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DISCLAIMER: SM has it all. I do own the idea of this dream; it's kinda very close to me. Nor do I own this song from one of my favorite bands.

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

-Big Girls Don't Cry; FERGIE

A large russet wolf emerged out of the forest and made his way to a woman with a little girl sitting beside her and a baby in her lap. The woman was a Native American beauty. She had long black hair and tan skin and black eyes, she was a quiletque. The little girl was pale and she too had long black but curly hair, she had big chocolate brown eyes. She didn't seem to be human as she ran in an inhuman speed towards the wolf and hugged his neck and then the wolf nuzzled his nose on her cheek and then got his tongue out and licked her face.

"Yuck" she said wiping the wet from her cheek by her shirt collar and the wolf barked a laugh as human as possible. "Its not funny dad!"she said and patted his wolf shoulder as people do with pets.

That wolf got the idea and nudged her and made his way to the forest again. But now he came out as a beautiful, handsome huge Native American man. His skin was also tan and he too had black hair. He was Jacob.

"Is Leah taking good care of my kids huh?"He asked that little girl taking the baby out of her arms and cooing it.

That little girl was his daughter and the women sitting there the with a baby in her lap was his children's mother. That means his wife. Jacob had a family now. He was no more my Jacob.

MY JACOB, unconscious I thought.

Then he smiled his very Jakey smile to both his kids that smile that he only once reserved for me, Renesmee (once). The unconscious mind of mine realized that he was no more my Jacob, now her Jacob had a family. He married Leah and has children. They have a small happy family which she would never be a part of. This was all happening in front of her eyes and she couldn't even stop it.

Then it all came crashing down, it was all because i had over reacted and had been rude to Jacob. That's why Jacob moved on and left me.

"Where is Nessie Jacob?" Leah asked him as she patted his shoulder, now the little girl was sitting in her lap. I can't see this; I just can't stand it her Jacob with some one else all happy without her. Even unconsciously a tear broke down my eye.

"Edward and Bella met us in forest so she went hunting with them, she would be here soon." He assured Leah. He again smiled that Jakey smile to his children and kissed the baby's fore head.

"How have you been my little boy, missed me huh?"He asked the baby boy as if he was going to answer. Again unconscious i felt a stabbing pain in her chest.

"You ready to go home honey!"He registered his daughter.

"I want mommy, daddy" she said longing for her mother and as if he had understood every thing she said, the baby boy made a longing sound.

That caught me off guard! If Leah was not his mother then who was? I don't know that I was happy or sad that someone else was in Jacob's life other than Leah. A part of my mind was happy that Leah was not Jacob's wife and the other half of my mind was still mourning that it was someone else, if it had been Leah than it was a little less pain because I knew Leah and she was pure at heart, and may be she deserved my Jacob. I didn't want it to be someone new whom I've not knows….whom Jacob never bothered to tell me about. Another tear left my eyes. Now I was more than curious to know about this woman.

If knowing that Leah was Jacob's children's mother pained me, then finding out that it was someone else, a total stranger, killed me.

Then a beautiful women came out of the forest cover wearing an emerald green sundress, she was way too graceful to be a human. She had long bronze curls and same chocolate brown eyes and pale skin as the little girl.

The little girl, as she noticed this woman, rose off Leah's lap and ran towards that woman. The woman scooped her up in her arms and kissed her rosy cheeks. Still I couldn't bring myself to hate this woman because I saw the look in the little girl and Jacob's eyes when she came. I could easily tell who much they both loved her.

"I've missed you mommy!"She said then Jacob was standing right next to her and he had the baby in his arms."EJ missed you too mommy, a lot. I think he's hungry" she said and her cheek got rosier as she blushed embarrassingly. "Let's go home mommy" she said a little bit later.

"And your dad?" the women asked Jacob, a smirk spreading across her face.

