A/N: Okay, I decided that half of this chapter would be in Edward's POV and half in Bella's POV. Thanks for your reviews guys, its awesome! Well let us just go on with the chapter 5. Sorry, for the delay anyways, enjoy! Soon something is going to come up!! Mwahah! REVIEW!
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Chapter 5-Two different ways.
(Edward's POV)
I could not take it anymore; the urge to go back to her was strong. I had to fight with myself. My dead heart was aching, but I knew I could not go back. I was a mess; I was truly going insane. I locked myself up in my room, and only came out when it was necessary to hunt. My family was worried; they felt miserable seeing me so wrecked and empty. (A/N: THAT WAS EXACTLY HOW BOTH OF THEM FELT) Each member of our family was trying to communicate with me. I tried to block them out, but it was hard.
Edward, dear we know it is hard but there is no need for you to lock yourself up. You know we did this for you, and we missed Bella too. I heard Esme's motherly tone, and I could almost see her worried expression.
Son please collect yourself, you are worrying us all. This time it was Carlisle's thoughts.
Edward, you love her and I know that she loves you too. Do you think that by moving we can block her out of our lives? I see her Edward, I see her almost everyday in my visions and I am telling you, you don't want to know!!! Also, there is one thin I want you to know-you are being an ass! I lost my best friend because of your stupid rules! Alice was screaming at me in her mind. Was it really that bad? Was moving from the love of my life was a wrong idea; no, she needs to move on. I did this for her own good and even if that meant me, suffering for the rest of eternity.
Can't he just get a life? What is it that he sees in her anyway? Edward, I DON'T GET IT IF YOU REALLY LOVE HER WHY DON'T YOU GO FOR IT?! I growled at Rosalie's annoying thoughts, I hated her. However, through her anger, I could hear that she missed Bella too.
It was enough, I could not listen to my family anymore; it was killing me. As I was about to leave, the mirage came down on me again; I was going insane. It was Bella, I could see her so clearly she was crying and looking sadly at me with those chocolate eyes of hers. Suddenly, she started laughing and saying my name, it was ripping me up. Her laugh was so pure and clean, Bella's laugh…I growled at myself and threw the lamp that was standing next to me at the wall.
Then, my gaze slowly landed on the telephone that was hanging on the wall. I just desperately needed to hear her voice, it was necessary. I dialed the number and waited. For a long time no one picked up, as I was about to hang up, she answered the phone.
"Hello, Swan residence." Her voice seemed full of chagrin; she waited for me to answer but I could not. I was desperately gasping for air, her voice made my skin shudder. I wanted her. I needed her.
"Hello?" She repeated, I was wondering why she still bothered not to hang up. I was going crazy; I slowly placed the phone down and ran out the door. I ran as fast as I could, I did not know where but I had to get away. Then suddenly I knew what to do, who cared if we were different. It seems as if we were destined for each other so why avoiding the faith? I would not waste a minute, before I changed my mind again.
Edward, you damn creature she loves you and you should know that! The voice was screaming at the back of my head.
What if she is not going to take you back? What if she hates you? I guess I could accept that, she has all rights to hate me.
I raced off to the airport and bought the next ticket to Port Angeles. Forks, was my destination. I was going to find her.
(Bella's POV)
Charlie came up to my room and sat next to me, "Honey, let me help you with your suitcase!" He offered. The flight was today and Oregon was my destination. I was going to leave this place forever. I groaned thinking about a long flight to Oregon. I hated planes; I was scared to fly. But then again, if I crashed who cared? I would only be sorry for the other people on the plane. I was exhausted from the long talk I had with Renee, she could not come to say good-bye so she felt the need to talk to me. (For 2 hours literally!!!)
We made our way downstairs, surprisingly silent. I tripped on the last step; Charlie was not as fast as some people were, wait a minute, vampires so he could not catch me.
"Bella, now as soon as you arrive, call me because I will not go to sleep before you do!" He sounded so worried, I chuckled.
"Ch-dad, do not worry so much! I am not five; really I will call you as soon as I get to my little apartment." I felt him slightly relax. Suddenly, the doorbell rang and I walked over to answer. I was still a bit anxious from the phone call I received yesterday. I just had a feeling it was not just an accident. Somehow, I was desperately hoping to see one person that mattered the most at the door. As the door flung open, I was certainly surprised to see the person standing in the doorway.
Jacob Black.
"Hey Bells, I heard you were leaving today, just wanted to say good- bye and wish you luck!" Did I really hear a hint of sadness in his voice? I was excited to see him; he was the one to help me figure out who Edward really was. Even if he thought he was telling some old legends, he had no idea that Edward and his family were vampires. Edward, my heart began to ache I wanted to scream. I slowly snapped out of my thoughts, as I realized that Jacob was still standing in the doorway.
"Sorry, Jake common in!" I motioned for him to sit at the couch. I could clearly see that Charlie was glad to see Jake.
"So Bella, why did you decide to move?" Crap, I did not want to be reminded. Millions of reason, though truly just one. Edward Cullen.
"Well, I really enjoy arts so I thought maybe I could expand my knowledge of it and do what I am good at."
"That is great listen can I talk to you in private?" He glanced at Charlie who motioned for us to go ahead.
