Well children I'm writing this while at the beach. Oh it's so divine and wonderful! Here's the sixth chapter just for you! I'm not sure when the next chapter will be but I'm hoping Wednesday at some point I should have it up.
As I have said before, all grammatical and spelling errors are my own and I apologise ahead. Also I do not own any part of the Hunger Games... wish I did but I don't still thank you Suzanne Collins for your amazing series.
Warning: eventual smut, swearing, possible drug use, violence, boy on boy, OOC-ness and all the wonderful bad things in life.
Conspiration-ult- :D I know the site was playing up but I'm so glad you noticed and reviewed... I was beginning to think no one had liked the last chapter and I was like oh what do I do now... my life is over... OVER! but you reviewed and I'm alive. I don't know about a big announcement but drama... hell yes. It's my favourite thing, well apart from the Cato/Peeta love making. And I haven't ruled out Joniss yet. I liked how Peeta was all well your my boyfriend duh. Ps I'm okay I guess I dunno I just need to talk to some and get over what was happening. Anyway thanks so so so so freakin much xoxoxoxoxox
ReineDesCoeurs- :) yes I have a lot to write for this story without even including other character storylines or the war element. So hopefully it will be a long one. Haha awww thanks so much I feel like adding OCs can either help or ruin a story and knowing you think they are awesome means the world... just on a side note do you think I should keep Derrick around for He Took My Heart or should he be just like a cameo role. Anyhoo thanks bunches can't wait for another chapter of your story... I'm dying to see what happens. xoxoxoxoxo
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My Fate Re-Written
Chapter Six
"Okay boyfriend looks like I'm officially moving in."
"Boyfriend?" He says as he kissing me.
"Well we live together now so I just assumed." I say suddenly self conscious.
"Peet I was just teasing, we never really talked about the boyfriend thing but I'm glad you just assumed we were."
"Oh okay then." I smile at him before laying my head on his chest. I just had to talk to Haymitch and then everything would be perfect.
The next day we start training and by lunch I was already exhausted. In the mornings we had hand to hand combat training and shooting practise. I was happy to see that I was actually getting better at aiming though but the combat training was brutal. I grab a my tray of good and sit down next to Cato and the others. We all sat together apart from Katniss and Johanna, though Finnick decided to join them instead of us. I could only assume Finnick and Johanna knew each other well in our previous life, both being young victors.
"So Clove, Peeta and I discussed our current living arrangements and have come to conclusion that we need you closer to us. So tonight Peeta's going to move out of his room and into mine and then you can move into his." Cato smiles and wraps his arm around my shoulders.
"Awesome." She smiles. "Not that I don't love living with Johanna and Enobaria and all, they are always busy off doing things and I get so bored and lonely. Now I can come bug you two all night."
"Sounds wonderful." I joke in a sarcastic tone.
"Oh it will be Peeta." Clove smirks. She turns to Maddie. "So I was just wondering do you and Quinn actual own that apartment or something?"
Maddie laughs. "You could say that."
"What do you mean?" I ask in confusion.
"What she means is they really own the whole building." Lance says.
"Wait what?" Me and Clove both say at the same time.
Maddie giggles at us. "Our family owned this building and when our parents passed on it was left to us. We converted the top levels to apartments and well you know what we did to the lower ones."
"Wow so you guys are like crazy rich?" Clove continues.
"Um well not crazy rich but our family owns a few very successful businesses." Quinn says looking up from his food. "Which really means that you and Katniss probably have a share in them as well."
Lance stands up suddenly. "Come guys back to training."
We all get up and head back to the training facility. Through out the day I had hoped to see Haymitch but he hadn't made an appearance at all. I guess I would just have to wait to talk to him. We finish at six and everyone heads back to the cafeteria for dinner. Once we all finish we head back to the apartment and I head to my soon to be old room so I could have that talk with Lance. A few minutes later there is a knock at the door. "Come in." I shout as I sit on the bed.
Lance walks in and closes the door behind him. "Peeta." He nods. "How are you feeling after today?"
"Tired and sore, I think I've used muscles today I didn't even know I had." I laugh. I was kind of nervous and uncomfortable knowing what we were going to be talking about.
"It will get easier I promise." Lance sits next to me. "So you wanted to talk."
"Yeah, well, um like I said I'm not that aware of how everything happens with the whole sex thing and I just want to get a grip on it before me and Cato start to head down that path."