Jacob didn't respond verbally but just kissed her on lips softly, but then broke away as his daughter and Leah were watching them. "Missed you a lot ness!" he said and stole one more kiss from her delicious lips.

That's when I realized it was me. It was me, Nessie. He said Nessie. I was the one whom he married. I was his children's mother. He was my husband. Jacob was my husband.

The only thing now I hated the most was that IT WAS ALL A DREAM.

Because my eyes flew open at the loud thud noise in my room. And in the next heartbeat I was in my hunting position, for my self defense. But then it realized it was only Jacob.

"Hey" he said sheepishly running his hands through his hair, absent mindedly, making me want him more.

"Sorry if I woke you up ness!" he apologized and then again said " I just wanted to make sure if you were okay, look I know you don't like to be taken care of but I was just not able to sleep when you are upset with me ness. Look I am here to apologize, I'll do anything you want, please don't close me off ness. You are my best friend ness, I can't live without you." He said and I was touched but as I opened my mouth to answer him that I was not upset over him. Well actually earlier I was but after that dream I was not, we both herd foots steps of Grandpa Charlie coming towards my room.

May be he woke up by the thud sound made by Jacob when he entered the room through the window.

I was frozen in my place wondering the consequences of what my grandpa do to us if he found Jacob with her in the room at 1am in the dark. He was not as much understanding as my parents and he would make his own assumptions and kill Jacob with his gun, Jacob was not bullet proof like my father and whole vampire family.

Moreover I wasn't supposed to stay here today; I already told grandpa Charlie that I am going to spend the night at Emily's place. God I was so fucked up right now.

Jacob already knew about the sleepover I think because he understood my expression.

"Shh..stay silent" he said low and grabbed me by waist, not roughly and took in two long steps with me by his side. We were both behind the door now. "Shh" he said again, very low that a human couldn't hear them.

The footsteps became clearer as Charlie came close to the door. I was now standing between the wall and Jacob. His one hand still on my waist and the other on the wall beside my head.

Slowly Charlie opened the door and as the door opened wider, Jacob had to come more close to me. this was the only way to avoid Charlie from catching us. We had to be stealthy. My hands instinctly rose up, one resting behind his neck and the other above his heart.

As Charlie entered the room, the door opened more and more and we had less space I was amused that Jacob can actually fit in here with me. Jacob dipped his head low, now his cheek was resting against mine. If we were close earlier then now, each and every part of my body was pressed against his. My breasts were crushing to his chest and my stomach tightened in knots. I could feel his breathe on my neck and a shiver ran down my spine.

My breath hitched and I was close to making a noise which I made last night which would only embarrass me more. It was low sound I don't if Charlie was able to hear or not but to be on safer side Jacob's hand which had been resting against the wall came up to my mouth and he put his fore finger on my mouth so as to shh.. Me as he can't say anything right now. He was not making it easier for me, now was fighting too hard to the urge of parting my lips and tasting him.

I was seconds away from kissing his fingers on my mouth and that's when grand pa Charlie left the room, closing the door behind him and Jacob stepped away from me.

My body felt cold now without him being pressed up against me. as if my body was aching for his heat.

Then I herd a clash of thunder, I leapt onto his arms which were open for me as if to catch me. He pulled me tight against him as if giving into that m moment and rubbed my back so as to sooth me. . I buried my face in his chest and inhaled deeply, his scent was like October, spring season and it was so Jacobish. I shouldn't have done that because now everything has changed, we can't be as physical as we were earlier. Now that my teenage hormones were on their full throttle whenever I was near Jake so I should learn to control my over whelming emotions.

Jacob seem to understand that, this thought disappointed me a lot, because he immediately got me out of his arms and then kissed my forehead so that I wont feel rejected. But I didn't want to let him go yet not after I had one of the best dreams of my life.

"Stay" I said giving him my best pouty look as I used to give him when I was young. "I am feeling very cold, Jake!" I said trying to convince him to stay tonight with me. "I promise to behave-"he cut me off in the mid sentence by placing his finger on my mouth. This was the second time that I was fighting an urge to just get my tongue out and taste him.