"Let's take a walk then." I put my boots on and headed for the door with Jacob walking behind me. The breeze outside was relaxing. I definitely knew that I would miss Forks.
"Bella, I know this might sound ridiculous, but I think it is true." He stopped for a second finding the right words. I stayed silent and let him think.
"Do you remember those legends I told you that day on the beach?" Jake looked hopeful and suddenly I understood what he was getting at. I slowly nodded.
"Bells, they are real. And please do not think I am crazy because I am not. Cullens are vampires." This was too much; I was feeling dizzy.
"UH!" I squealed and sat on the ground, my head was spinning at the name. Jacob was staring at me with fearful eyes.
"Bella? Are you okay? I am sorry I didn't mean to."
"No Jake, it's not you. And the information you told me it is not new to me. I know. They are vampires." His eyes suddenly widened as he looked at me in shock. I finally glanced at my watch and realized it was time to leave to the airport.
"Listen Jake, please keep it quite about the little conversation we had. I got to go, we have to leave, and it was nice seeing you!" I started to walk away, but turned around and ran back to Jacob. I pulled him into a huge bear hug and whispered into his ear, "Thanks, you helped me to solve the mystery!"
I quickly ran back to the house leaving shocked Jacob behind.
"Daddy, we have to leave come on." Charlie was sitting on the couch with my suitcase. He pulled something out of his pocket and handed it to me.
"What is this?" I asked.
"It is the money for your college. I wish you luck sweetie." I was touched.
"Thank you, dad! I love you!" I exclaimed as we sat down in the cruiser, and suddenly my gaze ended up on my truck. My ol' truck, I loved it so much! Charlie and I headed for the Port Angeles airport, the drive was surprisingly quite. Charlie tried to turn on the radio, but I stopped him and gave him my Debussy CD. He placed it into the player, and once again, Claire de Lune was on. Automatically, the tears appeared though not without Charlie noticing. He raised his voice to speak, but I shook my head. We were slowly arriving to Port Angeles.
(Edward's POV)
I quickly rode back to the house and ran up to my room. I swung the door of my closet open and took out the suitcase. Instantly, I started to throw whatever clothes I could find into the case. Jasper suddenly appeared at the door.
"Hey bro, where are you going?" He asked, feeling my anxiety.
"I am going for her; we are going to be together! And never, hear me? Never, will I leave her again!" I shouted as I ran out the door with my suitcase.
Jasper stared and me stunned and went back to the living room, probably to spread the news. I was lost in thoughts when I suddenly ran into Alice.
"Alice what if she is going to think that I do not love her anymore?" I asked nervously, Alice was always the supportive one (even when she hated me).
She will not.
"How do you know, did you see a vision?" I asked my voice shaking.
"Okay Edward, there is something I got to tell you." She started and by her tone, I knew it was something I would not be pleased with.
"That I am an ass?" I interrupted her, though I knew it was something different.
"Yes, but no!" Alice was clearly getting mad, so I stopped making jokes.
Before we left Forks, I wrote Bella a letter explaining that no matter what, you loved her. I apologized for leaving without saying goodbye and well I left the letter at our house. I was not sure if she would find it, since I did not see it coming in my vision. However, just yesterday, I saw her read it. She was lying on the floor of your room, reading the letter over and over again. She also sang a song. Edward, she has a beautiful voice.
I hated myself for causing her so much pain, could I honestly ever think that we would both move on? I hit my head on the wall, and hugged Alice.
"Alice, sorry I love you and I promise you are going to get your best friend back. Soon!" I ran back to my Volvo and quickly arrived to the airport.
I went through the registration surprisingly fast, but then I realized why. Bunches of airport workers were trying to flirt with me, that is when I put the block up. I growled as I entered the plane, sometimes it seemed so slow. I was offered a drink by one of the flight attendants who were winking at me.
"No thank you." I said my voice full of annoyance.
After a few hours, the pilot announced our destination- Port Angeles. I was getting closer and closer to my beloved one, but only if I knew…
(Bella's POV)
"Dad, don't you dare to cry! I will call you soon and say hi to Renee!" I said my final goodbyes to Charlie as I headed for the registration. The line up was huge, and by the time I got to the plane, I was very exhausted. I took the seat by the window and looked outside. Bye, Forks.
My tears started to make their way down my cheeks and I became very thirsty. I was not offered a drink by the flight attendant who when passing, sent me evil glares. The pilot announced our destination-Astoria, Oregon. And I realized that I was slowly moving farther away from the place that meant life to me…
(Third Person)
As the plane from Alaska to Port Angeles landed, the plane to Astoria departured. It seemed as if someone or something was trying very hard to keep the two souls that were destined, away from each other. The souls that are so different, but at the same time, share the same feeling. Love. Love that grows stronger every second. Even when millions of miles are between them, a part of their hearts always belongs to another. And when one hope dies, another one borns…
A/N: Okie-dokie, the longest chapter so far (4 pages on Word)! A quite sad ending I left you with, but it is a start to something new. I cannot tell you my 'whole' idea yet, so you are just going to have to wait and read. Please review and tell me what you think. The more reviews I get, the faster I will update! Come on I know you want to press that 'Go' BUTTON AT THE BOTTOM!! For those of you who have question, e-mail me! Have a nice day!
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