"Makes sense. Look there is no rule book on what you have to do, it all depends on what you end up liking. So in the first few months you going to want to try out most things so you end up knowing not only what you like but what Cato likes as well."
"Alright, good to know. I mean from what I already know about sex I know about like, oral and stuff." Man I felt awkward.
"Alright well yeah of course there is that. Most guys really love it, and you get used to doing it. Quinn hates giving head but he insists on still doing it for me because I love it. So since you know about that stuff I'm guessing you really want to know about the actual sex side of your relationship."
I smile shyly. "Well yeah. I mean I know basic concept of it, one guys gives the other takes. I'm just so nervous because I don't know which I am, or if I'll even like it. Or what Cato wants or likes."
"Peeta slow down. We have time to work it all out. Firstly not all gay men actual like having anal sex. Its okay if that's not your thing. Secondly just because one guys will receive and the other gives doesn't mean it can only go that way. Quinn and I switch it up all the time."
"Really?" I was starting to feel a whole lot less anxious about it all.
"Yes Peeta. Receiving can be really enjoyable honestly. Most people don't really know this but a man's prostate gland is situated near there and when a guy is well receiving, it's possible for the other guys um manhood to rub against that spot. In simple terms it's basically like a woman's g-spot. When it gets stimulated through anal sex guys, including myself, find the feeling well I can't even explain it. You see stars and you never would have thought your body could feel this make pleasure at once."
I was amazed, this actually sounded like being with a guy was going to be the best sex I could even dream of. "Wow okay."
"The thing is the ass is a lot tighter then a vagina is so at first you need to go slow, adjust to being filled. Its best if you stretch it out and loosen it with your figures first. But that all foreplay these days. I'm not going to lie it will hurt at the start but it's get pleasurable, especially when they find that spot in you."
"Alright so I don't really have all that much to worry about." I say really to myself.
He smiles. "You really just need to talk to Cato, see where you both are at. I'm assuming you don't really know what you are into yet?"
"What do you mean?"
He sighs. "Okay don't tell anyone I told you this but I'm just telling you to show you an example. Human sexuality is so broad, everyone has their kinks Peeta, what turns them on the most. For example Quinn likes it when I'm rough, aggressive and assertive. He like it when one of us is tired up, or having sex in the shower. That kind of stuff, I'm not going to tell you everything though." He smirks at me. "But do you get what I mean?"
"I think so yeah. Basically it's a whole learning experience until you find what you both enjoy and find most pleasure in right?"
"Exactly. So you haven't given any thought on what your first time will be like then?" He asks inquisitively.
"Well I'd be lying if I said I haven't thought about it with Cato, I've even dreamed about it at night. I just want it to be passionate and loving and um well I do kind of want to be on the receiving end I think." I don't know how people can talk about this stuff so freely. I felt so well not dirty but kind of at the same time.
"And that's perfectly normal to want to do that. So is there anything else you need me to explain or you want to ask me?"
"Um, well um, how did you know you were ready?" I ask looking down to the bed.
He shifts on the bed before clearing his throat. "Well I can't really tell you it wasn't this sudden realisation or anything. I was nervous at first and started over thinking the whole situation but I don't know Quinn some how relaxed me and one night it just happened. We didn't make it the huge event, we just let it happen naturally. I mean I don't know if it's the same for you but we figured if you put to much thought into and so much pressure it wouldn't be as enjoyable for either of us."
I sat there for a moment and thought it through. He was right if I made this a huge deal I was only setting myself up for disappointment. Everything between me and Cato had been nature and come so easily why shouldn't the sex be the same. I smile at him, feeling so much more comfortable about everything. "Thanks so much Lance, you have really helped me work this all out in my mind."
"Sure Peet. So nothing else?" He returns a wide smile.
"Nope." I replied in a relieved tone.
"Okay, so I've been given another duty. I leave in two days, and I want to you know ask Quinn." Now he was the one sounding nervous.
I had a sudden mix of emotions, I was so happy for him but at the same time I felt sick with worry that he was being sent out into the field. "What's your assignment?" I needed to know he was going to be safe.
"Don't worry I'm just being sent to District Eleven as tactical support, Delvin's armed forces are fighting a losing battle and I should be back in four days. We are just sending in more men to ensure we eliminate all threats in Eleven and it's stays free from Delvin taking over."
