Author's Note: Did you like the songs by the way, I hope you knew them or looked them up. Either way, let's get back to my fic. I LOVE IT!
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but Bree, her shrink, and a few other characters, as well as the personalities that I use, but not Kingdom Hearts.
Warning: M/F/M later. Yeah. . .
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Well fuck, I know now that I am the most drunk I have been in a while and I haven't had anything else to drink. Want to know why I think this? I just got us into a fight because I kissed Marly.
"Why the hell did you do that?" Axel growls in my face as I whimper and back into one of the booths.
"Axel, I don't know, I'm sorry, I am fucking drunk!" I say avoiding looking at his pissed off face.
"Axel, don't scare her, and it wasn't her fault," Roxas says coming to my rescue. I just look at him with what I know is a pitiful face and whine. "Oh!" He squeaks then holds me against his chest while I shake and sob, "Hush now baby." He says soothingly.
"I'm sorry Axel, I knew that I would fuck this up, I am so sorry," I mutter into Roxas' chest.
"Axel, I hope you aren't the reason poor Bree is blubbering right now," Marluxia says finally coming back up to me.
"He started yelling in her face and she looked so scared, lost, and torn," Roxas says ratting out his misbehaving boyfriend, "But, even though I just kind of told him off by saying that, don't be mean to him, we'll handle this," Roxas says, strokes my hair as I calm down a bit then wipes my streaked mascara away and kisses my nose. "Are you okay now baby?" He asks and brushes my hair back.
I nod then look at Axel for a second, "Shoo," I say looking at the rest of our friends.
"Are you s-" Demyx tries to intercede.
"I said go, so go," I say sternly, when he raises his hands in surrender I grab Axel's hand lightly and pull him to the seat with me. "Like I said, I am fucking drunk and it is a miracle that I can acknowledge that, let alone that it was Marly that I kissed, not some stranger," I say looking at the table rather than at him or Roxas who has slid in next to me and is rubbing my back gently. "I am going to feel like shit in the morning, but I am mostly in control of myself now, I am sorry, I am sorry, I am-" I say repeating my apology.
"Stop apologizing," Axel scolds with a grin. "I forgive you, and I am so terribly sorry that I scared you. You should know by now that I am very impulsive, so my first instinct was to assume he kissed you until he pushed you away and looked like you were insane. Then my instinct was to take you away from him, and yell at you until my lungs burst." Axel says with a sad look, "I should never listen to my instincts," He says with a rueful smile.
"Some of them are good, some of them should crawl up a whore's ass and die." I say with a grin then rest my head on Axel's shoulder. "Are we good again?" I ask hoping that we are, because if we weren't I would die, and I want to kiss him so badly right now, but that could be the vodka talking.
"Yes, we are more than good, we love each other," Axel responds looking at Roxas then grinning against my lips when I suddenly kiss him. I feel myself be lifted slightly and find that I am being set on the table while Axel and Roxas slide closer together. I lean down and rest my hands on his chest then twine one hand into his long red hair.
Axel finally breaks the kiss by gently pushing my shoulders back so I let go and then look to Roxas who looks rather neglected. I quickly twine my hands into his hair and latch onto him next, kissing him deeply and loving the tender way his tongue slips around my mouth compared to how Axel's is possessive with me. I then moan when I feel Axel's mouth on my neck, nipping, and sucking it. I break apart and hiss when he bites rather harshly. "Shit!" I swear at this, "What the hell?" I ask when he pulls away.
"I was jealous" Axel says with a grin, "And I know that you liked it," He purrs then kisses my lips lightly. I blush and rub at the bite then break the kiss and return the bite. "Wow!" he purrs again.
"That. Is. Disturbing," Roxas says breaking each word apart and smiling playfully.
I grin and like the bite mark then look at Roxas, "No, it is hot," I say then kiss his cheek, "But I know how sweet and virgin you are, so I'll keep the kinky stuff to a minimum." I say with a wink.
Roxas blushes and wrinkles his nose slightly then brushes my hair back. "I hate how violent you two can be," He says and eyes Axel pointedly.
"Oh? Something happen between you two when I wasn't around?" I ask noticing the look.
