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A dark room the only light that illuminated the room was seeping through the open door, you could hear voices from outside the cold room, Rachel was sobbing on wet floor, she felt as if she was out of her body, her body ached a lot, she doesn't knew how she got there...
Her day had begun like any other, the alarm had sounded at 6:00 am sharp, she got up and began her workout, a few minutes later she was in the shower and then started with her beauty routine which consisted in various skin and face creams and hair treatment for after the shower, she went to her closet to get her skirt in black, a and a white blouse with buttons and long sleeves a pair of white knee socks and a black sweater with red diamonds.
She dressed and put on a little makeup then she brush her hair, and finally got the necklace that her parents had given her when she was little, the gold necklace with a small Jewish star., before going to breakfast with her parents she looked the mirror one last time, she saw herself up and down, her smile faded when she saw her face, she still remembered how she looked cover of egg, she still felt stupid and used and most of all unloved.
- Maybe I not was enough for him, -she thought to herself,- maybe I am not enough for anyone-,the tears were threatening to leave her eyes when a voice called from below,
-Rachel, honey, breakfast is ready come here or you will be late- The voice of her father Leroy made her out of her thoughts , quickly she clean the little tear that fell down her cheek, she take a breathing deep and went downstairs to eat with her parents.
After breakfast, Hiram said goodbye of her with a kiss on her forehead.
-Goodbye my little star, have a good day at school, honey, today is our family night, we'll see a movie and eat your favorite food, what you think, sweetheart?-asked smiling
-That sounds good dad, -she said smiling and giving him a kiss on the cheek.
-Well you choose the movie, goodbye love,- said giving a soft kiss on the lips of his husband.
-goodbye ,-his father Leroy said
-Goodbye Daddy-
Hiram came out through the door.
-Now baby girl, I'll take you to school.-Leroy said, standing up and taking his keys.
Both got in the car.
-And tell me baby, how you been in your classes? -"He said while he driving,
-Good, Daddy, -"she said looking out the window
-And the Glee Club?-
- is going very well dad, we actually have rehearsal after school,-
-Do you want me to pass for you baby?-
-no, thank you daddy. I will go walking home,-
-Are you sure?-
-yes, thanks-, Rachel sometimes thought her parents were the only ones who truly loved her.
-"Sweetheart are you okay? You look down, -
-I'm OK, Dad, I'm just nervous about the regional, we go with Vocal Adrenaline and after all with Jessie and ...her.- Rachel's voice faded away, was hard to tell them about her mother and how she had found her and she did not know if her parents were ready to talk about it,
-you mean your mother-
-sorry-, she said, looking down and playing with the hem of her sweater,
-no, honey, you do not have to apologize, I and your father should tell you before, would you like if we talk about it when your dad gets home?-
-yes, thanks Dad, I really love you and daddy. -"she said smiling and giving him a kiss on the cheek before leaving the car.
-we also love you baby, see you in the house, my little girl, have a nice day "-
-Goodbye Daddy,- said closing the car door.
Rachel entered the school and headed to his locker, still felt sad and ashamed for what had happened, talk to her father helped a lot but she kept feeling unloved, it seemed like what had happened with Jessie affected her more than what she thought, she was getting her books from her backpack and putting others when she felt someone watching her, she turned to see who it was and saw Finn stopped in the middle of a crowd watching her in a strange way.
Rachel just smiled at him, and she felt as if her heart jumped when Finn return the smile, somehow she still loved him, but was afraid of him leave her again if she reopened her heart to him.
Rachel went to her first class ,
The day was very quiet, her classes were normal and on the lunch she sat together with the other girls of GLEE.
Rachel had a free hour before going to GLEE, so he went to the library to study a little, a few minutes after she closed her notebook a stood up and took the yearbook to see the photos in which she was, she start saw the pictures , but she was so tired, last night she had not slept very well she stayed most of the night thinking about Jessie that she did not realize when she fall asleep,
she was so tired that She did not realize when everyone left the library, laughing at her.
she was so tired than she did not realize she was alone.
she was so tired than she doesn't hear the shots...
When Rachel woke up she saw that no one was there and the lights were off she got scared- thank god it was still daylight, -she saw the clock on the wall and realized she was going to be late for GLEE,
-Crap-, she said, rising from her chair
she took the yearbook and she went to leave it at the place where she took the yearbook from. when she was about to leave the yearbook she felt something sharp pressed against her back, a breath on her neck, and a hand taking her hip ,Rachel was so scared than she drop the book,
-Turn around,- "said the voice whispering in her ear,
slowly she turn around to be face to face with a man,
her heart begun to racing when she saw the knife he held in his hand,
The man looked at her up and down in a way that uncomfortable to Rachel, he pass the knife in her thigh and slowly climbed her body stopping between her breasts, the man took the necklace with the knife and he stared looked at it for a few seconds then he return his attention to the little girl scared, he just smiled and with a movement he pluck the necklace of her neck and he dragged her out of the library,
-no please,- begged Rachel when another man took her arm.
