Author: This might get depressing. Beware. So this what going on with a few characters mind.
disclaimer: Wei belongs to me; As DW Cast belongs to Koei and themselves. :/ Sorry of the OOC and other crap.
Xixixi: I can't kill off Wei's uncle and father. :/ They won't be much of a story left other than Liu Bei and his drama. I'm trying to cut down his drama and try to the others.
((Wei))
Confession-RED
This was a waking nightmare. He didn't want to a live again. Why dew he have to live in this hell called 'Living'. He knew he was the perfect child.
He slid down his door to the floor as his anus was red and bleeding. He knew his life was gonna split like a thin thread. His eyes were wet as he was actually crying for the first time after ten years.
He was trembling as he hold his head staring at those dead cold eyes.
It was his own reflections.
He smiled so sadly as the tears coming down like waterfalls. It wasn't his fault that he was as he is. He close his eyes and slowly trace the mirror reflection of himself.
He broke the mirror with his fist as it form from tracing the mirror. He truly knows that he danced with the devil. And he hated it.
((Liu Bei))
Shadows-RED
All he wanted to be happy. As he stare at his students working. Seeing how they was happy; Why can't he be happy for once? Does god have a problem with him to be happy?
Or
Was it a cursed from the heavens to see him sad and miserable?
Maybe? Cao Cao was right... He was weak ...
He laid his head down on the desk. Thinking over a few things in his life that went wrong. Not noticing a pair of eyes was studying him from afar.
((Gan Ning))
Broken- Seether & Amy
He knew his favorite was broken.
He wanted to steal that pain away and held him high to the heavens to ease his pain. He must get more strong for him even his feelings can't be return.
He chuckle sadly.
As he remember that feelings was a waste effort for him. Look at him now he was in love with his teacher.
Feelings?
Is they a cursed or a blessing?
They were both. He wished feelings wasn't so hard to understand. Why god didn't make it easy for us?
Pfft yeah right.. That means the world would be chaos... Probably... Aah a perfect world for that bastard name Cao Cao.
He turn his attention back to Da Qiao who was talking to him about his homework.
He put on his cocky grin. Despite it was fake he didn't need anybody to notice his depression that's called his feelings towards to a certain someone.
((Lu Bu))
Bittertaste- Three Days Grace
He had a bitter taste in his mouth. When Diao Chan try to seduce him. Her kisses wasn't good enough for him.
As all he could remember was Zhao Yun's lips. They was so tender he was fear they might break from a rough kiss.
He was having mixed emotions with Zhao Yun. He doesn't understand? Should he or not? Try to catch that beautiful creäture or devour it with lust?
His lips were bitter taste like his wine.
Hmm...
Too much thinking...
Aah back to that bitch!
Diao Chan?
Why was she glaring at other woman. To not look at him?
Of course he had looks and he was handsome? But why would she go that far to glare at them? If he remember correctly. She was the one that cheated on him with his friends.
Oh his friends?
They gotten an ass whooping of their lifetime. And even demand that they shouldn't be friends anymore. They was happy with that idea,as they didn't like him from the first place.
Another Ass-whooping...
So he erase them from his life and even Diao Chan..
Maybe he should change?
He laughed mockery at that idea. That brought a tear in his eye.
"Yeah right? When Dogs can fly.." he said in a mocking tone.
As he slipped his drink in his house.
((Zhen Ji))
No More-Three Days Grace
She couldn't take it anymore.
The crying and the drinking,fighting..
It was enough.
As she wiped her tears away. As he make up stain her cheek. And her face were red. Even her beautiful eyes that was now dull.
She watch Wang Yi drink her sorrow away with more liquor.
No More. We can't live in 'fear'. She needed help badly with her problem.
She approach Wang Yi and shaking her hard and screaming.
"STOP ALL THIS DRINKING! PLEASE! ALL THIS DRINKING IS NOT HELPING US!" screamed Zhen Ji.
As her tears was rushing down her face. As she felt a powerful slap. Zhen Ji held her cheek and tremble.
"No..I can't..." said Wang Yi slowly as he got us from the couch and walked to the door. And stopped midway.
"This is our last goodbye Zhen Ji.. I'm no good for you anymore." said Wang Yi quietly.
Zhen Ji couldn't believe her ears. As she watch the woman she love walked out of her life. For good.
She couldn't fight the tears.
She couldn't fight the fire.
Now she stopped living in fear.
She was the reason that she believe about life.
No More...
...No More Wang Yi...
Our relationship is no more...
((Ling Tong))
Get Out Alive- Three Days Grace
He couldn't say goodbye to him. Despite the age differences.
He wanted to run for his life to be with him. As he watched him fade away.
He wanted to be with him. But couldn't as he was a high school student and he worked at that Curry Shop. In the poorest part of town.
He unmasked him. And seen how sexy and attractive he was; he gotten scared if somebody else take him away from him. He couldn't bear that thought as he ran away from him.
It was gonna be his last time to act like a coward.
For now he need the courage and the strength to be with him. As of now he having doubts and negative thoughts in his head.
He far away to think to do next.
AN: Review . I know your reading this.