Sorry for SUCK the long wait. Miku has been asleep for 4 months haha. I honestly thought of not contiuing but thanks to my amazing reviewers...I'm back in! Sorry if this one is bad. :( Thanks to all the reviews and bookmarks! More reviews are much apprieciated! :)

When I woke up, I felt as if I had just woken from a deep dreadful sleep. My heart seemed to start moving again, with every beat having a strange nostalgic feeling, like something just wasn't right. I felt very uneasy, like something was watching me, whispering all the wrong I have done and how dreadful it was. Like stabbing me in the stomach, the reality had hit me. The harsh past pounded right on my back the same. I saw frightening visions of the two I had made suffer so much. The two I thought I could trust the most.

Luka and kaito. Perhaps they were dead. Why should I care?

No...that's not right. I do care. I would die if they were gone. I don't know why I would try to set Luka's house on fire, I'm such an idiot. I'm so stupid.

This had changed me completely. I wasn't a carefree person. My heart was still broken into a million pieces, and my true friendship, had been destroyed, by one incident that we could have worked out. I dug my own grave.

I felt like the most alone person in the world. If perhaps luka and kaito were alive, then, they'd probably be laughing at me. They would probably be happily smiling together, having the funniest of times that kaito and I probably never would have gotten to. I shook my head in disgrace.

"I'm such a fool.." I whispered. Nothing would ever be the same.

Len's P.O.V

I walked slowly through the hallways, clenching the balloons tightly in my hand. I arrived at miku's room, and open the door. Sitting on the bed, nodding sadly, was broken miku. She raised her head.

"Nice of you to visit." Miku said. I tied the ballons onto her bed frame and sat.

"Listen..."

"Len, I've already told you, I don't need help. I'm fine, please..." Miku whispered.

I grabbed her hand.

"No! You're denying your feeling again! You need to understand that if you keep avoid your feelings, then, it will consume you and...and..I can't risk losing anybody.." I sighed. I looked down. She placed her soft hand on my shoulder.

"I understand. I...I.." She shuddered."I'm trying to forget the past, you know? It's almost done and over

"Miku, I have something important to tell you..."

"What?"

"You seen, I don't know how to say this pleasantly, but kaito and luka are..." Just than, the door opened. Out from the light, stepped two figures. I looked at miku. Her face was moralized. Completely numb and pale with no emotion.

"Miku..." Kaito whispered with flowers in his hand. From behind, a pink haired woman emerged. She remained in eye contact.

Kaitos P.O.V

Going to see miku was going to be really weird. A lot has happened since the incident. Luka and I have had some time to talk, and I've noticed how much we are alike. We started dating, too. Its amazing how much we are alike, and how much I actually love luka. so this is why this will be strange going to visit miku. And on top of that, Luka's coming. As we opened the door, luka grabbed my arm tightly. Inside, len and miku were sitting together. I scratched my head in question, but miku turned her head. Her eyes were, different. She seemed changed. Her body was now frigid and soft. Her eyes were now soft and calm, and had no life. The moment she saw luka, her eyes watered up.

"Miku..." I whispered. For a moment, we all stood still, looking at each other, until miku stood up her small body.

"Kaito...It's been awhile..." She said in a voice not to be heard."And I see, you and luka are..." She stopped. A half second before something completely unexpected happened. The first time in a very long time, I saw a smile on Miku's face. She stuck out her hand for a hand shake.

"I'm glad you're ok." She said. I shook her hand and placed the flowers on the table.

"Luka and I have to get going..." I smiled back."Bye!" I said. I walked out the door as fast as I could. As luka and I walked to the car, she tugged on my hand.

"That was strange. Please, promise me something..." She whispered.

"Yes?" I said.

"Promise me..." She said."that we will never see miku ever again..." Luka said. I put my head down.

"I...Promise." I willingly said.

Miku's P.O.V

When kaito and luka left, I felt broken up even more inside. I knew even before this that kaito was no longer with me, but now, It made it worse. Knowing that they were both happy and little old me sad and alone made me angry. The smile I had given kaito was fake. I had learned during my long slumber that there isn't true love in this world. They are all just illusions created in our mind to prevent us from the truth. At that moment, I felt like braking into pieces and crying. I put my head down on len's shoulder and sobbed.

"It's ok. It will be all right." He whispered in a delicate voice. I felt like slowly my broken heart was getting put back together slowly. His voice reassured me.

He started visiting me everyday. It was strange at first, but It became natural. Sometimes he would come with rin, sometimes not. I felt better when he was around.

Normal P.O.V

Rin looked from her window. Spend time with len was short. They were growing more and more apart. She always had wondered where he went for such a long time. Len's car pulled up slowly. Rin pranced down stairs and wait for len to open the door. Cross at him, she sat on the couch. As he opened the door, she sighed.

"Hey babe. What's up?" Len asked.

"Nothing. Oh yeah, where have you been for an hour?" She asked in an angry voice.

"I've been...at work."

"No you haven't. I called the office. They said you left two hours ago."

"Fine."

"Well?"

"I've been...spending time at the hospital."

"Why?" Rin asked."Aren't I good enough?"

"Yes. I've been spending time with miku..."

Rin chuckled."Miku? Why miku?" She laughed.

"Listen rin, miku is having a very hard time. You must forgive her for that." He said.

"Oh, since when is miku more important than me? You're not miku's boyfriend!" She yelled.

"I didn't say that!" He yelled back.

"If you really care more about me, then stop visiting her!" Rin ran up to her room."

Len sighed as he jumped onto the couch.

"What have I gotten myself into?" He whispered.

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