Right, hiya, Sorry for not posting, Writers block sucks, and well, this story only exists on the computer and i havent had access to one in a while, so sue me!
Okay. Onto the next Chapter!
One thing i have always forgotten to write: DISCLAIMER! I dont own the most awesome Twilight Saga, or any of it's epic characters! :( As much as i wanna own Edward and Jasper... :P Anywho, Enjoy this longer Chapter!


I had been running for all of three minutes when i came upon a herd of deer.
I quickly went for the largest and took him down easily. After draining it completly i stood and looked around, all the other deer had scattered into the trees. This will be childsplay.

I breathed deeply and let the smell of the forest overwhelm me. A deer was running off to the east, at 35 miles per hour. It would be too easy, taking it down, but i needed it.
Taking off without a second thought i ran after the fleeing deer, quickly catching up to the panicked animal, i ended its existence quick and painlessly and drained every last drop from its veins.
Standing up straight again i regained my mind and wiped a drop of smeared blood from the side of my mouth. God i hated my existance, having to kill to survive. Looking down at the carcass at my feet i thought, 'What if it had a family? Fawns, a mate...' I shook my head to rid myself of the thought. At least it is better than killing Humans...
As i stood in the forest, looking out over the impressive landscape, i felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

Edward, come home, Carlisle wants to speak to you... Seeya later! - Alice

That pixie always did know her way with words. Turning about i ran in the direction of home...


Just before i reached the river that seperated our back garden from the rest of the forest i thought again about Bella giving me a second chance.
What would she say? Would she forgive me, for whatever i had done? Would she forgive like she did after Volterra?
I couldn't help but hate myself after knowing that i put her in situations where she feels so insignificant, so alone...

When i did eventually cross the river and into the back garden, I heard a bombardment of thoughts...

Edward! Carlisle's waiting for you in his study! I havent seen anything bad, so it's okay! (Alice)

Could you feel a little less self-loathing please? It isnt helping what i have planned for me and Alice... (Jasper)

Honestly, i dont know why he was so hung up before, i mean, if she keeps thinking Edward doesnt want her then doesnt that mean they arent meant to be? (Rosalie)

Hmm...should I pour cold water on Bella... Or just dump ice down her back... (Emmett)

I hope Edward's okay... (Esme)

I'm up here waiting Son, take your time. (Carlisle)

I took a deep breath and contunued into the house and straight upstairs without stopping.
I didnt bother knocking on Carlisle's office door.
"Edward, i need to speak to you"
I tried searching his mind to figure out what he wanted to talk to me about, but i found nothing.
"It's just..."


Sorry about the cliffhanger!
Someone who reviewed... I dont know your Actual Authors name, since you didnt sign in...
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