Didn't Know Love
A/N: OMG I am so sorry for not updating guys! Please forgive me! School has been such a pain, and GCSE's really do take up a lot if time! But on the plus side my English teacher has told me that I've been giving A Level Answers instead if GCSE's which is getting me thinking... AAnyway, as always, thank you for all of your amazing reviews, they mean a lot to me! :) This chapter is inspired by these Lyrics from Celine Dion's 'Didn't Know Love' from her 'Loved Me Back To Life' album. Also Helena lost at the golden globes! And she wasn't there! I was not happy about her losing, but I guess it's one of those things... DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OSN HARRY POTTER OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS OR PLACES MENTIONED. I ALSO DO NOT OWN THE FOLLOWING LYRICS FROM CELINE DION'S SONG 'DIDN'T KNOW LOVE' FROM HER 'LOVED ME BACK TO LIFE' ALBUM. THEY BELONG TO BOTH CELINE AND HER RECORD LABEL. Please R+R and Enjoy!
'I didn't know love,
Not even close,
This is more beautiful and frightening than I've ever known,
It's making me weak,
Making me strong,
It's making me 'fraid I'm gonna wake up
And find it gone,
I didn't know love.' - 'Didn't Know Love' - Celine Dion
She served him well. Fourteen years in Azkaban which were not deserved. And had ruined her both physically and mentally. She joined his ranks when she was eighteen. And she has never looked back. She believes that she is doing everything for him for the best; and that it is the least in which she could do.
Most wizards and witches believe her to be insane, which is why she is doing all of this for him. Although she does not serve him because of insanity. She serves him for love. An unfortunately unrequited love. Which shall unfortunately stay unrequited for the rest of her life.
While she will eventually grow old and die. He shall live forever due to his Horcrux's and the many transformations in which he had gone through. He no longer looks like the attractive young man, with the dark aura whom Bellatrix first met at one of her families many parties; and she no longer looks like the beautiful young pureblooded princess, in which she was at eighteen before Azkaban.
She had always hoped that her love for him would one day become requited. That one day, The Dark Lord would eventually love her back. Although he could not feel the emotion of love. He felt as of it to be weak. And for it to make other weak. Though he didn't know love.
Though for Bellatrix, when she first joined just ranks, and was being trained by him. The only person to ever be trained by the Dark Lord himself. She found it more beautiful and frightening than what she would ever know. During their many training sessions she was afraid she was going to wake up. And find her lord gone, as it was only a dream. But she never did.
When she was in Azkaban, that love in which she believed to be weakening her, was making her strong. The love she had, was the only thing in which kept her going. And prevented her from going completely insane. When he freed her, she knew he didn't love her, and that her love was still unrequited. Not even her husband, the man in which she was forced to marry due to her family never loved her. She didn't know love. Nor anything close to it.
Both herself and her Lord didn't know love.
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