I know it;s wrong to want two people at the same time. But let's face it I have done a lot worse in my lifetime than cheat. I wanted MIguel and I wanted Rita. Miguel had a wife, so I don't understand why he was being this way. I ended up following him one day just to get him alone. I was gonna force him to listen to me. I caught him coming out of the store. I waited until he was on the roads before I popped up. "You should really lock your doors." I say sitting up.
He swerved "Fuck, Dexter. You can't do that to people!" He had a small smile dancing on his lips, but he looked like I had just scared the fuck out of him. "Well if you'd talk to me I wouldn't have to break into your car." "Thought you said it was unlocked?" "Well it was when I was done with it." I wasn't being funny, but he laughed anyway. IT was nice to hear that sound. "What has you so happy?" I ask narrowing my eyes. I had expected him to pissed when I popped up. I crawled into the front seat giving him time to answer. "Nothing." I buckle up "You killed didn't you? Fuck!" I cry. "NO! NO Dex, nothing like that. Just… I'm glad you're here.
I've missed you and I hated myself for walking away from you. I thought I had lost you." He places a hand on my thigh lovingly. This was too easy. "Miguel… don't lie to me." He sighs "I love you and I let my jealousy get the better of me. I have a wife too and I love her. I can imagine how you feel." I rub my chin "No… there is more. What aren't you telling me?" Miguel pulls over "Don't get made at me. Sylvia is pregnant." "Why would I be mad at that? That's amazing!" He seems relieved "You don't mind?" "No, I mean Rita is pregnant too." He sighs "But the thing is Dexter… I still want you." I move my hand on top of his that was still on my thigh. "You can have both just like I can." "It's a lot to juggle Dexter." I nod "I know… if it gets too much then we can…" He shakes his head "You have to promise me that even if we get distant that we will still have each other." I laugh "Always." Here I was making promises that I fully intended to keep. This made me feel more human than I had ever felt. At least I had gotten him back though.
He smiles and leans over to give me a soft kiss. I sigh into it. I had missed the feeling of his lips.