Sookie felt the bed shift under her and a cool hand brushed the hair back form her face she hoped it was all a dream, she hoped it was Eric and things were normal but she was too afraid to open her eyes and be disappointed. Sookie lay there stiff as a board trying to ignore the hand caressing her face; she was enjoying the moment where she was able to pretend it was Eric when Bills voice snatched her back to reality.
"Do you like the house I built for you?" Her eyes flew open and she gave him a questioning look,
"Sookie I built you this small home on my property mind you I did bring most of your things from your old home and I built it in the likeness of yours but this will be our home that we will share together."
She sat up on the bed staring at him she hadn't realized how far gone his mind was until now
"Bill why, what did you think I would be happy living here with all the memories of my old life but with no freedom to live it" she tried to speak as calmly as she could but he lost his cool anyway
"Are you such a heartless bitch that you can't accept a gift as grand as this, I am trying to make you happy" she felt her temper flare to match his and she didn't care if he killed her now anything would be better than living with him forever.
"I would rather die than live here with you." Sookie screamed at the top of her lungs
Bills hands flew to her throat and he squeezed until she thought she would die releasing her just as she was about to pass out,
"You need to make phone calls tonight come to the kitchen when you collect yourself." Bill shoved her back on the bed and walked out of the room, she leaned against the headboard catching her breath she was so angry that she had allowed herself to believe this was a dream some great escape from her nightmare.
After a few minutes Sookie climbed out of bed and walked to the kitchen where she saw Bill sitting at the table with her cell phone in his hand and a piece of paper in front of him.
"You will call Jason, Tara and Eric I have written what you are to say on this piece of paper if you do not say exactly what is on this paper I will have them killed do you understand." She shook her head slowly as the tears fell from her eyes
Bill claimed to love her and he had hurt her in so many ways; she knew he didn't care for anyone she loved so she knew he was telling the truth, He slid a chair out and placed the phone on the table in front of it and Sookie sat and picked it up.
The phone rang several times before his voicemail picked up and honestly Sookie was thankful she knew Jason would know something was wrong,
"Hey Jason it me I know your probably worried but I am fine I just had to get away for a while I will call again soon I love you bye" her voice broke as I told him I loved him.
Sookie sobbed uncontrollably into her hands while Bill sat next to her waiting patiently, he didn't move or talk while she cried but once she had wiped her tears and caught her breathe he slid the piece of paper toward her again. The phone rang twice and Tara picked up and Sookie she had just let it go to voicemail like Jason,
"Hey Tara it's me" she was cut off by her screaming into the phone
"Where the fuck have you been, I thought you were dead even that blonde vamp didn't know where you were" her heart leapt at the thought of Eric looking for her and Bill must have noticed this because he tapped his finger on the paper and shot her a look.
"Tara ok I'm sorry I just had to get away for a while to just deal with everything I am fine not dead you always think the worst," Bill tapped the paper again his patience was wearing thin and she realized she was not reading from the paper.
"Ok Tara well look I have to go I will call again soon I love you bye" she hung up not looking forward to the next phone call,
Sookie didn't cry when she hung up this time she just sat and stared at Bill in silence for a minute.
"Will I ever see them again?" she was sure she already knew the answer but she had to ask,
Bill smiled as he answered "when you love me again truly love me we will talk."
Her heart sank how could he expect her to truly love him after what he has done to her; Sookie felt anger building up inside of her but the fear of him killing her family and friends kept her from opening her mouth. Bill slid the next paper in front of her and she read over the small paragraph that was written to Eric, she had so much she wanted to say to him and none of it was in this paragraph.
How would she hold herself back from crying for help or telling him she loved him, she must have been taking too long because Bill had dialed the number and placed the phone to her ear.
"Northman" oh god Eric read my mind just this once please
"Eric its Sookie" a long pause,
"Sookie what can I do for you" she could hear the sadness in his voice as he spoke to her and it reminded her of the scared Eric she found on the side of the road.
Bill cleared his throat and nodded toward the paper and Sookie reminded herself that he would kill them and started reading quickly,
"I am just calling you to tell you I am happy and I am with Bill now. We are going to be leaving for a while and I didn't want you running around looking for me, I really just wish you would give up and leave me alone. Bill loves me and" Sookie paused because she knew she would forever regret saying these words,
She looked at Bill and he gave her a fang filled smile "I love Bill."
