Author's Note: Sorry for not updating soon enough, the past couple of months were savage on me xD! But, the updates will keep coming and will get reallyyy messy and hot! Leave a review too, English is not my native language so any comment is welcome, I want to improve and give you my 1000% :D 3 ~

'This is really bad!'

Kaoru couldn't believe that he let out a moan. Quiet noticeable too. He had lowered his eyes in embarrassment, but without looking he knew that Hikaru was pinning him with his gaze. He licked his dry lips and, while trying to keep his cool, he managed to form a sentence. "W-will you move already?" His blush was now reaching from ear to ear.

Hikaru was speechless. First the sound and now the coy act, was Kaoru always this cute and… sexy? He gulped as he slowly withdrew himself from his brother. As he rose to his feet in silence he offered Kaoru his hand to help him get up, but as soon as he was off of him his sibling just squirmed a bit before getting up on his own and quickly disappearing into the bathroom, door closing with a slam behind him. The older twin silently cursed himself. 'Damn it all… What is wrong with me? How will I even get him to talk to me?' At this he growled at himself. 'As if he would talk to me if he found out that I didn't help him when he needed me most… I let him get violated …'

Hikaru paced a bit back and forth thinking, filling with self-loath and guilt. After about ten minutes or so he stopped. He quickly went over his school bag and pulled his phone out once he found it. He then went through his contacts and auto-dialed a number.

"… Hello? Tono?"

The minute Kaoru closed the door behind him, he crumbled to the floor. Hiding his face in his palms, he waited for tears to come, the ones he had been holding in all day, but nothing. He felt the weight of the silence on his shoulders, a sort of despair came over him. What could he do? Not only about his brother, but about Kyoya as well. He should talk. He knew he should say something… 'Hikaru. Will be disgusted.' That thought alone scared him so much. He thought he could handle his brother's rejection but he wouldn't bare his brother leaving him, changing rooms, growing apart because of his disgust for him-

Kaoru stopped this notion as he was interrupted by a… vibration? He quickly realized that he had his phone in his pants' side pocket. He reached it and flipped it open to see that Kyoya was calling him. He went pale as he pressed the reject button. He couldn't deal with him, he didn't want to. The twin lifted himself up and off of the floor and walked towards the sink's shelf where he left, almost trembling, his phone. With a sigh he began removing his pants to take a shower but again a small vibration from his cell caught his attention. Message. And he could guess from whom… He could wait to see it after his shower, but his curiosity overcame him and in a swift motion he took it again in his hands.

'I want to talk. Don't treat me like that, Kaoru. For a month I was your valuable friend and now, what? You have no interest in hearing me out?' Kaoru stared at the screen for a couple of seconds, when a second message arrived.

'Let me remind you that I was there to listen to all your stories, all your problems and help if I could. I deserve at least that much. Pick. It. Up.'

After reading the message, the phone once again started vibrating in Kaoru's trembling hand. He bite his lower lip in distress, thinking how he preferred having this conversation over the phone instead of facing him like that at school tomorrow. He picked it up, not really knowing how to start.

"…Kaoru?" Kyoya's calm voice was as steady as ever, instantly making the teen nervous and angry at the same time.

"Just say what you want to say Kyoya. I just want to get this over with."

"Are you angry?"

"Of course I am!" At that, Kaoru tried to be careful not to raise his voice. "How could you do this to me?! Weren't you supposed to help me? Didn't you say that you would?! Aren't you my friend?" He felt the tears almost chocking him, but even with that, the twin didn't allow his voice to crack.

"Of course I am! And I thought I was helping you. I still want to help you get the relationship that you want so badly, that's what friends do."

"Then why?! Why did you-"He couldn't say it. He really couldn't, his cheeks were red and wet with his tears. He didn't want the other to listen to him crying but he really couldn't hold on anymore.

"…Why did I touch you?" Kaoru was nodding even though the other couldn't see him, with his free hand covering his eyes, rubbing them occasionally. He heard a sigh from the other line.

"Kaoru. Think of the situation, it was quite obvious you were turned on and you were acting like a flustered kid, seriously. I just thought of helping you like that, being more experienced than you and besides… You did enjoy this, Kaoru."

"No! No, I told you to stop-"

"You did but, even though you said you didn't want it, you were still hard from my touches. You were holding on to me, pulling me closer… remember? Remember how you came with my hand, and you didn't care because you were panting, longing for release… It felt good, didn't it?"

