In case I forgot before, I don't own Criminal Minds just so you know.

Chapter 6

Spencer walked out of his bedroom seeing Morgan still asleep on his couch. Shaking his head at the stubbornness of his friend for refusing to leave him alone he made his way to the kitchen to get a drink of water.

Another nightmare woke him about Nicole being dead. Spencer didn't know how much more he could take before loosing his mind. Everything about the investigation had come to a screeching halt. He wiped the tear slipping down his cheek away and put his glass down and walked back to his room.

Nicole opened her eyes and began to roll over to get up. Her bladder was full and demanding attention.

"Son of a bitch." She sighed when she began to move her legs to sit up.

She felt like she had been riding a bucking bull and made it the whole eight seconds then got bucked off and stomped on.

The throbbing between her legs was unbearable and every muscle in her body ached. She slid down the sheet seeing she was naked and had dried remnants of love juice all over her.

Turning to look at Aaron she saw that he was also naked and had the same incriminating evidence all over him. Oh she had ridden a bucking bull alright and his name was Aaron.

Wincing at the pain Nicole got up and walked to the bathroom and closed the door and sat down on the toilet. Before she could begin to try and pee she had to jump up and turn around to throw up.

"Oh god. What the hell did I do last night?" The tears began to well up in her eyes. Knowing that this wasn't going be a quiet cry she jumped up and turned on the shower and climbed in pulling the curtain closed.

The hot water rained down on her and she broke out in uncontrollable sobs. She had done the worst thing ever betraying Spencer. The churning in her stomach began and she thought she was going to vomit again. Her legs went weak and she sat down in the tub and let the water spray over her while she cried. She felt guilty and dirty and no amount of water would wash that away.

"Oh god Spencer. I am so sorry." Was all she could repeat over and over.

"Come on Morgan we need to get back to the office." Spencer said impatiently.

"I am coming pretty boy." Morgan said hurrying out of the bathroom and grabbing his phone and keys.

"It's about time." Spencer mumbled opening the door.

A yellow envelope fell to the floor with Dr Reid written on the front of it. Morgan grabbed Spencer's hand and stopped him from picking it up.

"It could have evidence on it." Morgan grabbed a tissue and picked it up. "Let's go. I hope we finally have a new lead."

Aaron rubbed his head hearing that the shower was running. He looked down seeing the state he was in and then suddenly had a flashback of last nights events.

"Oh shit." He said feeling like a total asshole. "Oh god. What have I done?"

The water had gone cold but Nicole didn't notice. She was still sitting down in the tub letting the water pour over her. Spencer was all she could think about. Her life was over with him and she knew it. Even if they made it out of this alive Spencer would never understand or forgive her.

A lot of time passed and the water was still running in the shower. Aaron got up and pulled a clean pair of shorts out of the dresser, put them on and went to check on Nicole. He hesitantly tapped on the door to the bathroom.

"Nicole? Are you alright?" When she didn't answer he opened the door a crack. "Nicole?"

"Come in." She said flatly.

"Are you dressed?" Aaron asked.

"Does it matter? I think we are way past modesty now don't you think?"

Aaron shrugged and walked in to see the closed curtain pulled around the tub. Aaron put the lid down on the toilet and sat down.

"Are you alright? You have been in here a long time." Aaron was fumbling with what to say. "Nicole?" Frustrated he reached over and pulled the curtain open. "What are you doing?" He could tell the water was cold and he turned the shower off.

Nicole wouldn't look up at him as the last of the water ran down the drain. She had her knees drawn up to her chest and her arms wrapped tightly around her legs. She didn't answer him. She just put her head down on her knees and began to cry again.

Aaron ran his hand through is hair. "I am so sorry Nicole. I should have been stronger and fought the drug harder."

"Aaron neither of us had any control over our bodies last night. This is no more your fault than it is mine.

Aaron reached up for a towel. "Come on let's get you out of here and into some clothes." Aaron reached down and helped her stand up and took the towel and wrapped it around her.

Nicole stepped out of the tub and walked out to the other room and sat down on the corner of the bed. Her thighs were beginning to bruise and her lady parts were throbbing. Aaron grabbed an extra towel and patted the rest of the water off of her arms and shoulders then began working on her hair.

Nicole just sat there stiffly as he continued to dry her. He wanted to put his arms around her and hold her but he knew that she would probably push him away.

"How much longer does forensics need that package?" Morgan asked irritated.

"As long as it takes Morgan. Calm down." Rossi said quietly.

"I am sick of being Calm Rossi. Some creep has my boss and my best friend's girl. I am tired of feeling like we are just standing around with our thumbs up our butts."

Morgan walked out of Rossi's office and saw Spencer sitting at his desk staring blankly at the wall.

"God kid I wish there was something I could do." Morgan said quietly walking down the stairs to see if he could hurry up forensics.

