Pain
A/N: Damn it… still don't own them.
Chapter 6 Wedding Part II-House
He got up that morning with the knowledge that it would be the worse day of his life.
The notion to just stay in his home and ignore the celebrations that would start in the next few hours crossed his mind more than once as he limped to the bathroom.
It wasn't fair.
Wilson could have anyone. Did he not notice that Cuddy followed him around like a sick puppy?
Cameron was his. He had always been attracted to her.
But she was so young, so delicate, so … everything he wasn't.
Maybe she would be happy with Wilson.
He convinced himself of that for the whole drive to the small little hotel they were holding the wedding at.
He would have probably believed the sentence had she not come running down the hallway, white dress and perfect curls.
"Cameron" he was surprised at how soft his voice was.
And he knew he had lost the job at convincing himself when he saw tear stricken eyes.
She looked gorgeous, no more than that. There was absolutely no word he knew of that could describe how she looked.
And his eyes couldn't leave her face, his heart couldn't help but to yearn for her and his brain couldn't stop telling him that it was wrong.
His hand gently from her shoulder, were they had been to steady her after she bumped into him, to wipe away the tears that ran painfully down her cheek.
"You look to beautiful to be crying" and it was true. But he wished he could take them back as soon as more tears soaked her cheeks.
She was having some sort of internal battle, and he could almost see it playing in her tearful eyes.
"Cameron?" his voice gentle, careful.
He leaned closer to her, her rapid breathing bathed his lips and he was almost lost then.
He needed to kiss her, needed to have her small body against his.
"Allison" her name left his lips like a need when he really wanted it to come out in a way that would make her pull him out of this trance.
But her eyes, just how needy they looked how they wanted him, it was enough to break down every barrier he had ever built.
And her lips were so soft under his.
For a second, or maybe it was less than that, she didn't respond and he thought he had done something stupid. It wouldn't have been the first time.
But she responded with as much need as his.
She was so small in his arms and he pulled her closer, crushed her small warm body against his as his lips devoured her, tried to take away all the pain she felt, all the confusion.
Her fingers were in his hair, they pulled his face closer to hers and his teeth nipped softly on hers, and he smiled when she moaned.
It was her body that drove him to do it; he would stick by that no matter what anyone said.
She was warm, small, perfect, delicate, and gorgeous.
He couldn't, wouldn't, let anyone else take her away from him.
Even his best friend.
He didn't remember them running through halls filled with faces he didn't recognize, didn't remember how he could drive home with her so beautiful and needy next to him.
But they were inside his apartment, and for a moment he kicked himself for not cleaning the place and he hugged her pulled her body as close to him as possible, his nose was buried in her neck.
It took in that sent that had driven him crazy for so many months.
"I'm sorry" he whispered and he didn't know why
She was quiet and he knew he should have asked before he stole her away from a man who could probably make her happier than he ever could.
Wilson was caring, loving… he was whole.
And he was a drug addicted who hated almost everyone. He was broken.
"I'm not" her voice was no louder than a whisper, so soft he only heard it because of how close they were.
In the back of his mind somewhere he knew his friend was devastated.
He knew he would never forgive him.
And he felt even worse, because he didn't care.
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Much drama to come soon!
Of course Wilson is going to be pissed off and things will lead to things and someone might get beat up.
Now I'm not telling you who!
Sorry took so long to update. School really sucks, well just the way-to-much-homework-that-will-drive-you-insane part mostly though.
I'll try to update this soon, but if I can't I'm very sorry.
It will probably be because the huge mountain of homework has pilled up so high and then fallen on top of me causing me to be crushed under its weight.
Well please review! I know it's probably not the greatest chapter… But I'll work harder on the next one!
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