Kaoru was red with embarrassment now, forgetting about the tears for a moment. He trembled as he spoke the next words. "Yes… It felt… really good… Kyoya please. You know I'm in love with Hikaru; I don't want this from you! Please…"

"…I'm just pointing out that you don't know a thing about relationships, which can be problematic if you end up being with Hikaru. Don't worry, I know how you feel and, under normal circumstances, I wouldn't act like this. But come on, have you even go as far as kiss with anyone? Or make out a bit?"

"N-no. No, though I had a chance or two a couple of times in the past, I guess…"

Another sigh from the other line. "Look. I can always help you with something small like that, you know me better than most people do. And I promise no touching, sometimes I follow my logic regardless of what people around me think and I often don't consider how what I do can be perceived…. Kaoru, are we cool?"

Kaoru was taken aback a bit. Well, Kyoya really was peculiar and cynical, so maybe to him this experience was just… logically ordinary? He felt kind of relieved though, he wiped his eyes with his back of his hand thinking how he was getting back a friend.

"Yes, everything's cool. I guess I was emotionally frustrated too, so I'm sorry if I was too harsh." He waited a couple of seconds for Kyoya's response.

"It's alright. We'll talk tomorrow, ok?"

"Yeah, talk to you tomorrow. Good night."

And they hanged up.

Kaoru, now more relieved than before, continued with his shower. Five minutes under the warm running water and he already felt as good as new. As he was drying himself, moving the towel around his hips to cover himself, he thought how he owed a more proper apology to Hikaru. 'He just came back; he is worried about me… I shouldn't be this distant from day one.'

But as he opened the bathroom's door and stepped into the bedroom, he saw Hikaru getting dressed while, on their bed, there was a small sleeping bag. Hikaru as he wore a black shirt he turned and saw his sibling looking at him with a shocked expression on his face. "Kaoru-"

"Where are you going?" Kaoru swallowed hard, feeling once again like he was chocking. "Please don't tell me you're leaving again, I'm sorry Hikaru!" While he said that he was already moving towards his brother, almost running, crushing into his chest, burying his face there. He felt arms around him, one going around his bare waist sending shivers throughout his body and the other running through his neck and hair.

"Relax, I'm not really leaving you, little brother." Hikaru looked down at the orange wet hair, searching for the face. "Tono needs help with homework and he contacted me, he said he didn't want Kyoya as a tutor because he gets weird and scary, he he."

Kaoru looked up. "So… why the sleeping bag?"

"I'm invited to spend the night… I would normally refuse but I think that you need some time alone. There's something going on and since you're not telling me, you probably need to figure this out on your own…" Hikaru tried his best to keep a casual face while thinking to himself how this wasn't the case at all.

"N-no! Hikaru I don't need time, I had that! For a month that you were gone I was alone, I need you always with me, always!" Desperation was clear in his voice.

"Kaoru you don't have to worry, you're not losing me. I'm here, always! It's just one night, promise." The elder hoped that his blush wasn't visible. He was still holding Kaoru from his waist pressing him against him, his skin feeling incredibly smooth under his touch. With his other hand he lifted Kao's face. "Ok?"

The young twin could only look in to his eyes. "Yes… Just one night. J-just say hey to Tono from me, yes?" He felt reassurance, there in his arms.

And then happened something Kaoru didn't expect and sent his heart racing. He felt a pair of soft lips planting a kiss on his forehead, instantly making him forget any sadness or distress. The lips stayed there for a couple of seconds before retreating. Kaoru looked up and saw Hikaru smiling back at him. "That's a good boy."

While blushing furiously, he withdrew himself from the embrace, turning his back to Hikaru so he could hide his face. "You should go, Tono gets all kiddy when he's stood up." And with that he made his way to the wardrobe to get his pajama shirt in order to start getting dressed.

Hikaru proceeded with fixing up his schoolbag for the day tomorrow, and after ten minutes or so he started making his way to the car that was waiting. 'Shit' he thought. 'How can else can I protect you from myself, Kaoru?'

"It's alright. We'll talk tomorrow, ok?"

"Yeah, talk to you tomorrow. Good night."

Kyoya closed the phone, an almost sinister grin forming on his lips. "Oh, Kaoru…"he said to no one in particular. "Oh, how easily I can manipulate you."