down her cheek. "We love each other."
Now it was Ziva's turn to comfort Jenny. Before she could Jenny looked at her watch and gasped. "Shit!" She exclaimed. "The head of the FBI is in MTAC. I have to go." She said giving Ziva's shoulder a quick squeeze. Jenny ran out of the bathroom. Ziva stared at the door and realised why she liked Jenny so much. It was the fact that she was always there for you.
The sun was setting over the harbour. Mcgee stood up, stretched, grabbed his stuff and left without a word. Tony followed suit. Ziva hesitated, looked up the stairs and wondered if Jenny was ok. She decided not to go ask and left. Gibbs watched her disappear through the elevator before running up the stairs to see Jenny.
He walked through the door without knocking, as usual. Jenny as sitting at her desk and smiled when she saw him. Gibbs smiled back and put his arm around her waist as she stood up. They gazed into each others eyes but there was a hint of sadness. So this is what real love is about, Jenny thought.
"Let's go back to you house." Said Gibbs cunningly. Jenny nodded in agreement and they left.
A while latter they arrived at Jenny's house. They ate Chinese (Jenny had given into Gibbs) and listened to old records.
"Let me stay!" begged Gibbs.
"Ok." Sighed Jenny. She really did want him to stay but wouldn't admit it. They walked upstairs to go to bed but Gibbs followed Jenny into her room. Jenny whirled round as soon as they got to her bed. She gave Gibbs a 'yeah right. You are soooooooo not doing this' look. Gibbs smiled, picked her up and threw her on the bed. He kissed her and his hand snaked over her body.
"Jethro." Pleaded Jenny, but it was useless. She let herself relax and kissed him back.
Sunlight flooded through the open curtains.
"Mmm.." said Gibbs. He flicked out his hand and expected it his boat to hit his hand. His hand hit something soft and warm. He opened his eyes now and saw Jenny, sleeping peacefully. He looked down – they were both naked. The nights events came flooding back to him.
"Bollocks."
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