Okay a lot of people said Edward is mean and here's why…I was reading New Moon for the millionth time and I always get mad when Bella's like "You don't want me?" And he's all like. "No." It makes me mad and of course I read that right before I started typing. Sorry bout that…
I got up and remembered last night vividly, playing it over and over in my head. I got up and walked to the living room where there was a note on the TV.
'Sorry, Alice was sick went to say hi be back later. Call if you must, Jazz.' With sudden excitement I realized for the first time I was happy to be alone with Emmett. I lay on the couch to watch television but my eyes closed without me realizing and the next thing I knew, I felt Emmett's breathe on my face. My eyes fluttered open to his face…or so I thought.
In front of me were not the massive gorgeous form of Emmett with the bright glowing green eyes, but the now scrawny seeming Edward. I gasped and flew back; he covered my mouth to stop me from making noise.
"We have to be friends." He said sternly in a voice that used to and still does piss me off. I shook my head definitely. "Okay, I should have told you but what was I supposed to do? Walk up to you and go 'oh by the way I'm cheating on you.' That would make no sense Bella." He said calmly. I opened my mouth and bit his hand. "Damn." He whispered pulling it back where I could see deep bite marks.
"Yeah Edward I would've been just as mad as I am now; but it's in the long run it would've helped you. When I would've realized you had the guts to tell me I would've learned to forgive you, but then you went and said stupid shit that Emmett told me yesterday. About you saying if I wanted to die I should've just died. Great to know you still care." I said feeling the angry moisture in my eyes building.
"I told them not to say anything about that…" He muttered to himself. "Bella I was mad, they just said it was my fault for you overdosing and it just came out." He tried I shook my head.
"It was your fault Edward." I said strongly which made his face fall. "I couldn't think straight at all because all I wanted to do was hurt you!"
"You wanted to hurt me? But I never wanted to hurt you." He said solemnly.
I snorted and rolled my eyes heavily with my head rolling too- a trait learned from Emmett. "If you didn't want to hurt me I understand but that doesn't change that fact you did. You can't just expect me to get over what you did so quickly. I thought I was in love with you for god's sake." I said my voice a tad louder.
He sighed. "I thought I was in love with you…but when true-and I mean true love- comes, you just know when and who it is. There is a love I feel with her that is unstoppable." I felt myself growing sadder and sadder and madder and madder. "I mean everything is just right with her. Plus she's absolutely beautiful, I mean her hair and her eyes oh and her smile." I couldn't hear anymore.
"Edward!" I screeched. I started to cry against my will. "I don't need to hear how much more beautiful she is to me. I KNOW! I always knew someone was like her and would catch your eye one day and I'm glad I held onto you for this long but I can't…physically and emotionally…hear you talk about how beautiful she is. I've already told you she's more beautiful than the moon. She like an angel sent straight to Earth and was blessed with the moon's regal beauty." The tears were flowing relentlessly and my face was hot with anger.
He tried to talk but I cut him off.
"You come here to apologize, than you go off talking about the women you cheated on me with and how perfect she is." His eyes were almost dead with regret. "And worse…I still can't forgive you for hurting Emmett. He is so amazing Edward, and I don't care you hurt me. I would take this pain a thousand more times if it meant Emmett wouldn't hurt." As I said the words I saw Emmett for the first time standing in the hallway. His face in shock. I wonder how much he had heard.
"Bell- " I cut him off again.
"It's best if you'd leave now Edward." I said honestly he shook his head.
"She said leave Edward." Emmett's deep velvet voice rocked like a tremor through the room scaring Edward half to death. He got up and left, with one pained look back, which I turned away from. Emmett didn't move and none of us talked for a long while.
"How much did you hear?" I asked looking out the window. He came and sat at the foot of the couch.
"Right when you guys talked about being in love." He said, I was afraid of that. "Did you mean what you said?" He asked suddenly.
I looked at him curiously. "When you said you would take all that pain just for me not to have it?" He asked, I blushed and looked down with a nod. "Well, I think you should know all that pain went away when I kissed you yesterday." I gaped.
"Really?!" I asked completely shocked. He smiled, showing his perfect dimples.
"I love you." He said shrugging with a deep emotion deep down. I sat up on my knees and sat next to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his eyes were fill of hunger, lust, and almost all love.
"I love you." I said moving closer. He closed the distance; smashing his lips to mine with so much passion I was frozen. I smiled and kissed him back. As my hands moved to his chest and hands grabbed mine holding them behind my back…stupid football player strength. As he pushed me on my back he moved his hands to move mine above my head.
He moved his lips to my neck and rested there while we breathed.
He kissed my neck all the way up to my lips and I shuddered at the pleasure of the touches. His smug smile spread across his lips and I rolled my eyes which made him laugh against me. My mouth slightly parted and his breath was suddenly attacking my mouth…
I moaned softly as our tongues danced and somehow my hands got free when his hands were suddenly preoccupied.
I wound my hands in his hair and he groaned ever so softly. This time I smiled.
An annoying beeping sound somewhere eventually caught our attention, when I looked at the time I realized we had an hour till classes started.
"Oh my god!" I shrieked.
He laughed as he sat up. "I have that affect of people." I rolled my eyes and jumped up.
"Meet me out here when I'm done getting changed." I said walking to my room.
"I could join you.' He said raising an eyebrow when I had turned.
"You could but I'd probably call the cops." As I shut the door I heard him mumble something that sounded like 'It would be worth it.' And I smiled. As I leaned against the door, still listening to my heartbeat slow.
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After my classes were over, Emmett walked me back to my dorm where Jasper and Alice were already in. They looked at us excitedly; well Jasper looked amused.
"Bella! Do you love me??" She asked bouncing in place.
"Yeah I guess." I said hesitantly.
"SLEEPOVER!" She shouted and I gasped in horror.
Dear god…she was serious.
Oh Yay! I said it…sleepover!! Duh duh duh duuhhhh!!! Edward and Rosalie are coming too. That's the only hint I'll give you. Oh yeah and I DARE you to tell the TRUTH about this. Hint, hint…lol.
Short sorry
~That girl in the back with the curly brown hair, Kayla