-please no. Where do you take me? -The third man took the yearbook and walk behind them while he laughing at the cries of the girl.
everything happened in slow motion, humiliation, fear, the shock..
from the first blow with the belt she felt out of his body, the pain was unbearable she wanted to die at that moment she had never felt such pain, but the humiliation hurt worse than any blow. and suddenly the beating stopped, and she could breathe again.
-it wasn't so bad, right?- he laughed,
his voice echoed in her ears but the pain was so bad that she really doesn't hear what he said,she could only cry.
-Shh, its okay do not cry you were a good girl. I have something that will make you feel better-
she felt a hand forcing her to lie on her back,the pain was so unbearable that she has not even strength to fight,she felt herself outside he whispered in her ear
-I'm going to fuck you-
her heart stopped
-no. please.-she begged
-Shh,its okay you'll like it.-she attempted to get away from him, she did not want to lose her virginity like that.
-it will not work, honey- the man said laughing.
-no ... no .. please I don't want-
-And what makes you think that I care.-
-hold her- Two men held her down on the ground while the black-haired man stood between her legs.
He put his hands under her skirt and he pushed aside her panties.
-no, no ,no. please don't ... no- she was begging
the man unbuttoned his pants and he covered her body with his.
she felt helpless, exposed, as an object
Rachel was so scared she wanted to be anywhere else unless there, she opened her eyes and looked at Mr. Schuester, who looked at her horrified
-Mr. Schuester please stop him please dont let him do this to me - Rachel begged to the teacher
Mr. Schuester only whispered to her .
-Im sorry-
Rachel was feeling disappointed and betrayed, but she understand that if he tried anything, they could kill him or one of her friends, and for her nobody wanted her so much to protect her -Who could love me?-she thought to herself
Rachel just closed her eyes and wait for him to take form her the most valuable thing she had.
when she felt his penis touching her entry she closed her eyes even stronger
he was going to penetrate her when she heard police sirens
-shit!, we have to go, now-
Rachel sighed. -thanks god - she whispered,she felt relaxed as if she waking from a nightmare, until she heard the most horrible words she ever heard was when her world collapsed
-don't be so happy princess ,you come with me.-
-take her with us .-...
it happened so fast she not even had time to think about what was happening to her, she cry and beg but it seemed that nobody was listening, when they took her to the street, a black car was waiting outside, one of them pushed her to the car while a man took her by the hips Forced her to go into the car, Rachel fought trying to run away from them but they were stronger , when he forced her again to get in the car she heard a familiar voice.
-please no, ..Finn ...-Rachel yelled
-Rachel .. - he yelled
that was the last thing she heard before they pushed her in the car and ripped, they grabbed her hands behind her back while her face looked at the floor of the car, paralyzed by fear, she was so terrified that did not move or talk, could hardly breathe only felt tears run down her face and hands of men touching her everywhere.
They drove for a while, looked like a eternity for Rachel, until finally the car stopped, one of them took the girl by the hair and he pull it out of the car, the tears would not let her see,she was forced to get into a house ,
-Welcome home ,bitch,- one of them whisper, she did not resisted and fell to the floor crying uncontrollably, she was so immersed in her pain that she did not notice when she was taken to another room and leaving her on the floor.
Rachel could hear the men arguing outside, the door was open and she thought it was her chance to flee, but when she attempted to rise from the ground she realized she had a string tied around her neck and the end of the string was tied to a wooden tube that supported the roof, as if she were a dog, that made her feel very humiliated and she attempted to take it off but her hands were tied with another string in front of her and could not reach the knot behind her head.
She looked around but was too dark and she could not see anything
she just returned to mourn while she listening to the conversation of men
-What the hell you thought O'Reilly? bring her with us, what if they search her? if they found us, he kill us.-
-Jonh relax, no one will find us , no one knows where we are and no one followed us.-
-except for the boy who ran behind the car. and James you will never fail when you shoot, why you don't kill him?-
-well maybe if you didn't drive like a fucking fool, I would not have failed-
-sorry for trying the cops don't put your ass in the fucking jail.-
-Gentlemen, calm down, no one followed and no one will find us,and also We will keep the girl and with out clueless, they gonna give up ,
This is a perfect opportunity to go to another level, she could be a great acquisition we just have to train her well and we will make her a perfect pet
-he said laughing-and if she is useful to for what we want,we gonna sell her and get a lot of money and he will be very happy-
-and what if she is useless for what we want - another man interrupted,
-Well, you have a gun and I have a backyard, they never found her body and we continue with our work.-
everyone laughed,
-well if you'll excuse me I'll go to see our little bitch.-
Rachel was crying louder after hear the conversation, and she felt how her heart stopped when she heard footsteps moving toward her...
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