So… Here's my next chapter… Sorry it took so long to update, ENJOY..
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter… Just saying
It took a
Few weeks of
Throwing up
And mood swings
Before I realized.
I was pregnant.
It had never
Occurred to me
Before. That one
Night, The night
He proposed,
Could change my life
So much.
Even after he
Was gone.
With Fred's child.
It was something
To remember Fred
By. Something to stop
Me from
Forgetting
(though I couldn't have
Forgotten him, anyway.)
I was so happy.
I cried with joy.
This baby would
Keep Fred's legacy
Growing strong.
But I was sad, too.
But was I ready?
Ready to be
A mother? Would
I be a good mother?
Could I do this without
Fred?
This baby girl (Because It was a girl)
The Healer I
Talked to, told me
My baby would be
A girl. This was
Really happening,
I would have
A daughter.
Would never know her father.
A fatherless girl.
Who couldn't be
Named after her
Father, because she
Was a
girl
In the End.
After a painful
Childbirth, I got to
Hold her. I cried,
Tears of happiness
(for my baby girl)
And tears of sadness
(She would never know
Her father. And would her
Father know about her?)
I named her
After long
Consideration and
Wishing that Fred's
Name had been more
Generic for both genders,
Risa.
Risa is Latin,
For 'laughter.'
It seemed fitting.
Her middle name,
However, is Deirdre,
Which is Irish for
Sorrow, to prove
My grief, in losing
The one I love.
Well… what do you think? Reviews? Pretty please?