"Okay then but you better come back in one piece or you'll have hell to pay. So how did you want to propose?" I ask excitedly.
"Well I want to do the whole traditional romantic dinner, alone with candles and wine. So I was thinking maybe tomorrow night you could distract him after training until I was ready and then bring him up."
"But how would I know when you're ready?" How was I going to keep Quinn distracted for and hours, make it seem natural and that I wasn't covering something up.
"Okay um well let's just say bring him around 730. I'll be ready by then I'm sure." He smiles to himself. "I just hope he loves it and obviously he says yes."
"He will. If there is anything I'm sure of its that he loves you." I say reassuringly.
"Thanks Peet. Well I guess I should leave you to get packing." He says as he stands.
I hug him before he heads for the door. "Thanks again Lance."
"Anytime Peet." He says as he disappears behind the door.
I turn back to the room. Right I guess I just had to move all the clothes in my wardrobe, that's all I owned these days. As I head into the walk-in I start picking up the clothes and put them in piles on the bed. When I'm about half way done I hear the bedroom door open and turn to see Cato smiling at me.
"Want some help?" He asks as he walks up behind me, putting his arms around my waist and pulling me back to his chest.
"Sure, I've almost got all the clothes out of the walk-in. Once we have done that we just have to move it all down the hall I guess." I say as I tilt my head to one side so he could kiss my neck. We stay like that for awhile.
"Alright how bout you keep getting the clothes out and I'll start taking you things to my room." Cato suggests.
"Sounds like a plan." I stay moving out of his arms.
"Peet everything is okay right?" Cato sudden asks.
I turn to him and see concern over his face. "What do you mean?"
"Well you needed to talk to Lance and I was just wondering if maybe there was something wrong or I did something."
"Oh, Cato no, I um, I just needed to work some stuff out and Lance was just helping me. Don't worry its nothing bad or anything I was just getting advice and guidance that's all." I reply walking back into his arms and hugging him.
"Advice for that?" I could tell he was confused.
"Well, um sex." I mutter quickly and softly.
"What? I didn't hear that." Cato says honestly.
"Sex, Cato. I needed to talk to Lance about sex." I say embarrassed.
"Oh, well um I hope it's all good." He starts to laugh. "It's good to know you want to get good advice about sex. Especially since you having sex would mean I would be having sex as well."
"Shut up." I say embarrassed still. I bury my head into his chest. "But yes we are going to have to have that talk soon. I just want it all to be worked out so it's not so awkward and weird when it does happen."
"Alright boyfriend we can do that later. Now come on I'm sure Clove wants to be able to move in before it gets to late." He let's go of me and picks up the first pile of clothes, heading out the door.
I smile and head back to the walk in. An hour later we have officially moved me in. We decided we should help Clove bring her things up so we head done to her floor. When the elevator doors open I am surprised to find Haymitch sitting down talking with Johanna, Finnick and Enobaria.
"Oh sorry, we just came to help Clove move." I say apologetically.
"Oh Peeta can you come here for a second." Haymitch says sounding almost harsh.
"Sure um Cato I'll meet you in Clove's room in a minute I guess." I say giving his hand a squeeze before heading towards the others. "What's up Haymitch?"
"Peeta tomorrow I need you and Cato to come to operations in the morning, you have been excused from training. The both of you and Katniss are going to be having a meeting about the war with us."
I frown confused. "Why just us three and not the others?"
"Because it doesn't concern them or their efforts in stopping Snow or Delvin. Just be at the Cafeteria at eight and I'll come get you both." Haymitch says void of any emotion.
"Um okay, I'm just going to go them." I say confused, what ever was going on seemed to give me this sick feeling in my stomach. Whatever it was didn't seem to be a good thing. I head to Clove's room to find Clove and Cato talking happily.
"Everything alright Peet?" Cato asks concerned.
"Um I don't know. Haymitch wants me, you and Katniss to meet his in the cafeteria at eight tomorrow. We have been excused from training because we have some meeting concerning the war." I say still running everything through my mind again.
"Why just you three?" Clove asks.
"I don't know but the way Haymitch was acting I can't get rid of the sick feeling in my stomach." I say as I walk up to Cato and hug him.
"Peet it can't be that bad." Cato says reassuringly as he stroked my back. But I couldn't explain it I felt like what ever it was, it was going to threaten the relationship I had with Cato.