A/N:
"Thought I
couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt while it heals
too
It'll all get better in time…"
Leona Lewis, "Better in Time"
October 24, 2009
My lungs are in that vise thing again. I'm actually getting dizzy from the lack of oxygen over the past hour. More grief?
I thought that I got over it a little too quickly. Damn. I was hoping that whole mood-upswing thing was going to last.
I suppose it's better for the grief to be trapped in my chest right now rather than all over the place, but it sure can't stay there.
I still stand by everything I said yesterday – this is a good thing, this is opening me up to the person I'm meant to meet – but I suppose I have to mourn first, all those months that I waited and wished for Jane…
Seriously – I can't breathe. I'm going home.