Eric was quiet and she was shoving her fear at him through their bond hoping he would know she didn't mean anything, she didn't mean to send him away or show up with Bill at Fangtasia; she wanted to tell him she loved him more than anything. Bill kicked the chair she was sitting on and slammed his hand down on the paper in front of her, he knew what she was thinking and the look in his eye told her she would pay.
"Now your king would like to speak to you" Sookie quickly handed the phone over to Bill and he walked out of the room; she didn't hear their conversation but she did hear Bill laugh as he hung up the phone. He looked her dead in the eye as he spoke,
"Tell me you love me" she knew this meant he wanted sex and even as beaten and bruised as her body was she couldn't bring herself to say it.
Sookie walked into the bedroom and removed her clothes before lying on the bed; she didn't have it in her to fight but his body would be all she gave him because Eric had her heart. Bill came in looking her with confusion on his face he wasn't expecting her to give in so easily,
"Tell me you love me" she looked up at him and spoke her hearts truth "I hate you, just get it over with" Sookie curled into a ball and cried silent tears as he touched her he caressed her body gently kissing his way between her thighs. she didn't want bill to be gentle she wanted no pleasure from his touch but he continued to lick and prod her core with his tongue, Sookie wanted him to stop to just pleasure himself and feed so he could leave again like last night.
She pretended to enjoy him faking her climax so he would move on; she wasn't sure he would find it believable considering she had never had to fake it before but she arched her back and moaned quietly as she tightened her legs around his shoulders. Sookie tried to remember her first orgasm with Eric and mimic the way her body quivered for him hoping to make it more realistic.
The tiny thought of Eric at that moment made her smile which only helped to make her enjoyment even more believable, when Bill removed himself from between her legs she rolled onto her stomach she couldn't stand seeing the pleasure in his eyes when he while he raped her.
Bill paused lingering over her he wanted her to be afraid, he wanted her to fight and now that she wasn't he was running out of ways to torture her, Sookie hissed as he entered her the pain from the night before was reborn and she could feel the wounds being pulled open. It wasn't that bill was a huge man but the fact that she was in no way turned on by him and he was being carless, he was substantial in size but it was nothing in comparison to Eric yet even when Eric was rough he took such care not to do any damage.
The blood quickly acted as lubricant to hide the fact that she hated having him inside of her, every moment he was there she wish her vagina had teeth so it could devour him and end this misery. Sookie closed her eyes and imagined Eric coming to rescue her she pictured him bursting through the door and ripping Bill in two before scooping her up into his arms and flying her far away from this place.
Eric would heal her wounds and make love to her the way a man does when he really loves a woman, Sookie started to cry at the thought of never seeing Eric again and Bill must have known what the tears were for. She felt him slide out of her core and she prayed he was coming to his senses but she was wrong he slammed himself into her ass and the pain shot through her. Sookie felt something inside of her break with the force and she screamed with every movement but he refused to stop, she cried and begged for her life as I felt the blood running out of her Bill was ripping her apart and enjoying every minute of it.
She felt him sink his fangs into her shoulder and she prayed that he was done, Bill fed on her for what seemed like forever she knew it was too long and she could feel herself fading. When he withdrew his fangs he rolled off of me but the weight of death still weighed her down she needed blood now or I would die.
"Bill please" she begged as he looked at me with no remorse
"Tell me you love me" she didn't want to die but she knew he would kill her at this rate anyway he lost more and more control every time and she was dying anyway so I said it.
"Bill I love Eric" he kicked her off of the bed and she landed on her face breaking her nose on the floor, Sookie rolled onto her back she wanted him to look her in the eyes as he killed her so she would know the memory of her last breath would be etched into his mind forever. Bill walked slowly around the side of the bed to where she landed on the floor; he stood over her taunting her,
"Beg for my blood, beg to live, beg me Sookie" He screamed into her face.
Her eyes were feeling heavy when she heard a crash that sounded like the whole house was coming down, suddenly Bill flew out of sight and she could hear the loud thud of his body hitting the floor.
"Sookie oh god Sookie" she screamed as she was lifted, her vision was still blurry but she felt safe and when she opened her eyes "Eric."