"All you need to know is that I bit his tongue a bit too hard," Axel says with a blush and kisses Roxas' nose.
I smile up at the two of them and grin, "Wow, you do like it rough," I say then lick his neck again.
"You have no idea," Roxas says with a evil grin.
I then feel my phone buzz in my pocket and dig it out, looking at the message, "Shit!" I swear and push Axel out of the booth and stand, rushing to the back, grabbing my jacket and purse.
"What?" Axel asks me when I come back out.
"Please tell me you aren't drunk Roxas," I beg of the blond who walks over with the rest of our friends following.
"I had a sip of Axel's beer, that was it, so I am fine," Roxas says with a shrug.
"Good, you drive," I say tossing my keys to him and running out the door. I hear him following me and I jump in, "Dorms, I need to see Vexen," I say when he gets in and starts the car.
"Why?" He asks then lets it drop instantly when I glare at him, Axel hops in the car just before he pulls away and we both look at him briefly before I gesture for Roxas to drive. He goes and we get there in only a few minutes.
I instantly jump out of the car and stalk to Vexen's dorm, "WHAT THE HELL!?" I screech when he is standing out there smoking even though the campus is tobacco free.
"What?" He asks with his vile green eyes piercing me.
"You know very well what!" I say and stand there in his face. I hear Axel and Roxas coming up behind me, but push them away when they tug at me. "What did you do, not ten minutes ago!?" I say feeling tears come to my face and choking.
"If you are crying then I think you already know," He says then almost laughs when I push him aside and go into the dorm.
"Bree," A girl whispers and takes my hand gently, leading me to a girl's dorm.
I walk into the room and find three other girls sitting around then one sprawled out on the bed that they are surrounding, "Kairi," I gasp and rush to her. I pull her head into my lap and take in the bald patches where her hair was ripped out. I hold her as she shudders and cries.
"Oh god!" Roxas gasps upon entering the room. Axel puts his hands around the blond's hips and kisses his head.
"Br-r-ree," The red-headed girl stutters out and clings to me.
"It's okay Kairi," I say and lightly touch a bruise on her cheek.
"You were right about Vexen," She says in half apology then sits up and looks at me with a sad eyes, one swollen nearly closed.
"Don't worry about that right now, are you alright?" I ask and stroke her arm gently.
"I'll be fine, Vexen has a week to pack up, he is off of his scholarship and can't go here anymore, he is banned from the campus." Kairi says with a small smile.
"Serves him right, even though he deserves even more than that," I say and kiss her forehead. "Why did he do this?" I ask.
"He was drunk, probably still is, and he wanted sex. We had talked about this before, but this time he got so mad and he did-" She says breaking off into sobs.
I pull her into me and tuck her gently into a blanket as she huddles to me. "It's fine, you'll be fine," I say and kiss the top of her head. I then look at Roxas and Axel who are looking downright murderous right now, "Chill guys," I say coldly considering the possibility that I am having the same thoughts as them. "Do you want me to stay tonight?" I ask her.
"No, you can-" Kairi says with a small pause, looking to my boyfriends.
"Don't if you want me here, then just say so," I say and smile at the two boys.
"Okay, please stay," She says weakly.
"I'll be back," I say after a moment, hand her off to another girl who has already moved her stuff into the room for a longer stay than just the night. I walk out with Axel and Roxas trailing me, I go to the only other open door, grab a pillow, blanket, and walk back out. "Here, even though you don't deserve this," I say and throw them onto the ground, "If you even dare going in, or go into another dorm to stay with anyone," I say pointing my finger at his nose, "I swear, I will cut your balls off personally, hang them on a chain, and make you wear them." I then pause momentarily, "Am I understood?"
"Yes," Vexen drawls out.
"Good," I say then storm back in. I go to Kairi's room and find the girl sobbing again. I rush to her and take my place again, curling her into me and pulling the covers up over us and waving bye to Axel and Roxas. The two other girls leave with small bye's and I hold Kairi all that night.
I leave her that morning with her two friends then go to my own dorm, freshen up, and go meet up with the group for breakfast.
"Is she alright?" Marluxia asks softly as I half doze in Axel's arms as Roxas feeds me small bites of doughnut.
