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I CARE

Chapter Six

I ran as hard and as fast as I could down colorless halls the led to more colorless halls. I desperately tried over and over again to find my way back to Ulquiorra's room. I should've never left, I was stupid and stubborn thinking I was top dog round here. Dammit! What the fuck was the decorator thinking! Who makes a house with white walls and halls all the same width and height! What a moron! I ran through hall after hall after hall just thinking bout Ulqui but no matter how much I tried I couldn't push those feelings that rushed over me in the catacomb room. I knew there was something dark inside me, something that loved the adrenaline of battle, that knowing that you a human held the ultimate power over someone. For a moment what they stared into your eyes knowing that you were the victor that you had won that you were they're long awaited judgement day. That you at that moment, I was the equivalent of a god. That was what scared me; that was what I really wanted to run away from.

I ran down what I thought must've been the same hall I just ran out of. I was in such a hurry I almost ran right past a door with a gothic four on it. I would've ran past it without a doubt, if I hadn't run into it was it swung open. I could've sworn that it opened into the room when we had gone in earlier.

Damn that hurt my nose.

I stumbled back in pain, and shock. Ulqui poked his head round that door looking a little more then furious. Which with how bad his bed head was, was adorable. He slammed the door and glared at me.

"I thought I told you to stay with me." He crossed his arms.

"No you said I shouldn't go wandering with out a guide, I just didn't take your advice" I tried to worm myself out of the trouble I knew I was in.

"Same thing" he growled getting angrier.

"Is it?"

"Yes."

"Okay" I agreed meekly. He just stared at me eyes narrowed in anger.

"Aren't you going to say something?" he demanded. I gave him a blank stare. That seemed to piss him off even more. He opened his door, this time into the room and slammed hit shut behind him. I blinked in surprise. What was he a women. Touchy, touchy much. You'd think he was on his period. I approached the door cautiously and knocked gently on it.

"What?" came from the other side.

"Umm can I come in?"

"No"

"Please where am I supposed to go?"

"I showed you your room" I whimpered at that, yes whimpered you got a problem with that?

"I can't find my way back"

"Not my problem"

Damn time for a heart to heart. How embarrassing.

"Ulqui I'm sorry, I know that whatever you do, you do it for me. When you told me not to go wandering I knew there was a bigger reason, but I chose to ignore that and I was an idiot for doing so." When no answer came I continued.

"When I was in prison, I felt like I was dying. I know we didn't really see each other long before that but I still loved you. I still do. I know I'm not perfect. I'm cocky and loud and conceited and harsh and to proud but that's all a cover. A cover for how I really feel. I'm really a coward and insecure and since I met you its just gotten worse. I'm so insecure around you, I keep thinking that one day you'll leave me alone in an empty room like my mother did. No matter how many times you say you love me too, I'm still scared. I don't know what I would do with out you. Its pathetic I know and I always hated people who felt like this is movie and shit. But know I know how they felt, how they feel and I hate it. I hate being so dependent on someone. But I can't bring myself to leave you. Even in prison all I thought about you every minute I was awake was you, even when I slept I had dreams about you. You were always outta reach. No matter how many times I tried to chase you I couldn't catch you." By now I was almost sobbing every word head pressed hard against the door trying to keep the emotion from bursting out. I hated it when he was angry at me, it was always my fault too. My stupidity.

"Now if he still dumps you after pouring your heart out like that, ill give you a nice fucking to forget your pain." I glanced over to see that pick haired man with I saw before standing there with another man with long blond hair.

"Goodie I always wanted to try a threesome"

"Who said your invited?" the pink haired man growled

"Go home" he snapped at the blond. I guess he didn't live here. Once the blond left grumbling the pink haired creep looked back my way. He licked his lips like he could taste what he saw.

"Damn. Come on hot stuff. Ill make you feel real good." He advanced swaying his hips. I turned around to face him completely.

"Go away" I growled. I didn't like this guy. You could tell he was a pervert just from a glance. He was probably into hard S&M. I might not look like it but good TRADITIONAL sex was all I really need.

He didn't seem to get the hint and advanced and even had the balls to push me against the door. He wedged a knee between my legs while one hand traveled down to my but the other was working on pushing my shirt up and teasing my nipple.

"I said go away" still he refused to listen. Now his thigh was rubbing my crotch. He pouted when nothing happened. His hand left my chest and down my pants. This had gone far enough. I pulled my hands out of my pockets and grabbed his thin wrists. He seemed surprised at first then he regained his composure. If you call a creepy smile and a lustful gleam composure.

"I like it rough." Told you he would be into S&M.

He liked it rough he. I twisted his wrists and pushed him against the opposite wall. Then I kicked him behind the knees making him fall on them, all the while insuring his face was pushed up hard against the wall. By now he didn't seem to happy bout the predicament. He stared cursing and struggling. It was futile. I braced my foot on his back and stared to pull his arm. He started screaming.

I felt that horrifying thrill run through my spine. Ulquiorra threw open the door to see what the hell was going on.

"Grim.."

Then it popped.

I had just dislocated his shoulder.

I dropped the arm and watched semi amused as he scurried away a couple feet then glared back at me. His eyes widened as he watched something behind me.

I spun around expecting another attack. All I saw was Gin and some dude with slicked back brown hair and a sinister smile.

"Aizen-sama" pinkie uttered. Wtf was with the sama? Who was this guy.

"Grimmjow Jeagerjaques" he said, his voice as thick as honey. How the fuck did he know my name.

"You were able to defeat the 7th lets see about the sixth, shall we." He turned around.

"Follow me" he called over his shoulder.

I glanced over at Ulquiorra, he was bone white. Now I knew why he didn't want me wandering around. Whoever this Aizen man was he was dangerous.

Sry this look awhile, had lots of things to do

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