I woke up as usual; late. I got ready as usual; late. It was as if i was back to my normal routine, like yesterday didn't even happen...but it did. Yu and I did all those things...that were foreign to me...and it was enjoyable...but now i return to my normal life, where no one likes me, or cares about me, or-
"morning 3"
It was sent from Yu. Yu sent that. To me...why the heart? Why did he send that? Why...I thought about it walking to school. I see him in the morning, why does he need to text? I could just say morning to him when I get to school...why now?
"oh, good morning"
I replied as the morning rain greeted me. It was kind of foggy, a little damp, but I didn't care much. I just continued my walk, head down, waiting till-
"How'd ya sleep :)"
Why does he care how I slept? I mean...I wasn't thinking of him...maybe...and his nice body...or him sleeping next to me...NO i didn't think that-
"Fuck!" I shouted, walking into a telephone pole without noticing. Why do I pay so much attention to-
"Hey Yosuke-chan!" I hear Yu's voice rushing to greet me. My face began to blush as he saw me stumble away from the pole. "I see you're as observant as usual!" He said sarcastically.
"Fuck off Yu!" I said playfully, as he came up in front of me and kissed me. Just a peck...on the lips.
"I have to hurry cause Chie needs me to help her study, but I'll see you in class. See ya!" I saw him run off...why'd he just kiss me? I mean, I didn't mind...it felt nice...my body went numb for a minute as I regained what conscious I had left and started walking again.
The rain didn't let up, students in Yasogami High uniforms walking in unison. The riverbank looked somewhat pleased, the rain refilling its low tide. I still couldn't get over Yu's smile...he looked so happy to greet me...I've never seen him like that...maybe he's just in a good mood, I mean, Nanako and Dojima should be back today...It is Tuesday right? Yeah...but still..he kissed me...
I reached the front of the dead end school. It really looks lifeless, like it hates being here. I mean, no one really leaves Inaba, unless you leave everything behind you. That's what people fear I think, walking into the dimly lit corridors, putting my shoes in my locker. People fear what's good for them, and stay with what they're used too..I'm a hypocrit for saying it, but it's true. I should follow my own thought. I smiled slightly as I walked up to the second year homerooms. My class, 2-D, was predominately full, everyone dreading for King Moron to step in, hearing another one of his "lessons", more like rants, about how everyone is a whore.
I toke my seat as more students filled the classroom. I dreaded King Moron's voice...but then I saw Yu walk in with Chie. I smiled as he toke his seat in front, beginning to blush again. His hair looked amazing...a little wet from the rain, windswept...am I fangirling over his hair? Why? Ugh...I just put my head down, listening to the bullshit conversations around me.
"Oh, the new movie came out!"
"He's SO hot!"
"So what about the game last night?"
"Did you hear what was on the-"
"EVERYONE SIT DOWN AND SHUT UP!"
The quick breaths of fear and silence hit the homeroom as King Moron entered the room. It was like the life was going to be sucked out of the room for the long ass duration of time. He ordered students to open textbooks, and write endless paragraphs in notebooks...I couldn't stop starring at Yu. He was like my prince...what? I mean...he saves me from the boredom I have to deal with. The repetitious cycle of life...he helps me deal with it...
The rain wouldn't let up and by this point I zoned out. I haven't been paying attention the entire day, why start now? The bell was so close to ringing...so close to talking with Yu...I just day dreamnt about him...thinking about what happened between us...I saw his arm move back with a piece of paper. I immediately toke it, hoping King Moron didn't notice. His back was turned, so I doubt it, writing some boring crap on the black board. I carefully opened the tightly packed note; it read,
"wanna walk home together?"
My heart jumped as the bell rang, students collecting there school supplies. Yu turned around, smiling at me and grabbing my hand.
"Ready?" He said, waving bye to Chie and Yukiko.
"Um...where are they going?" I asked shyly, blushing cause Yu was holding my hand.
"Oh, they know we're hanging out. They're just gonna hang at the inn."
We walked out of the school together; he was still holding my hand. I noticed underneath his shirt he was wearing the 'love' neckalce from last night. I remembered I hadn't taken mine off, and I didn't I intend too. The 'forever' written on mine meant a lot to me...having Yu with me...forever. I casually looked up to see Yu's happiness. His eyes were full of life...beaming of excitement. He knew my parents would be out...they vacant the house frequently. He knew I was alone...
"Yosuke," He said; both of us looking at each other. "I told Dojima I might be home late, so I could be with you."
I was excited, still holding his hand as we passed the shopping district. It became more familiar to me the more I passed by the stores. I knew the faces...they just didn't care to talk to me. Being the son of the owner that drives your business away really does make people hate you. The rain had let up, and the grey sky was clouded with off-white clouds. We continued walking until we reached my front door.
We entered my house, yet again, greeted by the same darkness. The faint grey lighting from the clouds outside provided little indoor sight. Again, we walked up to my room, sitting on my bed. Yu closed the door from behind me, and it was just us...again...it became routine almost...I mean, for the past day, but it felt longer...I couldn't stop starring at him...Yu's eyes were always so milky and like art, they painted a vivid picture for me to see. His lips were gorgeous...kissing my skin ever so gently...gliding on my pours...I just couldn't stop looking at him...
"Yosuke..." Yu said to me. I snapped out of my day dreams again to hear his voice. "Do you like me?"
I was taken back by what he asked.
"O-Of course senpai...why?" He held my hand as I saw his face begin to blush...mine shortly followed.
"Because...I really do love you..." He started to get closer to me; I backed away as I felt my back hit the wall. We were on my bed, Yu cornering me against the wall.
"As a f-friend senpai-"
"No." He said confidently, interrupting my words with his lips. Again he kissed me, but it never got old...it was new...the feeling of having him and his lips so close to me...
"A-As a...b-boyfriend?" I asked, parting his lips from mine. My body started to squirm as his hands touched and caressed my body. I felt them go into my shirt...I enjoyed it...a lot...
"Yes Yosuke-chan..." He whispered, his lips touching my neck now...kissing it as I whimpered in happiness. I loved having him do this to me...making me feel vulnerable...cause I knew he could make me feel love...should I think about this...yes...
"Does t-that mean..." I said moaning, his lips still kissing and hands still caressing.
He stopped. He looked me in the eyes. As if I weren't red enough, or hard enough for that matter...he was hard too, I could tell...and his face was blushing as well.
"Yosuke-chan..." He said holding my hands, sitting up to face. "Would you...want to be my boyfriend?"