Chapter 5

The door was shut and the curtains closed as we lay in the bed drinking each other's blood. His hands roamed my body as we drank and I knew he wanted something more this time. Slowly buttons came undone and shirts were strewn on the floor. Our breathing was heavy as we pulled away from each other. Desire clouded our minds as our lips met once more.

In my heart I knew this could not go on but for some reason I could not stop. I had been alone for so long and now being in his arms made me feel loved. The emptiness in my heart was filled with warmth and the pain was replaced by love.

My hands were laced in his hair pulling him closer to me while his hands traveled up my back. His lips moved to my neck making his way to my shoulder. I gasped heavily as I looked up to the dark ceiling above us. What was happening to me? Why was I doing this?

Before my questions could be answered a pair of lips brought themselves back to mine. As the emptiness came back to me I knew this was wrong, after that night with Haku I couldn't, I just couldn't do this. I pressed my hands against Zeros chest and attempted to push him off of me but his hands quickly caught mine and pulled them above my head. When I looked into his eyes all I saw was red, he had blood lust.

I struggled with him trying to pry his hands off me but my efforts were in vain, his hold on me became tighter as he continued to kiss me. Tears soon fell onto my cheeks out of fear. I opened my eyes once more and felt his hands loosen on mine; I took this moment to try and stop this before it got out of hand. I quickly moved my hands out of his and moved them onto his cheeks. "Zero!" I closed my eyes and kept my head down as the tears continued to fall.

I didn't want to look at him, I was too frightened to. Suddenly I felt a hand on my chin forcing me to look up. I opened my eyes and was faced with lavender ones in return. I sighed in relief and removed my hands from his cheeks. Zero looked guilty, like he couldn't stand himself. When he moved to stand off of the bed I couldn't help but jump a little. He took notice of this and clenched his fists.

I stood up from the bed and went behind him trying to calm him. "Zero it's not your fault, please calm down." As the words escaped my lips Zero, in a fit of rage, had punched the wall leaving a hole. I looked on and realized there was nothing I could do. I grabbed my shirt and put it on. "I… I'm sorry." I ran to the door and left in a hurry, I could not be there not while he was like that.

Eventually I found myself at the chairman's residence. It had been awhile since I had been there so I decided to go in. when I entered the office the chairman jumped for joy and ran to hug me. "IKURA CHAN IT'S BEEN SO LONG!" I quickly avoided the chairman and his evil hug leaving him to crash into the door. "OW that was mean Ikura Chan." He stood and brushed himself off before walking to stand in front of me. "So what can I do for you this fine evening." I hesitated; I did not even know why I was here.

It was only then I noticed the chairman eyeing me. "What are you doing?" he looked puzzled but then smiled and slowly grabbed the collar of my shirt pulling it a little to reveal little red marks. "It seems you and Zero have been getting along." I slapped his hand away covering my neck with my hand feeling ashamed and it showed on my face. "Ikura he left you, it's ok to be with other people." "No it's not!" I screamed at him and this surprised him. "We promised to be together, he said he would never leave and..." I couldn't go on; it was too much for me.

I quickly ran out of the office towards the girl's dorm leaving a stunned chairman behind. When I entered my room I fell to the floor in front of the door curling up. Why did he leave me? He said we'd always be together, why did you lie?

A tapping on my window brought me out of my morbid thoughts. Another tap was heard as I went to the window and opened it. Nothing was there but a letter with the seal of my master on it. I grimaced as I looked at the wretched thing and hesitantly opened it.

I looked in horror as I read it.

Dear Ikura

As you know I have need of you here, but only for a short time. You will be able to return to your new toy as soon as you deal with your 'chores' here and Takashi is dying to see you again. We will be expecting you tomorrow evening.

Drake

New toy? I crumpled the letter and ground my teeth together. I was so mad I was shaking. So that was what he thought of Haku, he thought he was a toy? A plaything to get all of my needs out of the way. I threw the letter on my desk and prepared myself for the journey that was to come.

Hopefully it would be my last.

Hello again! I did not think i would be updating this soon but today i had nothing to do so i wrote this. I dont really know what to think of this chappy so please tell what you think of it and if it sucks or if there are grammatical errors then please tell me and i will fix it. Thanks for reading and please review :D