"Mostly, but would you be if someone like Vexen picked you apart and beat you?" I ask taking the next offered piece of doughnut and kissing Roxas' fingertips momentarily.
"Probably not," Demyx says with a sad look to replace his near constant smile for once.
"Exactly," I say, "She fell asleep last night crying, she didn't wake up again, but she didn't dream to well. She woke up when I was leaving, but her other friends were there to help her out, she probably won't be going to class tomorrow though," I say with a sigh and eating the next bite, closing my eyes in exhaustion at having been drunk that night and having gotten minor sleep.
"You do good with hangovers," Zexion observes.
"No, I don't get them usually," I say with a grin, "Alcoholic, remember?" I say with a rueful smile.
"True," They all nod and observe which makes me burst out laughing.
"Just cause I admit it, doesn't mean that you guys have to agree!" I screech and cross my arms with a pout. Axel manages to wipe it away with thorough kisses on my lips, neck, and shoulders. I look at Roxas as he feeds me another piece of doughnut and I kiss his fingers before pulling away from Axel and kissing the blond.
"You two are going to kill me with love eventually, just so that you know," I say with a smirk before kissing Roxas again and then pulling away and sliding to the seat between them and leaning my head on Roxas' shoulder.
"We will revive you if that ever actually happens." Axel says and nips at my earlobe.
"I look forward to it," I say with a giggle. I deny anymore bites of doughnut and sip at my water as the conversation goes on around me. Throughout this time I am thinking that if Vexen has ruined another life permanently then I swear that I will kill him. I nearly screech when Axel begins to pick me up and carry me out, "Warn me next time, you know how jumpy I am," I mutter and curl into him.
"Got it," He says with a big grin and chuckle. We all go to an empty practice hall and sit around there. I settle at the piano with Axel beside me and Roxas leaning lightly on it. I play and watch as Axel follows me, catching my made up tune quickly. It begins to sound like it needs more and just as I think that I hear an acoustic guitar playing. I look up at Demyx as he strums and smiles at me. Marluxia then starts singing chords and Xion sings a made up melody while Roxas starts to sing harmony with her. Riku sits by and watches, knowing that a director would be moot in this because we are all going with each and are mostly following the piano. When the tune turns from spontaneous and happy to a sour and sad tune I wonder what went off, then realize that it was me. Everyone slowly stops while I keep playing and I listen to my own work and feel it growing angry. I start to hum then sing out and feel myself growing furious and rushing towards some unknown ending. When the notes become harsh chords I stop then start again as it grows soft and sad. I end it with a sweet harmony and hum. I sit there staring at my hands and wondering how much I just told about how I feel, but sigh and look up at them all as they stare in amazement.
"That was amazing, sweet, sad, breathtaking, and you sounded pissed off," I hear someone speak from behind me. I stand suddenly and look at the teacher who stands in the doorway.
"Thank you, I suppose, Mr. DeTreon." I say politely.
"You sound like you have been having a hard time," He observes again, "It was beautiful, you should write it down and put some lyrics to it," He advises then.
"I don't think I could," I say with a blush.
"Are you not Bree Kyle," Mr. DeTreon asks with a smile, "The prodigy I hear about from all of the other teachers? I am possibly the only teacher who has yet to properly meet you, and I think that this might be fitting. I am the music composition teacher," He says proudly. "The best I hope to help you write a song from your heart," he says with a grin to Riku which is not lost upon me. I look at the white haired boy and scowl then turn back to the young teacher.
"That sounds great, I assure you Mr. DeTreon, but my schedule is full, and this weekend has been the most hectic of my life, I couldn't handle another class," I say declining politely.
"Don't think of it as a class, just an outlet," Mr. DeTreon counters, "And please, since I am not a teacher of yours, call me Saix." He says and pushes his boldly blue hair out of his face.
"Even I call you Saix though, and I am a student of yours," Riku says with a smirk, walks over to the conductor's stand and picks at the music resting there. He then ducks under the stand and pulls out a pack of music sheets, blank and just waiting to have notes written upon it. "Here," He says offering it to me.
I take it and smile, "What am I getting into?" I ask him with a grin.
"The best thing ever," He responds with a wink.