Aaron looked at the bruises on Nicole's thighs and wrists. Her face was even swollen around her mouth and had faint shades of blue showing finger prints left around her jaw. He knew he had been brutal on her. She looked like she had been beaten. Aaron closed his eyes ashamed of the damage he inflicted on her.

His own body was sore and his manhood felt raw and irritated. Not able to look at her anymore he got up to take a shower and clean himself up. Before he got far he heard a gasp from Nicole.

"Oh god Aaron. Your back. I clawed the hell out of it!"

Aaron walked into the bathroom and turned himself to look in the mirror. He had deep red scratches all up and down his back. He almost smiled feeling better that she had at least hurt him back in some way.

He reached in and turned on the shower and climbed in and began to wash away the last traces of the dirty tryst.

Emily sat a cup of coffee down on the desk in front of Spencer.

"I put extra sugar in it." Emily said softly.

Spencer finally looked up at his friend giving her a silent thank you and reached for the cup.

Emily pulled a chair up next to him and sat down.

"Talk to me Reid. I am worried about you."

"I am worried about Nicole and Hotch. Where are they? How are they?" Spencer couldn't say anymore. The tears were choking him.

Emily placed her hand gently on his arm. She was lost for words of comfort for her friend.

Aaron came out of the bathroom and picked up the table they had knocked over and the chair that was not broken and sat down.

"We need to talk about this Nicole." He said hesitantly.

"What is there to talk about Aaron? We fucked the hell out of each other. We can't take it back."

"No we can't. I am so very sorry. I feel like I raped you. I hurt you." Aaron put his head down his eyes were tearing.

"You did not rape me Aaron. We were drugged. I hurt you too." Nicole also was tearing up again. "I just felt so out of control of myself."

"I had no control either. I just don't know how to make this right." Aaron felt completely ashamed.

"We will never make it right Aaron. Spencer will never forgive me and I am pregnant facing the terrifying reality of being a single parent."

Aaron got up from the chair and walked over to the bed and sat down. "Nicole, you are a strong woman. You are going to be a wonderful mother. Hopefully Spencer will want to still be a part of the baby's life at least. I can't imagine that he wouldn't."

Aaron scooted over closer to her and lifted his hand to her cheek to wipe the tears from it. He wanted to hold her but was unsure if she would let him. When Nicole reached up and touched his hand he moved closer and pulled her into his arms. She nestled her head on his chest. Aaron knew his feelings were wrong but he wanted to take care of her.

Derek came running into the bull pen. "I have it! It's a DVD."

Emily and Spencer jumped up as Rossi came out of his office. Pete had just walked out of the break room as everyone was hurrying out of the bull pen.

"Where's everyone going?" He asked.

"Garcia's office." Emily said grabbing his arm and dragging him along.

Rossi shut the door and Penelope slid the DVD into the player and hit play.

Spencer chewed on his lip wondering just what he was going to see.

"Your love and boss are alive. Here is proof Dr Reid." A distorted voice said before the image appeared on the screen.

It showed Aaron and Nicole in the small confines talking and interacting with no sound. The picture snowed out and reemerged showing them playing poker with popcorn. This time their voices could be heard.

Spencer swallowed hard hearing them laughing and teasing each other but at least they looked unharmed.

The image changed again and the room remained quiet as they watched what appeared to be Hotch with his face buried between Nicole's legs.

"Oh. Are they? Oh god they are!" Penelope whimpered slapping her hand over her eyes.

All of the others were watching in disbelief hearing the sensuous moans and panting coming out of the speakers.

Spencer's face began to burn. He couldn't believe his eyes. It had only been a few days and they couldn't keep their hands off each other. How could Hotch do this? Why the hell would Nicole let him? He looked around seeing everyone's eyes glued to the monitor all wide and glazed.

The X rated performance ensued and once Aaron had climbed on Nicole an began to thrust, Spencer had all he could stand to see and stormed out of the room. His mind was turning in circles. The betrayal he felt was enormous and he found himself thinking that he didn't want either of them to come back now.

"Reid!" Morgan called after him. He knew he should follow his friend but he couldn't take his eyes from the screen nor could the others.

JJ and Emily gasped watching as their boss manhandled the detective. Penelope slid her fingers open so she could peak just as Aaron tossed Nicole against the wall and plummeted deeply into her thrusting like a wild animal.

The time ticked by as everyone remained frozen to the spot they were standing with their eyes glued to the TV. The door opened and nobody noticed when Strauss walked in.

"What was in the new….Oh my god! Just what in the hell is going on in here?" She gasped seeing the tawdry spectacle playing out before her eyes.

Thank you Noskilz and jmdernier! I do think you were reading my mind jmdernier! I had this already written before you posted so I updated quickly for you!