"You don't have to beg Ness! I'll surely stay if you want me to and you don't have to be sorry, that was my entire fault. I shouldn't have...-"this time it was my turn to cut him off my placing my finger on his mouth. I felt his lips under my fingers. They were so damn soft and warm. I kept my fingers there a little longer than what's decent but I don't give a damn because I don't know if I would ever get to kiss those lips so at least I memorize it with my fingers.

"Let's lay down" he said and then he lay next to me on his side of the bed. There was only 2 inches distance between us but that seemed like 2 miles to me. I knew after last night's incident nothing was going to remain the same. And I hated changes. All my life I've to deal with changes.

I didn't feel like sleeping so I just turned towards Jake and stared at him, he was facing the ceiling and his eyes were closed but he was not snoring at all so may be he was not asleep but I didn't dare to make a talk after what happened yesterday.

He was a piece of art, I don't know how in the hell he was single till now but I was thankful to that fact. I started wondering about my dream; Jacob was so caring towards his children in it. It was just an so amazing bonus that I was in that dream and that too his wife. Now I was sure that that's how I want my future to be. With Jacob. But if he doest want me in that way … I just don't want to think then what would happen.

Some where in the middle of my future drive, I drifted off to sleep. Somewhere in the middle of my sleep I think I felt something warm covering me up and moved closer to it. this time in my dream, only the baby boy EJ and his toddler sister came. Her name was Sarah as I came to know. She was named after Jacob's mother. There was no trace of Jacob or me in the dream, just the faces of the two most beautiful kids in the world flashed again and again.

When I woke up I felt a little too hotter than usual. That's when I realized that I was snuggled up to Jacob. As I can remember we were not that close initially but I am not regretting that if we moved closer at night. His upper body, torso was over me and his legs were between mine. But he didn't make me fell that he was too heavy. It was like how married couples slept together after they did that…

His arm was around my waist and his handsome face was buried in my neck. I tried to absorb the moment in me as I didn't know if I would ever be able to fell him so close to me again. His scent enveloped me and all I could think was Jacob. My breathing became hard and my stomach tightened….. Not this again I thought to myself.

I tried to remove my self from his arms before I do something very very wrong. But he gripped me tighter against bit it didn't hurt. His hand that was on my waist slid a little bit down and then again he slid it up all the way to my shoulder and then he rested it on my heart, just above my left breast. A desire ran through me that I've never felt before like……..like……like…..I wanted him to touch me.

I was so damn sure that Jacob was in a deep sleep because the next move he made was …………….killer move.

He inhaled deep in my neck and then nuzzled his nose and lips there at a very sensitive point of that region of my throat. That point which I didn't even know was so sensitive to his touch. He again brushed his lips back and forth there and was making some mhhm….mhhm…sounds which I didn't really understand. May be he was dreaming something. And I was just laying there taking in every inch of the moment to remember it my whole life.

My hands as an instinct came around his neck bringing him closer to me. Jacob breathed out a long hot breath and that feeling of his breath on my neck was tickling. I don't know why but I giggled at that. And in the next moment…….HE WAS GONE and i felt cold.

COMING UP:

"Don't go away sexy!" he said and caught my wrist. I was far stronger than him but his alcoholic scent and his four other friends with that look on their faces made me feel scared. I felt dizziness in my head and then I realized that it was because of that drink. God I should have known….! I thought to my self.

I haven't fought before; I mean I never needed to fight, I always had my family and my wolves cocooning me up. But right now I regretted that how easily I could take training from my experienced uncle Jasper so I won't freak out in such a tight ass situation.

"Come to me baby" he said again and put his hands around my waist, as he came closer his smell of alcohol got more potent fogging up all my senses. His other hand traveling up my thighs, under my skirt.

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